Beginning
"Hooo!" I shouted along with the loud music playing in the club where I am right now. I am on the dance floor with people I didn’t know, that doesn't matter anyway, since I am here to have fun and forget about my problems. To keep up with how they dance I also jump while raising my two hands and as I see the disco lights change from one colour to another it feels like I am in heaven. This is freedom!
Why the hell did I skip parties during my teenage years? If only I knew that it was this much fun here, I should have come with Stormi during the times when she invited me to go to a party. Now I regret missing those days!
Once again, the music changed but it was still a party song so we replaced our jump steps with other dance moves. It was still fun how I wish this night would never end!
Some people left the dance floor may be to take a break, go back and hang out with their other friends on their reserve table, some did come back to dance again and newcomers to the dance floor to dance and I still stayed there feeling so happy and danced as if I never got tired until your party music was replaced by sweet dance. What the hell?!
I danced with a few guys earlier and I looked around to find at least one of them.
When I looked around, I saw that the girls had their partners who were also dancing on the dance floor. Hope everyone has a boyfriend. Looks like everyone got a partner so I decided to go back to the bar counter to continue drinking and will just go back if another party music will play.
However, I didn't notice that I was stepping back a lot, that my back bumped into something hard, I was not expecting it so I lost my balance, however, an arm around my waist was immediately encircled so I used that chance to lean my back against his hard chest.
He used that chance to put his chin on my shoulder, which caused me to smell his men's perfume. His perfume smells so good, I love it! I closed my eyes and let him control my body while dancing.
"You smell so damn good." His voice sounded husky as he whispered those words to me and then I felt a slightly sloping caress that was a bit moist from my left cheek down to my neck, I moved my neck on the other side to let him have more access to my neck.
I'm sure it wasn't just his lips that he used on my neck, it was with his tongue. That's sexy. Never did Zach do that to me, so that's my first.
"Hmm." I am speechless and the only thing I can do as of the moment is moan to let him know that I like what he is doing. He didn't seem satisfied though as I felt his hand that used to hug my waist move slowly, entering inside my crop top. His hands feel warm and that made me even hotter because of what he was doing.
My mouth fell open as I leaned all my weight on his chest as I slowly felt his hand go up to my left breast, since I am not wearing any bra, he immediately found his target. Using his two fingers, he trapped the nipple in the middle. That tickles and makes me feel something weird and hot at the same thing as I think of wanting more touch from him.
Using one of his fingers he played with the tip of my nipples. I moaned one after another and lost my care, if anyone saw what we are now doing here on the dancer. Anyway, its not only us who is making out here in the dance floor, I saw a few earlier almost having sex here.
What he was doing to me made me want, made me dizzy at the same time and made all the things and people around me blur, until he changed our position, now I am facing him.
However, no matter how hard I try to look at his face in my vision all I can see is a blurred face of a man. Is that even possible? Anyway, who cares what he looks like? I love what he did to me, he made me feel new emotions that I didn't know I am capable of feeling.
I voluntarily, encircle both of my hands at the back of his neck, I made an effort on this part since he got a few inches height gap, his a tall man and even though I'm 5'6 cm it is not enough to even reach his lower lip if I want to kiss his lips I need to tip my toe just so my lips could touch his lips!
Can he hear what I say in my mind? I mean, he suddenly bent down so the tip of our pointed nose touched. Now, let's talk about how his breath smells, minty with a little bit of the smell of expensive liquor, that I can't name.
I can feel it! He was about to kiss me so I closed my eyes as I smiled but the smile on my lips was immediately erased when I felt something softer on the surface of my lips.
And since this isn't my first kiss and I already have my own idea of how to kiss, when his lips gradually moved on my lips, I did the same thing. We also stopped swaying our bodies because I tipped my toe to reach him more for more kisses. He's a good kisser, I love the way he kisses me. Now, I feel like I'm addicted to his kiss and I want more!
Until his kiss went down to my neck and showered more kisses there that made my body feel fragile and my legs like jelly. Good thing one of his arms is hugging my waist that helps me to stand up still.
"Lumi! Hey! Are you listening to what I'm saying?!" I blinked twice at the same time Stormi yelled on my side.
