6. Caught while Drooling over him

After going upstairs Shawn throws his tee on bed and removes his anger on the punching bag, hanging in his room. He vents his anger out as with every punch his intensity of punching gets stronger and hard. The jealousy like a venom spread through his blood, makes his heart pierced and head dizzy. He then did push-ups when his hands started hurting and then he did one hand push-ups pushing his body to an extent in anger. He could only see Shane and Emma smiling and laughing, cuddling and sleeping together but when he imagined them kissing each other he stopped. And sprains his wrist accidentally. 

Why can't the time just run back to the moment where she was mine even if it was just a delusion? 

She forgot everything, our first kiss, our first hug and sensual dance, that non stop ranting of hers and my heart doing a pitter patter dance everytime I refresh that memory in my head. 

But isn't it good that she forgot? Or else maybe she would have regretted it and that disguised look in her eyes for you after that would have been more torturing for you, my subconscious replies and I sigh deeply.

Wiping off the sweat beads formed on my forehead he then walks toward his washroom leaving the door of his room still open. As he knew no one would disturb him and Emma coming here was just out of the option while having Shane with him especially.

Meanwhile, Shane and Emma were talking and having breakfast together when the time flew in thin air they didn't realise. Until he got a call and got busy with it, while Emma waited a few minutes, making her way upstairs feeling bored.

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Shawn comes out taking a shower with a black towel wrapped around his waist. His hairs were still wet, dripping water through its strands on his sexy muscled body. His mood was still pissed off as he couldn't get himself out from comparing her kissing him and his brother. He was busy wondering whether she and his brother have ever shared a kiss and if yes then was it the same like 'He had With Her'.

It was driving him nuts and he was unable to grab the horses which were jumping from one conclusion to another at a rapid speed. His head felt like bursting out and just as he makes his way toward his wardrobe section beside the washroom his phone decides to ding. Sighing heavily he walks toward the bed again cursing his workaholic life but whom to blame he chose for himself. He was going through the mail he received and a few texts when someone stopped on her tracks and made her way to have a glimpse of Mr. Hot.

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Emma was walking upstairs when she saw Shawn's room door open and that made her heart skip a beat. She had a strong urge to sneak into his room and steal a few glances from him. But sighing she was about to drop the plan and walk back to her room as her subconscious said he will be grumpy and rude to her again for no reason. 

When Shawn suddenly came to her view and from the corner of her eyes she captured him. Instantly, her legs turned toward his room and she found the best view of her life which was 'catching Shawn Wilson half naked' looking all sexy and drop dead handsome killing her innocent heart already. 

She subconsciously walked closer to his room and kept on ogling at him. While he with a frown checks his phone as if it was an ordinary text for a home loan. 

Aghhh... Why does everyone want to ruin my mood?, saying he growls internally and throws his phone on bed.

While a few water droplets rolling down, drops on the back of his neck and his muscles flex, it rolls down kissing his skin all over till down and disappears in the towel. And her eyes trailed down gulping every ounce of it. It was a sweet bait to her heart and as her eyes studied those water droplets shining on his back and drizzling down too.

Damn! 

I wish I was those drops of water who are so lucky to touch, feel and kiss your skin while I can only imagine, she says to herself sighing with a sad smile. 

And just as she was feeling pity for her poor luck she realises he walked inside getting vanished. 

What??, she gasps.

Her eyes searching for the rare view she hardly gets to see with a sad pout on her lips. Her heart itches to see him more and drool over him. 

But how to see the goddess when he just walked inside the doors of heaven?, she asks herself, fidgeting her fingers.

Silly! So what if he walked inside? The doors of heaven are still open and no one has stopped you to cross this boundary, her subconscious replies.

But what if someone sees me? Is it even right? Should I really have a look and go with my guts? What if he caught me and thinks I'm a creep?, she asks, looking here and there.

Dude... It's on you! Go for it or be craving for it?, her subconscious sternly replies.

