(Ryker) Where is that asshole? I've been searching for him ever since my father dumped that speech on me the other day, but it seems as if he had disappeared off the face of the planet. His scent was gone so I couldn't find him, all because I had rejected him. My temper was getting the better of me, I was lashing out at everyone because my idiot of a father kept on reminding me that I had to find him or suffer the consequences as if I gave a damn. Why must I go through so much? Why can't I choose someone for myself instead of wasting my time on an unwanted rogue? Maybe I should have killed him when I had the chance, then and only then I would have been free of him. " another one." I said as I slammed my glass down on the countertop startling Ella, my bartender in the process. " don't you think that's enough for now?" She asked and I glared at her. Stupid is as stupid does. " I'm a fucking werewolf, I can't get drunk so give me another one." she nodded her head and went on to do
(Elias) " what's one thing that you have always wished for?" My therapist Abigail asked as she looks at me. I was sitting on a couch while she was in a chair in front of me. She had a book and a pen waiting to write down anything she found interested, typical therapist. She is also a werewolf which was easier for me to communicate with her through mind link. ' when I didn't have a home or anyone to take care of me, or to call a family. When I was all alone I have often wished, no prayed for death to come my way. It was one thing I needed more than anything else in the world.' She looks at me with pity, something that I didn't like but I have always been on the receiving end of it. She started writing down what she felt was important before focusing her attention on me once more. " tell me about your school, were you being bullied there or did you have a lot of friends?" She asked and I sighed, was this necessary? ' I had friends, some who even looked up to me because I was suppose
(Elias) 'come on, what's the harm in trying?' Raina asked as she started following me back to my room. After I left the forest where the stranger warned me about my mate, I went back to the pack house so I could get something to eat and take a shower. I had something to eat and now I was on my way to take said shower when Raina came up to me, talking nonstop. ' I said no before raina and I'm still saying no. What use would that be for me?' I asked in an irritated tone as she continued to disturb me. ' you could get your tongue back, I know I'm not as perfect as my family, but I could get you your tongue back. The sad part is you still won't be able to talk but at least I would help you in some sort of way, please?' I sighed as I glared at her. Persistent bitch. ' I'm not a lab rat Raina, I don't want to be experimented on.' she rolled her eyes while folding her arms. ' I won't be experimenting on you, you doofus. I will only use a spell I learned from my cousin Kat, it will be as
(Ryker) I didn't think about the consequences, nor did I care that much. It was irrelevant, to waste my time thinking about someone that I hated. someone, I should be spending time searching for instead of Fucking Sheila. It has always been something that I have done before and I wasn't going to stop because of a mutt. I know that he would feel the pain, that he would be suffering all because he didn't accept my rejection. It's his fault though, not mine. " harder Ryker, don't stop." Sheila said as she screams out loud, which told me I was hitting the right spot. " that's it, right there! Ahhh!" Bitch can you shut the fuck up? Her constant talking and screaming were turning me off, but it was cheap pussy so I continued plowing my way through it. I had been thinking before, making her my chosen mate but I decided against it. I don't know why, but something was telling me not to. After we were done, I got rid of her. No use keeping her around when I got what I was looking for right
(Elias) I didn't return to the pack house. It wasn't because I didn't want to, it was only because I couldn't. No matter how many times Raina suggested helping me, I refused. No matter the amount of times forest suggested he take over, I blocked him. As Raina sat next to me on the bed placing a warm cloth on my forehead, another wave of pain hits me and this time it was the worse. I knew what it meant, I figured it out the first time it had happened before. The only thing I've been saying to myself was that I deserved it. I deserved the pain my mate was giving me, all because I didn't accept his rejection. I could have written it down or found a way to communicate with him, but I didn't because I was fucking stupid. Raina's sobs could be heard throughout the room I was in as she kept on begging me to let her take my pain away. I shook my head as I started trembling, bracing myself as she picks up the bucket she places there for me so that I could empty my stomach. Forest was trying
(Elias) The next morning when I woke up I was feeling much better, thanks to Raina and forest for helping me. I didn't want to go back to the pack house because I loved it here, but Raina told me that Lilliana was asking for me and said she got mad at her for not being home. I didn't want to come between their friendship so it was better if I head back. ' remember you can visit anytime, just call for me and I'll get you here even if you want this place to yourself, it's yours now too.' I nodded my head as Raina went into serious mode. She was also unhappy that I was leaving, but I guess she'll get over it soon. ' and also remember if you need help with anything, don't hesitate in asking me. I'm your friend, well your only friend so that's what I'm here for.' I rolled my eyes as she continued to talk, I was on the verge of breaking her neck if she didn't shut up. Then she went on to ask me when my birthday was and when I got kicked out of my pack as if she didn't want me to leave so
(Ryker) It's been almost two weeks now and still no sign of that damn mutt. I continued my search, in hopes of finding him so I can get the elders off my back. They were planning on visiting, just to make sure I was carrying out their orders and that's the lowest point I have fallen so far. I was not one to follow, I was the one who leads. That's why I'm an alpha, no other title would fit my description and I was happy about that. The alpha title was originally for my brother and I since we are twins, we both have alpha blood but he was the immature one. He didn't want the title and was already running from it, only showing his face around here when necessary. ' alpha can you come outside? There's someone here to see you.' Damian said, disturbing my thoughts. I sighed as I made my way outside to see what was so important and why he sounded so..scared. Max was pacing in my mind, finally showing his presence which had me wondering why he chose this moment. Once outside, I saw a crow
(Ryker) " tell me elder Kodas, why is my son Ryland also feeling the pain my other son Ryker is experiencing? Does that mean he is also mated to Ryker's former mate?" My father asked as I lay there on the bed listening to their conversation. If I could I would have scoffed at such ridiculous speech, but the pain was getting so much harder to bear, rendering me speechless. I could only communicate using mind link at the moment which wasn't so bad right now. " there's only one way to find out. It's the first time I'm seeing this in all my sixty-five years of being here on earth, I have no idea how to explain it. Maybe elder Adela can give us some insight as to what is happening. You know she's known for her special gift." Dad groaned while shaking his head. He had this belief that the elders were fake, they claimed to hold such special gifts he was yet to see. He only had respect for them because they were higher in rank, so he had no other choice but to follow their orders. I on the