"Earth to Lumi!" She added using her loud voice and since she was still not satisfied with what she did, she also waved one of her hands in front of me.
Urgh! Damn! Why do those things keep flashing back in my mind like it just happened yesterday?! This is making me frustrated!
Then I covered my face using my hands. No matter how hard I try to forget that night, it's like there's a memory card stuck in my brain that even if I keep bumping my head or slap my face, the man from that night and what we were doing that night won't really be erased from my mind.
"Stormi, what are you going to say? I'm in a hurry girl!" I told my best friend as we walked together in the hallway of the university where we were studying.
"I don't have that much to see, since this issue keeps going on and on but I want to show you this." She answered me as I tried to walk with her. I'm the one who's in a rush, however, Stormi walks faster as we speak until she starts to get tired so she pulled one of my arms, and then we stopped walking.
"Okay, you're the one who's in a rush but I walk faster than you. That's weird!" She said panting.
"Glad you noticed!" I sarcastically said and when I looked at her, she gave me that death glare looks every time she's annoyed by my sarcasm.
"Besh, I'm in a hurry," I told her again.
"I know and I'm sure you are about to go to his place again, to see him! Be with him!" Stormi burst out in anger but I ignored her. She's always been like that especially when it comes to Kayden. Kayden is my boyfriend by the way.
I sighed and then nodded to what she said. There's no sense in denying it, we've been friends since diaper days! So, she knows everything about me and vice versa!
"How long do you plan to play dumb and martyr for that man?! Lumi he's not worth it!" I was offended by what she said but I understood that she was just worried about me as my best friend and I appreciate it a lot and am very grateful that Stormi is always here for me.
"We just had a misunderstanding and we're a young couple. This commonly happens." I gently explained to my friend at the same time trying to secretly tell myself to stop overthinking things.
"No misunderstanding that ends up kissing another woman in a club!" She answered me using her angry voice. I pulled her to the end of the hallway. Since the volume of her voice could be heard by our other schoolmates who were also here in the hallway, waiting for their next class or maybe resting because their class just finished.
"Lower your voice a little, everyone will surely hear you if you won't!" I whispered to her trying to control my voice and my facial expression, I can sense some of our schoolmates are watching us and trying to hear what Stormi and I are talking about.
"My God! It's no secret that your boyfriend is a cheater, so why would you keep it a secret, in the first place." I roll my eyes with so much annoyance. If only this girl wasn't my best friend I might have slapped her already!
"Stormi just stop it already!" And then I pout. She then glared at me.
"But seriously, I'm really in a hurry. Zach had a hangover and was not feeling well. So, I got to his favourite restaurant to buy him some soup to help him get rid of his hangover." She sighed and then took her phone out of her sling bag; she swiped her phone a few times before she showed me what was on the screen.
And just like what Taylor Swift said in one of her song lyrics after seeing the pictures on Stormi's phone, all I can say is 'that made me what to die'.
I feel hollow as I stand here at the end of the hallway, as the pictures I saw keep flashing back in my mind. I am speechless at the same time, not shocked and used to it.
The pictures that Stormi showed me were a slide show. There are almost ten pictures that I saw in the slide show.
"If you still don't believe this I got another proof, a video." I am no longer in the mood to continue this conversation with Stormi but I don't want to be rude. I appreciate all the things she does for me and even though it hurts big time, most of the time I feel numb. I still thank Stormi for not tolerating Kayden or the way I react to all of Kayden's bullshit!
I avoided Stormi's gaze and bowed down and made myself focus, staring at my shoes like something is interesting about them! I immediately felt tired even though I did almost nothing all morning except listen to the lesson of our professors.
"Do you still love him after all of this cheating? Oh, I'm sure you noticed it as well, he almost ate the face of the woman he kissed last night! That asshole! He had three more women for this week. Are you still going to go blind about this?!" She sounds angry and I understand why. We're not just best friends but more like sisters.
I did not answer what she said first so she continued talking.
"If after what I showed you based on your reason it seems like you still would like to go and see him and take care of him." She said using her tired voice.
