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I cried silently as I hugged my knees. The throbbing pain in my heart was too much for me to take. I know that he is evil. Why am I still... disappointed to what he did? He was thinking about his wife while he was thrusting his dick in my mouth. He was thinking about her while I was the one who was giving him pleasure.

I do not love him anymore. No. I am not hurting. This is just my ego talking. He just crushed my ego. Not my heart. I do not care about him at all. Whatever I am feeling is definitely not because I still have feelings for him. This is just my pride. And he ripped it. He ruined it. He made me feel a disgusting whore. He used me. He was such a fucking asshole.

My love for him was long gone. The day when he did not believe that the child inside me was his, I felt nothing but hate towards him. He threw me like I was a fucking trash when Nieva entered his life.

I admit that I tried to make him love me even though I already knew that he was obsessed with Nieva. I was too blin