*Logan*
After we unloaded all their bags and got them inside, which took some time as there was quite a lot of stuff. I talked a bit to Ryan, even though he still annoys me and told him they can stay in the tents tonight, it will be easier for them to get help tomorrow.
“Have you seen my phone ?” I ask AJ as I walk into the living room.
He shakes his head. “No, not since before your shower”.
“Hmm I might have put it in my room”. I turn to walk out again.
“Hey Logan, by the way Lee is using your shower, just so you, don’t just walk in”. He calls out, and I give him a nod to say I have heard him.
I walk down to my bedroom, the door is slightly ajar, and I can hear the water running in the bathroom, so I expect he is in there. Okay so no problem just taking a look if I left the phone on my bedside table.
Slipping into the room I freeze, and it takes me a moment to realise what I am seeing. Lee naked, his back to me. “Shit sorry man, I didn’t mean too ...”. I cut myself off when I realise he has earbuds in and can’t hear me.
I know I should just go, but I feel paralyzed and then I realise to my own shock that my body is responding to the sight in front of me and my wolf is bursting in my head, trying to tell me what I do not want to hear ... What the ? No wait, I am not attracted to men, at all, never even thought about it. Not that I,have a problem with it, it’s just not for me so what the fuck is happening ? He can’t be my mate.
He bends down and two things hit me, one he has really long hair and his skin looks oddly hairless and smooth, even for a young man … then he pulls up red lace panties … wait what ? and turns around, his ... no wait, her breasts bouncing slightly … Oh bingo Logan, Lee is a girl ... an absolutely stunning girl who is staring at you like you are some freak.
“Oh wow ... you are her ... you are not a boy”. Yeah I sound like a retard.
She desperately tries to cover herself, yelling because of the earbuds, or maybe because I am just standing here like a moron. “For fucks sake Logan ... I am naked here”.
“Yeah ... sorry, I thought you were a teenage boy ... wait that didn’t ... I mean I thought you were in the shower ... no not much better, sorry”. She is a bit on the skinny side, but her legs are amazing, long and perfectly shaped.
“Get the fuck out you pervert ... out now”. She screams and I hurriedly turn on my heels, almost running out of there.
I slump down on a chair in the kitchen, trying to collect myself. Okay really happy she isn’t a boy. I mean I don’t think I could handle being attracted to teenage boys all of a sudden, not to mention mated to one ... that would freak me out just a bit honestly.
But damn those legs ... no Logan, for god's sake she might be female ... but she is a teenager for fucks sake, you could be her father and I definitely do not see myself as one of those Alpha’s who will drool over young women, not that young ones at least.
She had a really nice ass too.
I rub a hand over my face, breathing out slowly. Yes, you saw her naked and yes it was a rather nice ... sight ... and yes it has been a while ... but no, I need to keep my mind out of the gutter. I also need to apologise ... a real apology.
*Hadley*
I pull on the rest of my clothes. Fuck so Logan just saw me naked with my ass in the air ... Well at least the cat is out the back, he knows I am not a boy.
So maybe it was a bit much screaming at him like that, but he surprised me and well it was rather embarrassing too.
As soon as I walk out, now wearing leggings and a soft plaid shirt, he stands up, clearly having waited in the kitchen. “I am so sorry Hadley. I heard the water running and thought that you ... Lee was still in the shower. Sorry for acting so weird too, honestly I was shocked ... not that you look shocking … you look good. God, I mean ... Okay I’ll stop talking now ... sorry”.
“Logan … it’s okay”. I mean it’s clear to see he is honest and a bit out of it. I know he didn’t know I was there. “I was filling water in the sink to try and soak my hoodie, I got some stuff on it in the crash”.
“I promise I wasn’t staring … in a creepy way I mean”. He sighs, running a hand over his face. “I honestly am not some pervert, I was just shocked because ... well didn’t expect you there and I genuinely thought you were ... like a 14 year old boy and that was really weird for ... okay stopping again”.
I step up to him, putting my hand on his chest. “You really ramble a lot ... But you are kinda cute when you ramble”.
“Uhm thanks, I think”. He is looking at my hand. Yeah okay I know I probably shouldn’t be flirting with him. I mean he has to be, at least thirty or something ... but he really is handsome and so cute being all flustered … and I feel this pull towards him that I can’t explain.
Okay I know it, I am bad ... really bad. But something about him is enticing ... I want to know more about him. My hand slides up over his shoulder and down to squeeze one of those magnificent biceps. “So there really wasn’t much padding in that costume after all”.
