"Are you fucking kidding me? You're gonna tell me what my kid needs when you kept her away from me all this time? You had my kid out in the fucking world and I didn't even know she existed. I move across the globe, putting my life in danger to make the world a better place for other people's kids, and never knew that I had one of my own to safeguard, to protect. You can get the fuck outta my face now before this shit gets ugly." I didn't care about her slumped shoulders or the tears that were gathering in her eyes. She fucking gutted me. Only someone who had no fucking regard for me could've done something like this to me; fuck her. How was it possible to hate and want someone at the same time? This whole thing was so confusing. I hadn't really had time to take it all in yet, to put things in their right perspective. All I knew right now is that I was a dad. I had a little life that was a part of me to take care of for the rest of my life. That was go

She soon left thank fuck before he became postal, and they started their shit with me again. Thank fuck the baby woke up again and they got distracted. "I know we have to deal with shit, but I'd like to take some time to get to know my daughter. I'll do my part around here of course, that goes without saying, but what say we table any heavy conversations about me and the...me and her mother for another time." "Hardheaded fuck." Lo pushed up from his chair. "Or we could do it now and I could tell you to get her out of here before I snap and break her fucking neck, choose your pick." I went after my kid and left them to see themselves out. I was over the shit already. It had only been a few short hours, though it felt like a whole lifetime had passed, but it wasn't enough time for people to be hounding me like I had shit all worked out already. "It's okay little darling, daddy's here." She was muddy so I set up the laptop near her new changing table, and went to

He fought me to death about every damn thing until I wanted to drown him in the one foot of water in the tub. For someone who had spent exactly four hours in the presence of a baby, he sure was an expert. "Ty, it says no tears, it's not gonna hurt her." The ass actually tried to put some of the shampoo in his eyes to check. "Give me that jackass." I snatched the bottle from him and lathered up her hair while he grumped. "You know those people lie just to sell shit, fine if it hurts her though, we'll sue." I wasn't even paying him any mind because he'd obviously lost his. When her bath was over he rifled through the bag of stuff that I'd ordered on line and had Vicki Lynn pick up. "See, I knew it, nothing but girly shit." He settled on a pink and brown set and fought me to dress her. I wasn't sure what the fuck was up with him, but I was gonna start taping this shit. When we'd deemed her decent enough, and my poor kid was looking like what the fuck daddy, we headed back

I gave strict instructions that no one was to come anywhere near my home while this conversation was going on. They wanted to hang around but it was my way or no way at all. Ty, who seemed to be going through some sort of life change, was the last to leave. "If you two are going to be getting all loud and angry maybe I should take baby Zak." It was like the invasion of the pod people or some fuck. "Ty, get a grip what's with you bro, she's mine, she stays with me. We'll see you later I promise." "Fine, but if things get out of control call me and I'll come get her." "Why don't you go spend some time with Vicki Lynn?" I knew that shit would light a fire under his ass and get him the hell out of my house. I'm gonna have to remember to take this shit out at a later date and have a good laugh over it. I'm not sure what the equivalent to baby whipped was, but whatever it was he had it. She had him wrapped around her little finger already, which meant I was never gon

I walked back into the living room where she was already preparing herself to feed Zakira. It was like I wasn't even there as she reached out for her. The two of them reached for each other and the baby latched onto her tit like it was her lifeline. I realized I was jealous as fuck. This was something I couldn't give my kid, something that she seemed to desperately need. It pissed me the fuck off and I had to stifle my anger, even as I was drawn to the sight before me. I didn't look away this time, just stood there watching, taking it all in. It was easily one of the most beautiful things I'd ever seen, but it only made me wonder what else I'd missed. I watched as she switched Zakira from one nipple to the next, and my mouth watered at the little bead of breast milk that was left behind. My dick, which had no sense whatsoever was already sniffing around for a hole to fill, he didn't give a fuck about me, or my hang-ups. I was so overtaken with what she was doi