"If you will continue with your plan, I just want you to know I am also skipping the next class." I raised my head and looked at her confused. Since she's not the type of student who skips class because she's lazy or has no friends to be with her in the next class.
"I'm going to go to some shop and ask someone to make a plague for you! I will ask them to print on that plague 'martyr of the year' award and I'll give it to you today and no matter where you are I'm going to go there and see you! " She sarcastically said to me.
“Seriously Stormi?!”
“Try me!” Then she smirked. I shake my head one after another because of her crazy idea.
As I walk my way out of the school premises, I can't help but think about Kayden. I already lost count of how many times he has done this. Every time we fight, or got a misunderstanding he goes to the club and makes out with any woman he met there because I can't give in to him. We've been dating for almost six years but until now I still can't give up my virginity for him.
I couldn’t understand why he couldn’t understand me and wait for me once I'm ready. Is his libido more important than what I feel?
There is something I can't explain that makes me not want to do it with him. Every time he tries to do it, a big part of my mind yells inside my head saying that is not the right thing to do. I am not ready for that and that is very wrong.
I am waiting for the right time and the right time for me is when we are married. That is what I always say to him whenever he questions me but in the back of my mind that is not the real reason.
I'm now in the third year of the course I'm taking in education and there's only one year left and I am about to graduate and once I'm done with school, we can get married. That's what I always say to myself but, I can't picture me marrying him after all this cheating he had done to me but I can't break up with him. I am not allowed to do that. That's forbidden.
From the pocket of my uniform, I felt my phone vibrating and when I checked it I saw Kayden's name. That made me remember that I should rush and get him some food to eat and go to his place. However, after seeing those pictures on Stormi's phone I changed my mind. I am not in the mood to see him, to take care of him. Stormi is right about him. He is not worth it!
Chapter OneI don't want to go home because for sure our helpers will be surprised if they see this. My eyes are puffy and my make-up is scattered. And for sure, they will inform Dad about this as soon as possible. Maybe this will be another way for Dad to know what's going on with Kayden and me."Uhmm Sir can you take me to..." And then I said the location where I would like him to take me. The driver nodded and waited for the green light to change into red. It was almost a twenty minutes drive before we arrived at the Memorial park."Just keep the change, Sir. Thank you." I told the driver and then I thanked him. And it looks like it's my lucky day! Insert sarcasm! When I checked my bag, I couldn't find any tissue! So, I had no other option but to wipe my face with the sleeves of my jacket, who cares anyway."Good evening Ma'am!" The guard greeted me warmly. I cleared my throat before I smiled and then greeted him back."It's getting late Ma'am..." The guard started another conversa
Chapter TwoSo I agreed to her offer. When we went there, the ones here were pure lace bralettes."I feel like these are the types of clothes you have to wear as a topper," I said to the clerk and then I approached one of the lace designs, its see-through with a design of sky-blue veins, it got a very low v-neck that I feel like if I bow down my nipples would say hi!"Well, the young girls I see most of the time who go here or try this top online wear it like this. This top is one of our best-selling plus there's also built-in pods inside Ma'am so you don't have to wear a bra when you wear it.""But-" I said hesitantly."For you to have an option Ma'am and by the way, what type of event are you going to use this anyway?""Uhh, party in the club." She nods once and continues to provide her feedback."This is the perfect set of clothes if you plan to go to a party tonight." And since I'm the type of person that's most of the time shy and has a hard time saying no especially if I am see
Chapter Three "This is just too much trouble." He said out of the blue and then he let go of my wrists resting on my head, only then did I feel my hands twitching. I haven't even gotten over his kisses yet when I suddenly heard something tearing and I looked down to see the crop top I was wearing is now torn in two. "Much better!" He said with an evil smirk on his sexy thin lips while giving a malicious look to both of my naked breasts with my hard n ipples. Just as he was about to bring his mouth to one of my nipples, I stopped him. I seemed to realize what had happened, beside from myself, it was the first time someone else saw my naked body. Now, I am feeling shy so I covered my breasts with one of my bare arms then Mr Stranger raised his gaze to me again so we made eye to eye contact. As I look straight into his eyes I am feeling lost again. "I feel like I've seen those eyes from somewhere." My voice sounded hoarse when I told him, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't