And giving in, she slowly enters his room and peeks inside leaning her body on the door for support. He was inside the wardrobe room, hiding behind the cupboard and she hissed in annoyance.

Darn this cupboard!!! Gosh, couldn't he have a sliding door at least I could have seen him naked a bit more.

How ironic Emma!! 

Wow... Just so you can see him, he should change the cupboard door. 

How about making his room full of glass? Transparent actually!

Then you can see him always, fully, naked or covered but only your's, my subconscious mocked and I felt lost deeply as I imagined making me nod in agreement bluntly.

Seriously!!!, my subconscious gasped and I cursed.

Damn Emma! You are crazy!, I snapped at myself.

Emma was so busy in her own zone that she didn't realised when talking with her own subconscious she walked out of the hideout and stood in the middle of the room. She then for having a better glance of him as he starts wearing his pants while having the towel tugged around his waist thankfully, she almost reached his wardrobe room. Drooling over his back which reflexes and gets broad making her imagine how will it feel beneath her naked palms while he'll be on top of her pounding inside her hard, making love to her roughly but gentle as well at the same time.

Just turn around baby I want to see how you look from front side as well, she pleads in her head.

And as if he heard her he turns around pulling a brown colour shirt in his hands matching with his ultramarine blue pants. He wears the shirt extending his hand and then other doing the same, then closes the button gently and tugs his shirt under the pant. Emma frowns and pouts sadly as the view of his chest lasted just few seconds and before she could drool fully it disappeared.

He then gets a bit turned toward the right and taking the belt from his almirah he wears it making Emma sigh heavily.

"GOSH…even after getting dressed in a sophisticated cladded attire, he still looks breathtaking and skips my heart", she says with dreamy eyes and swings her body lightly as her hands joining together rests below her chin. 

"Wish the time stops now and I can forever drool over him like this. As if he is mine.. only mine to see", she mutters to herself.

Meanwhile, Shawn taking his blazer in his arms hanging turns to walk out of the wardrobe room, close his almirah. When he finds Emma staring toward him and his brows creased up.

"What's she doing here?", he asks himself feeling astound.

When Emma seeing the frown on his face frowns as well and just when she realises she was standing face to face to him he gets two steps closer toward her and she gasps internally in horror.

Fuck!!! Emma you dumbhead! What did you do?, she screams in her head.

Run. Run away!, her subconscious replies, as if making her awakened from her daze. And she does so before Shawn could conclude anything and walk closer to her.

Shawn tries to stop her but she in utter embarrassment and fear tries to run out blocking his voice to her ear. But accidentally her flip flops got tangled in the rug and she losing her balance in hastiness cause herself to fall on the floor. 

"Holy mother!", she gasps closing her eyes. 

And before she could kiss the floor, Shawn catches her hand and pulls her toward him. And she rolling falls in his arms and he held her from her waist while her one leg was in air. 

His eyes oogles her face which was red by now in feeling scared, embarassed and caught. She then slowly opens her eyes as she feels a strong hold on her waist sending a new kind of warmth inside her body which she felt before also but when she doesn't remembers that at all. 

Her eyes meets with his, their gaze gets locked as if the world blurred out and only these two were left here for eternity to stay in each other's hold. Her hands were fisting on his ironed shirt making it crumpled from there while their breathes were hitched. Their heartbeat syncs in rhythm going slow and steady as they try to speak through their eyes for a brief moment. And just as they does, he subconsciously pulls her closer toward his face making her soft breath fan his lips as her heart raced up. 

Her lips quivering, dying to taste his and so did he wished to relive that moment again with her sane this time. As he wants her to remember their kiss, him and this moment for forever. When Shane calling her name reaches to his ears and as that voice gets more near and near, coming closer toward his room. And he in horror he dropped Emma on floor who was meeting for their lips to meet with eyes closed.

"Ahhhhh", she yelps.

"Sha.. Emma!!", a high pitched voice comes in ears.