He takes my hand removing it, his eyes catching mine, they are soft, friendly and a bit worried. “Hadley ... you are a sweet girl, but a girl nonetheless. I mean you are what ... like eighteen ... ?”
“Nineteen ... I am nineteen”. I mumble, warmth is spreading through my arm from where he is touching me.
“Nineteen then ... you are a teenager, you should not be flirting with grown men”. His forehead scrunches up. “Do you even know how old I am ?”
I shrug, by the way don’t think I am some kind of ... flirty or ... easy girl. I am actually not, I very rarely flirt and I have only been with one other man beside Ryan. “Uhm like thirty or something”.
“You are flattering me, but thanks. I think the greys are starting to talk for themself though”. He lets go of my hand. “Hadley I am thirty nine. I am turning forty in the fall. I am twice your age ... more than twice your age. I could be your father ... so ... I am far too old for you and you are definitely too young for me too ... way too young”.
I know he means well, but for some reason it makes my stomach knot up painfully. “I’m not a kid you know”.
“Oh I know ...”. The words come out slightly breathless, making me look up at him, something odd flashing through his eyes, but then he smiles softly. “But it doesn’t change the fact that compared to me -.. you kinda are”.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to make you feel uncomfortable”. I bite my lip. I do not want to humiliate myself.
He gives me the most brilliant smile. “No problem sweetie, by the way I told Ryan that you guys can stay here till tomorrow and he accepted. I have some luxury tents out back. I hope it’s okay with you ?”
“Sounds great honestly”. I am happy not having to get back on another bus tonight. “Thanks Logan”.
“Your welcome darling”. He puts an arm around my shoulder, leading me to the living room. “Friends ?”
I nod, leaning slightly against him, my arm slipping around his waist. “Friends”.
*Logan* Normally I am not really a morning person, but honestly I woke up after some weird ass dreams about Hadley that I can’t really shake and Luna was whimpering to get out, so now I am finding myself on my back porch letting her out on the grass shortly before 7 am as the sky is growing red in the east. “Go on out girl”. I slide open the porch door, shivering slightly from the cold wind ... but well cooling down a bit is what I need, some of those dreams were ... lets just say pretty R-rated. Luna runs out on the grass, but turns to look at me, making a whimpering sound, making me shake my head. “No girl, daddy is staying here ... run along and do your thing”. She makes a sound and I swear she is calling me a wanker making me chuckle. I look towards the tents, she is in there, right there, in her bed wearing ... stop Logan ... fuck why am I so attracted to her ? I mean she is pretty ... beautiful even and those legs ... stop it ... what I mean is that I meet a lot of stunning
*Hadley* “Where the fuck have you been Hadley”. Ryan says as I walk into the tent. He is pacing with his phone pressed to his ear. The snear makes him almost look like the demon he is. I make sure not to look him in the eyes, but not look away either. “I was outside watching the sunrise ... I couldn’t sleep”. “Hmm make sure you are ready to go when I get hold of some transportation”. He says, turning his back to me. “Uhm Ryan ... about that. I have an idea ... for the video”. I bite my lips. I need to sell this. I am not ready to go. I can’t leave Logan just yet. I can’t give up hope. “What about we shoot it here -.. imagine the contrast to the outfits, the song and then this grand beautiful nature, it will be breathtaking and very different and Logan will let us stay for free”. He looks thoughtful for a moment. “You got something there ... all the pop videos right now are shot at clubs or cool places ... this would stand out and you are famous enough to stand out ... We coul
4 days later *Hadley* “He is kinda cute right ?” The girl doing my hair says, looking at Logan who is playing with Luna out on the grass. We are on the porch which he lets us use for makeup, hair and costumes. I watch him as he laughs, throwing the ball for the dog to catch. I can’t help smiling. “He is ... and such a sweetheart”. These last couple of days my attraction to Logan has changed and grown into something deeper. We have spent a lot of time together, just talking. He has told me about his own struggles, about the importance of loving yourself and he has taught me how to meditate and let go of stress. “Cute is not the first thing coming to my mind”. Masha, the makeup girl says with a giggle. “That man is sex on legs ... sooo freaking hot”. “Well yeah that too”. The other girl giggles, pinning more pink extensions into my hair, to get the right look and the big hair Ryan wants. I bite my lip.. I mean yes he is sexy, but I do not like the way she is saying it ... or the