Chapter Four "Was I being that good last night, you had amnesia and you can't remember what happened last night?" He told me arrogantly, not satisfied yet and he grinned at me.My mouth fell open after hearing what he just said."Hey!" I was annoyed when I told him and was about to stand up when I noticed that he was naked on his upper body and his abs kept saying hello to me! But it's not my time to be fragile Lumiere! I said to myself.I swallowed one after the other while looking at his abs. That's tough for sure! How will it feel when I touch his abs? Eh, if I lick it?"I feel like my abs will melt because of the way you look at it!" He said to me teasingly. My eyes widened at what he said. And that's when I realized that yes, because if I stare at her body, it's like there's no tomorrow.I can feel my whole face heating up with embarrassment and sure I'm blushing! Just by the widening of his grin, he seems to be enjoying that I'm so embarrassed right now. This guy would be annoy
Chapter Five That's why you buy Sxx Slave to enjoy yourself every night, right?But what if...?The personalized Sxx Slave you bought is...Become an Absolute Sxx Slave.That theme...Very slow,childish,Addicted to Barbie. Thank you If only he knew that Barbie is beautiful, but she has no brain. Look at your entire condo, he turned it into a sticker house because no matter where you look, you'll see stickers that are all Barbie. *shake* *shake*Purely to imagine things,He is friendly, kind and intense Being a positive thinker.Sexy and beautiful, even at first glance..You can say that she is really a hot babe, as seductive as she is mado. >___
Chapter Six"Hey! Is this what I'm talking about!" Mikan said annoyed. "Why is it that you still don't want to break up with that Jiro?! What is wrong with that man?""M, it's normal for lovers to bump into each other." I calmly answered him."K, he's always the one making the issue, aren't you tired yet?" Selena also asked me. I shook my head. "I understand him girls, sometimes it's because I'm moody. Maybe it's just timing He's also hot-headed."I have been defending Jiro from them. We've been dating since I was in second year high school and now we're in our fourth year in college. Because we are at odds again now, the other day I apologized to him even though I didn't know what my fault was but he didn't answer any of my texts and calls.That's why this Saturday nights even if I don't want to go with them to the Spade Club, I won't be here either I did it because they pulled me. I really hope Jiro doesn't find out about this, because he doesn't want me to go clubbing without him.
Chapter Seven"Kylie?" He called me and I answered hmm.. "I like you." He said, hurry up My heart skipped a beat because of what he said but maybe I was just imagining it so I asked him. "W-what is that?" I tiptoed so that I could reach his ear and he could hear me."I said.." He lowered his face and our eyes met, my heart was once again racing with the horses at a very fast rate and the butterflies in my stomach increased. What do I feel? Is it because I'm drunk? I have never felt it felt this feelingI voluntarily closed my eyes when he kissed me again. I suddenly feel like I miss his kisses, well, we kissed just last night. We're kissing while dancing and I feel comfortable about it even though I know we're not the only people on the dance floor.Until his kiss reached my cheeks, I wrapped my hands around his neck. His kiss went down my jawline, up to my ear and he reached my neck. He sucked, licked and kissed my neck and I loved it.I've never experienced this kind of kiss that's
Chapter Eight I slowly removed my hand that was hugging him and then I completely closed my eyes, maybe it was because of the tiredness and noise that I fell asleep immediately.The next morning, my body was very sore but nothing hurt more than the middle part of my body. I suddenly remember something.. Jiro and I made love last night. I smiled when I remembered that.It was perfectly romantic and he turned me into a real woman. He turned his back to me that's why I hugged him but it felt weird because his body seemed to grow bigger and whiter. I just shocked my head, of course we didn't see each other for four days, maybe he went to the gym when we weren't together.And about what I saw last night at Spade Club I made up my mind, I'll forgive him and ask him to forget about that. I love him so much, he's my life and without him I'm lifeless.He slowly faced me with a wide smile and that's how Makita's heart fluttered If it wasn't Jiro, I hugged him before I could say something, he s