She got ready, coming out of the bathroom after her bath, getting ready as I continued to watch her intensely until she came closer and sat on the bed, looking at the bangles on her hand.
I scooted closer to her, not preferring distances from her anymore. I also looked at her hands and began to say.
"Your hands were empty so I thought I could…" I trailed off and she began to say,
"I love bangles, bracelets and any jewelry to wear on hand." She said with a smile. I also smiled back and looked at her.
“It looks beautiful on you.” I whispered sincerely.
“Thanks.” She smiled sheepishly.
She also turned to look at me too as we star
These thoughts caused chaos in my mind as I lost my ability to think and filled up with ultimate consternation. My heart, in that moment, I desired nothing but to become the light of her dark sky. I wanted to become the hand she can hold onto and never let it go. “What have you done to yourself, Rebecca?” I asked myself in fright.I wanted the spark of hope which will ignite that endless fire of happiness in her now. All this time, I pushed her away, now she needs me and I will not back away now.“Why?” I don't know about love but I will surely become her salvation. And I understood it's not our unsavory redemption but her unsavory redemption.Like the more she tries to isolate herself from me the more I'll reach out to her. “I won’t let you reside there anymore.” I'll stir her mind as she won't be able to push me away even if she wants to and I'll be the one she strives for.‘I'll become her redemption.’I walked down and looked at her, since today is Saturday, I am home and I
Rebecca POV:-‘Am I making the right choice by taking Ryan along?’My heart felt faint as extreme dread took over my mind, mixing up my emotions and not letting me think. I began to tremble as unwanted thoughts of despair blended in.Pushing deeper into the depths of turmoil, my grip on Ryan's hand tightened.“It’s alright, Rebecca.”I shut my eyes as my breath became heavy, my heart felt like pricking as the images of the day Jane died came to my mind.“No, it’s not.” I whispered. Tears pricked in the corner of my eyes, my distressed form couldn't even comprehend anything.
"Rebecca…" I heard him calling me, shifting after being woken up by my sound.. I bit my cheeks as I remained motionless.I didn't dare to utter a sound and quickly wiped my tears. He groggily rubbed his eyes and lifted his head as I hummed in response looking at him. “Yes?”"You okay?" He asked with narrowed eyes as it was difficult to see my face in darkness."Yes.. " I replied faintly. He shifted and held his hands out to me."Come. Sorry I didn't give you any space to lay." He apologized sweetly, pulling me down."It's okay. You sleep, I am not sleepy." I said.A squeak escaped my lips when he held my wrist and in a swift m
I fell on my knees and began to cry. I cried my heart out, tears rolled down my cheek uncontrollably as I curled my hands in a fist and didn't dare to raise my head.I felt hands wrapping themselves around me protectively. I sniffed and moved my head and saw Ryan as he engulfed me in a hug.My lips began to quiver as I held his arms as if my life depended upon it and snuggled close to him. He pulled me in his embrace and I held his shirt and began to cry.He rubbed my back as I let out my cries of misery. My tears soaked his shirt but he didn't push me away, he held me close, comforting me.“Ryna…” He kissed my head and I continued to let out my agony.I sobbed for I don't know how l
Ryan POV:-Rebecca took us out of the cemetery, she seemed so infuriated, I have never seen her this furious before, it's like she is burning in a fiery fire.I didn't stop her or try to talk it out because the turn of life we are on is because of her father.“How dare he.” She growled, taking me with her.That her father is the one who caused this much devastation… to all of us. If he didn't do it, things would have been different, all of us could be happy… except for Rebecca.No, she could also be happy, she can live her life happily with that guy who wrote her those notes.But deep down, at this moment, I don’t want to imagine her futu
I nodded and gave her a side hug as I left to get something for us to eat. I bought a sandwich for us from a bakery and some muffins. I went to her, she was in the park she told me about. I saw her sitting on a bench, talking to Marianne. The realization of her previous words sank in me, when Marianne asked her if she loved me and Rebecca couldn't answer. “Oh Lord…” My heart began to beat fast as mystifying thoughts came to my mind and caused a commotion, filling me with an eerie yet satisfactory feeling. I looked at Rebecca and no matter how much I try, my eyes can't look at Marianne as if I cannot go anywhere else leaving Rebbecca, like I am made for her.
She swallowed the lump in her throat as I found her too tempting like this. My smirk grew wider, she raised her gaze and stopped at my tattoos.Her pants sounded melodious to me, I leaned in extremely close to her face, her rapid breath lingered on my face as my mind wanted to lose its senses."Your tattoos are captivating, Ryan."Under my piercing gaze, her voice came out in a barely audible tone. I nuzzled to her neck letting out a deep husky laugh as I murmured."So is yours.. "I moved my hand and traced my finger over her shoulder, where her tattoo is.She lowered her gaze shyly, looking at her like this made me feel great euphoria as the desire to see
Rebecca POV:-"Rebecca, I want to become your unsavory redemption."My heart flutters in happiness, tears of content for the first time in my life, brimmed in my eyes, my heart felt the serenity I thought I lost years ago.“Really?” A wave of tranquility rushed in me. I don't know when and how this happened but it's mesmerizing, something I thought will never be bestowed upon me.“Yes. I will.” He smiled and my heart began to desire him. All my sorrows washed away and my eyes teared up in happiness ever since he came to my life.“I can’t bear it anymore.” He became my desire, my identification. Someone who made me feel that I have a life and I also deserve to smile.