*Logan* I am watching Hadley shoot her video. I have to admit the song is rather catchy, but her writhing on a three log wearing this pink frilly doll-like underwear ... looking like ... a living sex doll or something. Well I do not like it ... at all. But of course I have no right to say anything, she is just a friend and she is an adult, but I just have this feeling ... from our long talks and such ... that this is not really what she wants. And my wolf is absolutely not a fan either. “Don’t drool too much”. Jax pops up beside me. I shake my head. “Not really drooling Jax”. “Oh ... you could have fooled me. I was starting to think that you and little miss Lele had a thing going on”. He looks at me with one eyebrow raised. “No Jax ... for god's sake she is nineteen, she is a teenager”. I shake my head again. “I could never do that”. He looks at her. “But you really really want to ... if you weren’t so hung up on the whole age thing”. I sigh. “I am not gonna lie, you know me
*Hadley* We have just finished filming for the day and I walk up to the porch, seeing Logan is there. He appears to be chatting with Masha, who is laughing in that seductive way, her hand resting on his arm. A new heat shooting through me, like biting into a too hot chili, something burning and harsh. “Maybe you should focus on your job and remove my makeup”. I can’t hold it in, knowing I sound like a right bitch as I sit down. I notice how Logan looks slightly worried and Masha rolls her eyes. “Of course sweetie, I’ll be right there”. “Are you okay bubbles ?” Logan looks at me. I am not sure why, I just feel so annoyed now and I kinda snap at him. “Fine ... don’t you have anything better to do than hanging around here ?” “I guess so”. I can hear the hurt in his voice so I look the other way. I would not handle seeing hurt in his eyes too. Masha starts cleaning my face, not really being gentle about it, but at least she is smart enough to keep her mouth shut. I feel it eating
*Hadley* I rub a hand over my face, it hadn’t been my intention to scare him away. Why did I have to forget myself and be all ... weird ? It had been so nice, but I sent him running again. Getting up I decide to go find him, to apologise and tell him I hadn’t meant it like that ... okay so it’s a bit of a lie, but anything to make him not angry with me. I am also slightly angry with Logan, I mean he is kinda blowing hot and cold on me … that neck rub ... he should not have been doing that if he is not interested in anything. I mean it felt kinda very intimate, on the other hand I can’t really be angry with him, he is just too sweet. As I walk outside I hear muted sounds from the corner of the back porch, giggles and ... what ? heated moans ... skin on skin slaps ... part of me wants to turn and walk away, but like a moth to the flame I am drawn in. “Oh God ... oh oh ... harder”. The words make me freeze on the spot. I have no doubt at all that it is Masha, her voice is just too
*Hadley* “Seriously Ryan ... on the porch and with that nasty skank”. I am shaking my head, staring at him. He gives me that condescending look that he has perfected so well, it’s meant to make you feel like you are the idiot. “Is someone jealous ?” “Jealous ? Not at all ... but it was very disrespectful to Logan”. I glare at him. “You just can’t stand that another woman wants me”. He crosses his arms on his chest, right now he looks like an angry teenager. I can’t help but giggle, I happened to talk to Jax, hearing his story too. “Want you, please you were her third choice at best, she had tried to get into both Jax’s and Logan’s pants first, you must feel so special … what a sex demon you make”. “Well you should be making me feel special, but ever since we’ve been here you have been too busy running around after Logan, drooling like a fucking lap dog ... get it baby, he isn’t gonna fuck you ... he’s probably gay”. He looks like he just won a prize or something. I shake my he
3 days later *Hadley* “Are you trying to keep us here ?” Ryan is talking in that low accusing voice that is much more scary than him yelling ... This means he is in full control and capable of thinking up evil things to do or say. “Or are you just an idiot ?” We had gone into Austin after Logan told Ryan to leave and we are now re-shooting the whole video, as Ryan doesn't want to do Logan any favour by having the video be a free commercial for his place ... honestly I don't think Logan cares. “Sorry, I don’t mean to”. And I don’t, I do my best, but in Ryan’s eyes I keep messing up the shoots. “I just want to go home”. “I think you are hoping he comes for you. I have seen how you sit and drool over him”. His tone is malicious. “Get it into your thick skull that you meant nothing to him … Do you even realise what he is ?” I feel the lump rise in my throat. I know it’s not true, but at the same time I feel it is a bit like that. I haven’t heard from Logan at all, only from AJ who