All Chapters of Love, lies and, secrets: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50
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40. Comparison
ANNATheodore and I were currently standing in front of one of the most expensive brand stores and I stood still, mentally contemplating whether or not to go in. I had told him a few days ago that I wanted to go shopping for new clothes but that I didn't think I could budget to get new clothes until I had gotten an allowance from my parents. I also didn't want to collect any money from Alice even though she offered to give me an allowance but I refused because it didn't seem right to me. I had just told him about the situation because he and I were talking about random things and I didn't expect him to take it to heart or anything like that but suddenly he showed up at my place earlier today and told me to get in the car with him. I had asked him several times to tell me where we were headed but he didn't say anything and now all of a sudden, we arrived here. "I don't understand what's going through that head of yours, Theodore. I already said that I didn't have money to do any sho
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41. D day
ANNAI nervously walked into the restaurant where Theo had asked us to meet. He had called last night and we agreed that we were going to meet here and talk about everything that needed to be said once and for all. At first, I didn't want us to meet outdoors cause I preferred that we stayed in and discussed between ourselves but Theodore had insisted that he wanted us to talk outside and I decided to agree with his request. Today was the last day of our trial relationship and it was also the day that I would be giving him a response. I was feeling very nervous and anxious at the same time because I really wanted to avoid going this far with him but now that the day had come, I knew that there was nothing I could do besides prepare myself to speak to him even though I knew that his feelings would eventually be hurt and that things between us get awkward after today, I had no other choice but to do what I needed to do because it would be best for both Theodore and me if we could settl
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42. Two years later
TWO YEARS LATER ANNA"Congratulations baby sis!" Alice squealed behind me in excitement and I turned around to look at her with a smile on my face."You have no idea how proud I am of you right sweetie. My little sister is officially a graduate," Alice said, pulling me in for a hug and I hugged her back tightly. Today was my graduation and I was graduating with a 4.1 CGPA in business administration and I couldn't be more proud of myself. Even though I wanted a higher CGPA, I was still proud that I did this good and I was very satisfied. I knew how hard I struggled to keep my mind together and make sure that I did well because studying wasn't easy for me at first but I had to learn how to keep things in my head and enjoy studying and the fact that I was graduating today made me feel very happy and proud that I had come this far without giving up. Alice and I were talking and she kept going on and on about how smart I was and how proud she was but we were both distracted when I hear
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43. The party is just starting
ANNAMy entire evening has been painfully tiring and the only thing I wanted right now was for the party to be over so that I can go home and get some rest. No matter what the occasion was, I just couldn't bring myself to get used to parties and I'm always quick to get tired and bored of it. I already informed Alice that I wanted to go home already because I was feeling tired but she wouldn't let me go because according to her, she was yet to give me her gift and it made me wonder whose idea the after-party was. I have been trying very hard to avoid Alejandro's eyes but sometimes, I end up letting my guard down and our eyes would suddenly meet and I'd get so caught up in staring that I wouldn't even realise for the first few seconds. It was almost as though he had been staring at me all through the evening because every time I happened to look in his direction, our eyes would immediately meet and like a magnetic attraction, I'm instantly pulled toward him. "Aren't you having fun?
