~Bobbie~“Hm…” I moaned, stretching my hands up in the air. The chilly air kissed my skin, I covered myself with the duvet up my neck. It’s no surprise that I am naked under these sheets. My eyes flutter open at the whiff of delicious waffles and bacon filling the air.The room is clean, memories of Jake and I’s lovemaking, breaking things along the way flashed in my mind. I took a sweater and jeans from my luggage and walked barefoot against the icy floor.I stopped in my tracks when I heard myself. It was faint, but I can recognize my voice singing ‘Make it with you’.Jake was in the kitchen, back facing me, moving gracefully.“Good morning,” I covered my mouth, hearing

~Bobbie~Spangles of alluring colors lit up the dark sky of New Year’s Eve. The entire world is celebrating the change of year while I stood on the balcony of my room. This pleasing sight is the exact opposite of the turmoil happening inside my chest.I left tons of messages and voicemail for Jake. I waited for an explanation on what the hell is happening between us, but he just vanished. He just needed time, I told myself, but when I picture the redhead kissing him; it was clear that he chose her over me.His social media profile which was a picture of me and him changed the same time the year changed. The redhead was clinging onto him, smiling on the camera while Jake’s face remained passive.To unfollow him will be useless. Some students kept tagging me on

Just a friendly reminder, Babes. This novel is a work of fiction. All names, characters, locations, and incidents are a product of the author’s imagination, or have been used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual people living or dead, locales, or events is entirely coincidental. We’re closing in on the shaky part of this book. Like what I’ve mentioned in the beginning, some scenes ahead might not be suitable for everyone. This book will tackle sensitive topics such as rape and self harm. And if you decide to go further, I would ask for your kind understanding. Yeah… I’m done, I love you and thank you for sticking around. Much love, Ljxx ;)

~Bobbie~The clock is ticking, my heart is shattering. Morning came, even if I prayed for the night to stay. My life hasn’t been easy, but now it gets tougher and tougher. I got no courage left in me; I got no will to face the world.Here in the comfort of my bed, I am safe from the world. Safe from being confronted by the past that kept crawling its way in my present, blocking my path to the future.I didn’t want to wake up, but I didn’t want to stay asleep. The nightmares used to be fragments of the past. Last night, it was a replay. An entire clip of that scene on the beach.Brandon’s hand felt so soft against mine while the sand was rough under our feet. The water was so cold, kissing our sole, but my heart kept pumping warm blood for my body to keep up.He looked up to me, a smile on his lips, thanking me for my birthday present to him, an escape from mom and his dad before they woke up.Th

~Bobbie~ Because I am a stubborn and hard-headed person, Jake’s words meant nothing to me... not really. Days continue to move forward, time will not halt because of my problems and so do Maggie and her friends. One time, they poured egg and tomato sauce over my head and I had to, again, put on Zach’s clothes the entire day at school. My friends were still oblivious to the fact that I was purposely avoiding them at school because I didn’t want a riot to happen. I only mingle with them at the Bunker, it was ground zero for everyone. Saturday came, Zach will pick me up at ten, and we’ll be watching the game later to support Mel and Candice. Candice is picking up where she left off before the divorce of her parents. She even made it back to the team. I’m truly happy for