searching for him

(Ryker)

Where is that asshole?

I've been searching for him ever since my father dumped that speech on me the other day, but it seems as if he had disappeared off the face of the planet. His scent was gone so I couldn't find him, all because I had rejected him. My temper was getting the better of me, I was lashing out at everyone because my idiot of a father kept on reminding me that I had to find him or suffer the consequences as if I gave a damn.

Why must I go through so much? Why can't I choose someone for myself instead of wasting my time on an unwanted rogue? Maybe I should have killed him when I had the chance, then and only then I would have been free of him.

" another one." I said as I slammed my glass down on the countertop startling Ella, my bartender in the process.

" don't you think that's enough for now?" She asked and I glared at her. Stupid is as stupid does.

" I'm a fucking werewolf, I can't get drunk so give me another one." she nodded her head and went on to do