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44. The last graduation gift
"Why do I feel you are avoiding me?" a voice said from behind me as I made my way to where I could get water. As soon as I heard the voice, I immediately recognised who it belonged to and I felt a cold shiver run down my spine. Alejandro moved from behind me and appeared in front of me but he had made sure to leave a reasonable distance between us. I was very happy that he knew that I was avoiding him but when I couldn't understand was why he wasn't doing the same thing since he knew."No offence Alejandro but since you already know that I'm avoiding you, why don't you just take a hint and do the same thing," I said to him, trying not to sound too impatient even though I was. "Sorry about that Anna but the thing is, I'm not very good at taking hints especially not from someone who has been stealing glances at me all through the evening," he said and I almost choked on my tongue. "Stealing glances at you? Are you kidding me?" I scoffed."You're unbelievable Alejandro. What makes yo
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45. Disagreement
ANNAAfter what felt like forever, the party finally came to an end and everybody had already left except myself, Alice, and Alejandro, who was having a conversation over the phone but I made up my mind not to pay any attention to him because I could honestly care less and all I wanted to do was talk with my sister. "You really shouldn't have bothered to go this far for me Alice. I mean, I appreciate it but I just feel so bad you had to go this far and it's making me uncomfortable," I told her honestly. "I genuinely don't understand you, Anna. What exactly is so wrong with what I did and how does it make you uncomfortable? Instead of saying all of this, just say thank you and let's end it there," she replied and I let out a frustrated sigh. I wasn't surprised that she responded to me this way because I didn't expect her to understand why I wasn't comfortable with her gift. I honestly just wished she could be more open-minded to understand where I was coming from even though I had
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46. Standing firm
I knew that she was making sense and I knew that she wanted the best for me but all of this was only making me feel even more like a terrible person. The fact that I still harboured feelings for Alejandro was making me feel very angry with myself because it's been over two years now and I expected to have gotten over it. Alejandro didn't even bother to be subtle with his staring and every time I caught his eye, it almost felt like he was indirectly trying to tell me to come to the room that he had asked me to come to earlier. I couldn't get my mind off the fact that he had invited me into that room because my feelings for him were still very strong and I was very curious to know what he had to say to me. At the same time, I was also aware of the fact that going in there wasn't the best idea especially since I knew that should anything happen between us while we are in that room, I wouldn't be able to control myself and I would end up finding myself in the same situation that I was i
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47. A chat in the kitchen (1)
ANNAI didn't even realise it when I let out a frustrated sigh as soon as I tilted my head and saw Alejandro coming into the kitchen.I quickly rinse off my hands, wanting to leave so that it doesn't get the opportunity to speak to me and so that I wouldn't have to deal with him but, he was quick to stop me just when I was about to leave. "What do you want from me now, Alejandro?" I asked, folding my arms across my chest."I'm going, to be honest with you, Anna, I'm very surprised you know," he said suddenly and I frowned slightly, wondering what he was going on about. "You're surprised? Care to tell me what exactly is making you surprised?" I asked."Can you not guess why I would be surprised concerning anything that relates to you? Well if you can't guess, the reason behind my surprise is because I wasn't expecting you to agree to work with me and also live in the same space with me," he replied and I scoffed."So what exactly am I supposed to do with this information? What is it
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48. A chat in the kitchen (2)
ANNA I was trying hard not to feel frustrated but I couldn't help but be frustrated by the fact that he was doing something like this to me and was saying things like this to me even after I tried so hard to stop thinking about him and get myself together again. I also couldn't help but wonder if he didn't feel any sort of guilt toward Alice because I was currently feeling so guilty that I was in this position with him but he seemed to be very nonchalant about it. "For goodness sake Alejandro, you are a married man. You really shouldn't be here saying things like this to me especially when you're married to someone else already," I said to him, hoping that you would realise that he was a married man and that doing something like this to my sister was very unfair on his part."You're making it seem like I just got married yesterday Anna. I've been married for a while now but that didn't stop us from being together, did it? Why don't you just give yourself a chance to be happy by ac
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49. First day
ANNAI could barely get any sleep. I tossed and turned on the bed restlessly, trying hard to find sleep but I couldn't get any because my eyes didn't feel tired and my mind was too heavy for me to get any sleep at all. I recalled my conversation with Alice a few days ago after she had seen Alejandro and I together and it dawned on me again that Alice completely trusted me, especially since she immediately believed what I said without even bothering to ask me any questions at all. I honestly felt like I didn't deserve to have a sister like her and nothing I did was helping my guilt go away. I tried shutting my eyes again hoping that I would be able to fall asleep but as soon as I did that, I was reminded of Alejandro's face again and I couldn't help but groan in frustration. I had to remind myself several times that I needed to get some sleep especially since I was resuming work tomorrow morning but the sleep just wasn't coming and it was making me feel very frustrated. I honestly
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