CHAPTER 47I didn't know how many times mom knocked my door that day. But I didn't open the door even once. I want to be alone. I tried so hard to stop my tears but now that I'm alone I can't help but to go all out and cry. I was not like this. Before, even though they pained me and hurt me I don't spend a single tear for them but right now...when it comes to Farris my strong heart become fragile.I feel like a coward. I feel like a loser. I was the one who was planning to play with Farris. To make him knelt in front of me and follow my biddings but it didn't happen. In the end...I was the one who got played, who got used and defeated.And I can't accept it. I cannot swallow it. I cannot admit it."Millijay! It's time for dinner! What are you doing inside your room and you don't even think about eating?!" Mom voice echoed outside my room. I rolled my eyes and wiped my tears. This damn old woman couldn't just leave me alone."Just deliver my food he

CHAPTER 49WARNING: MATURE CONTENT!The information he just spilled on me are too much that I can't process it properly anymore. I swallowed hard. I lifted my hands that were holding his arms and put it down over my thighs.Is that why some are saying bad things to Lauren? It means...she was married to Farris when she cheated with Augustus?"W-Why...did you..divorced her?" I asked without glancing his way."She cheated on me," he simply said. I looked back again to him. His eyes are all on me. The attention that I was seeking for him are now all on me. But how can I feel good when I found out this truth about him?"And worst...she cheated with the man you hated?" I asked. He clenched his jaw. I wanna know the truth. The truth about his feelings. I stared at him. The more I got to know him...the more I am hurting. Is this the sign that I really fell for him?"I already told you all about me..." he sighed as he looked at me. I saw how h

CHAPTER 51WARNING: MATURE CONTENT!It was almost midnight when Farris and I went to sleep. It was like a dream. We talked about his childhood memories and I told him about my father. I know that he already knows how my dad died because it wasn't a secret. It was articled in the media when my father died. Everyone knows about it. But this is the first time I told to someone else my real feelings when my dad killed himself.It was a traumatic and dreadful experience that I don't want to look back anymore.But right now I am sharing it to someone who I trust for now.I slept peacefully that night. When I woke up I immediately glance at my phone if there is a text message but I pouted when there's none. I looked at the wall clock and I noticed that it's exactly 5 in the morning--"Good morning sleepy head," my eyes widened at that voice! I blinked twice as my eyes darted to the man who was comfortably sitting on my couch while his both arms are

CHAPTER 53All the students were called from the gymnasium so that we can have an orientation about the upcoming graduation. While walking on my way I can sense their gaze at me. And I know at the back of their mind they were thinking of how bad I am, how pathetic I am or how I am bitch to everyone. My family background isn't a secret. Everyone knew what happened to my family especially with my dad. Like I said it was articled by the media and it was an exclusive headline before.I was just 10 years old that time but I remember how I got interview and all I did was to cry in front of the flashing of the cameras. Mom pulled me out of that crowd and since then she didn't let the press to come near that's why I have bodyguards. That was also the start where I blamed my grandfather and rebelled in my own way.I became selfish. I played with everyone's feelings. The victims I had were my favorite game. I can control everything that's why when Farris came into my life

CHAPTER 55I breathed his scent while I am lying on his arms. His arms are encircled around my naked body while we are on his bed. The white sheet of his bed felt comfortable against my skin or is it because I am lying next to Farris?I trailed my fingers on his chiseled chest. I wonder if he go to gym just to have this body? His body is very magnificent. His muscles are all on their rightful places and he was masculine that every girls would gape at his naked upper extremities."What time is it?" I asked with my hoarse voice. I still felt tired because of our rough deed earlier. I already have my sleep but I still felt tired. He sighed and hugged me more. I stifle a smile as something touched my heart. In his embrace I feel like he doesn't want me to go home or to leave his bed."11 in the evening. You can just go home tomorrow..." he said huskily. Damn it! I like his bedroom voice!"But I have to go to school-""You have no classes Millija