What will you say to me? I watched as Lukas tried to pinned the wolf which was obviously larger and scarier than him. They were in their canine, Lukas was on all fours, laying on his stomach and baring his fangs, trying to bite his attacker, there’s one thing that was obvious though, he has no tail. Tyler managed to pin down Lukas successfully, his black fur, large canine teeth, golden fiery eyes that almost crimson red and his scowled face says it all, now I get why he was going to be the next alpha, also why it didn't happened. “Lukas! Stop whatever you’re thinking! Don’t fight the beta, you’re just hurting yourself,” Neneuis cried and for once I saw tears shimmering in her beautiful eyes. Was this really that serious? I turned to Blake, then to the others before going back to Tyler and Lukas, it was my first time seeing Tyler so mad that he transformed into his bestial form, maybe this was really bad. But what did Lukas do? What does he want to tell me? "Lukas, we feel the sam

I never expected he works on a tall, large, and modern building like the one I usually saw only once a year; on postcards, or overseas trips. It was made of concrete and steel with a glass façade, my neck will surely get sore if I don’t stop amusing the building. I put the map back on my shoulder bag that Tiffany drew for me and passed through the entrance revolving door. The long desk of the information team greets me, the lady in a dark blue uniform and A-line skirt with red lips and a perfect smile made me rethink my choices to go here where I could just stay in bed and let Tiffany nursed me, I’m wearing a long skirt that drops to my white sneakers and a white tucked in shirt with cute frills as sleeves. “Hi, I wish to apply on the HR department here, where can I go?” The information lady eyed me, she gave me a head to toe look as if scrutinizing my fashion sense and telling on the spot that I wouldn’t enter the job. Definitely I won’t, I muster a sly smile from forming, I am st

A week had passed since then, and I think I’ve made a progress, but I also feel not. Things had been blurry since then and I'm so close to getting into jail but Blake went on just for the perfect time to save me, and together they get me out of trouble. It definitely adds up to my long list of shame and embarrassing moments and I put myself in solitude for that. But Tyler has become ignorant day by day. "That's what she should do, she's just going to get in another trouble if she runs free again," Tyler replied when a worried Tiffany knocks on my door. I'm in the farmhouse again and don't worry I'm not using Neneuis and friends' things without permission, I'm telling some 'please, let me use this' spiel every time I'm using them. And if ever Neneuis and her friends come back, I'll make sure the door of this farmhouse welcomes them. Honestly, I feel like this was their home now more than I do, I don't like the farmhouse but I have no choice but to live here, I don't want to go to

I stared blankly at my bedroom ceiling , I was waiting for my whole body to start functioning in the morning, I just woke up and my body was like paralyzed from the bed. I made out a yawn and pulled my arm out of the comforter, hands raised and palms open as if reaching for the ceiling. It doesn’t help me one bit from getting out of the bed but it makes me realized every time that everything that I’m going through shall pass and what I want would happened. Though it also means what I'm trying to reach was unreachable and that I should give up, it gives me anxiety and gratification at the same time.I stretched my hands and fingers and pulled my body to sit, sometimes the morning just don’t start the way I wanted it, so I railed my hands up and pretend I’m reaching to the ceiling, but the reality was just I’m reaching on nothing. Some say we create our own fate, and that our destiny was already destined to us even before we’re born and we have our lifetime to find and reach it, but I

That evening, I tried everything I could to not get affected by what Tiffany said, I bite a matchstick while cutting onions and mix it with eggs. Andrea was upstairs, unpacking from the huge room painted with a lot of colors, I know that she doesn't like it, I could give her my room instead but she insisted on taking it even though the colors was an eyesore. "It's okay, i'll take it, I'm just going to occupy some space, rent-free." I'm quite amazed by the growth she has, I almost saw her in a different light if only I didn't caught the same blinding lights that was in my front door, I noticed my balcony wall has the same.I wonder how much watts were there in those lights, they're so bright, I swore when they fade away I'd moths were gonna vanished. "Harriet I forgot my toothbrush there, you have a spare one?" She stormed to the stairs and sad that out in one breathing. Seems like Andrea forgot what she said to me that she's going to have a share with the expenses of the house.