Chapter 3

The vacation is over, we are back. Hell in me has begun.

Money is no longer a problem for me, I loved it and I got it.

I have the luxury, I have everything I wanted, but I have no feelings for the man who sleeps next to me.

I got depressed, I was annoyed by everything around me, Adnan felt that, and he changed his attitude towards me. Until yesterday, the man who allowed me to do what I wanted, to spend as much as I wanted, suddenly changed, started forbidding me of many things. It's only been a week since I came back, but Onur was still not back home. On the one hand, I wanted to be here to see him every day, but on the other hand, it would be a real torture for me, to be close to me and to be in at the same time and far away. Because he hates me and I can not admit that I fell in love with him. I did not imagine that this could happen to me when I got married without love. I thought that love does not exist and I gave up to meet and meet her, I immediately accepted the marriage, which at first glance was just a passion, which soon disappeared.

Closed all week in this huge palace, I sit in my nightgown all day and do not even leave the room. I decided to accept this life that I served myself and I got up and tidied up.

Adnan- Where?

Lenor-I thought I should go shopping, should I have a problem?

Adnan-We have to talk.

The voice did not sound good, I was afraid of what he would tell me, but I sat and waited, while Adnan walked from one end of the room to the other without speaking. After a while, I decided to break the ice.

Lenor-Love, tell me if there is a problem, I am worried about your silence, tell me what it is about?

Adnan-It's all about you. Tell me what's wrong with you, you're no longer the same as he came back from vacation, you think I did not notice, you are in the room all day .... We do not go out .... we have not slept together since how did it come .... if you regret what came into this marriage tell me now?

Lenor - But I do not know why you think so, I did not do anything, maybe these days I was in a bad mood but that is not a reason to think such a thing. I promise I will return as he met me.

Adnan - No, from now on nothing will be the same, now I will know about your every step. However, I married a young woman and I have to watch out for you. Did we understand each other?

Lenor-How do you mean to be careful. I did not understand you, so explain to me?

Our conversation remained unfinished because Onur came in and interrupted him at one point.

Onur-Uncle how is it, Your favorite nephew has come. Come and hug me.

Adnan-Onur, as you enter, we talked about something private, but it does not matter, I am used to these childish urges of yours .... haha ​​... come on, do not stand at the door.

Onur-Sorry uncle, it will not happen. I have to get used to the fact that you are no longer alone. Forgive me, forgive me too, you idiot.

I got up and left the room, I had to go back, Adnan is no longer the same, now he will control me, I have to be careful what I do.

Tomorrow is Adnan's birthday. A party was being prepared in the yard of the house. Many guests were invited. Adnan called me and sent me to an exclusive boutique to prepare me best for his birthday. I went to the exit of the house and Onur was waiting for me outside.

Onur- Come on aunt, I am waiting for you to be your driver today.

I stayed at the door, I did not know what to do. I do not want him to go with me, but how to refuse him, Adnan will ask for an explanation. I stood like that for a minute, until Adnan appeared.

Adnan-Come on darling, go with Onur, he will be your companion today wherever you want to walk. I have the most trust in him, so I asked him for today. He did not reject me.

Lenor - I do not know why someone has to accompany me, I can do it alone. I think this does not make sense Adnan, you do not trust me. ?

Adnan-Come on, see you later.

He kept his word. Adnan left and Onur waited with the car door open, I left and entered.

We drove in silence. None of us talked all the way while driving. I thought to myself how beautiful he was. How nice he smelled, What a crazy perfume, I could not have such thoughts. But it is stronger than me. I hate him, I said to myself. But no, the heart spoke differently.

We arrived, I immediately got out of the car by myself and slammed the door.

Onur-Slowly with the door, you are angry at the door.

Lenor-What do you care, I will be angry with whoever I want, and I will do whatever I want, take care of yourself and do not talk to me while we are together, we do not have to act here, so sit here do not enter with me, I will finish and I will come.

Onur-I also wants to enjoy today with my friends, but whatever I do I have to see your face today. I have to because of my uncle, so I will do my best to endure.

I was furious with his answer, who are those friends? Is he doing this to me on purpose? ...

We went inside. Onur knew the girl who welcomed us, They kissed and hugged. I was jealous, I admit.

Onur-Hello Lejla, how are you. We haven't seen each other for a long time. You are very beautiful.

Lejla-Onur oh thank you. You are always so careful. But let's not go out. Do you remember you owe me dinner?

Onur-Yes, how can I forget? Expect more than dinner soon.

This one is abnormal, he wants to drive me crazy. I talk to myself again. He does this on purpose. I could not stand it while I was trying on the wardrobe. They talked and smiled.

Layla-Lenor, this dress is perfect for you, Uncle Adnan will like it. I know his taste.

Uncle Adnan said and Onur laughed.

Lenor-Girl please do not talk to me dearly. I am not your friend, for you, I am a lady, and no I do not like this one, it is too closed, I am a different style. I need something open, I like it a lot red. Come and offer me everything that is red, I will decide what to take, not you.

I chose a nice long red dress, I chose the most expensive one. It had a deep neckline. I noticed how Onur was looking at my chest. When I caught it, he looked away.

We are finally done, we can go back I thought and at that moment Onur addressed me.

Onur-Let's have a coffee, Do you want to?

Surprised, this one wants to drink coffee with me.

Lenor-Maybe, take me home and have coffee with my friend, I kept you long enough.

Onur-OK

He left me OK, I can not believe it, and I expected him to ask me, to insist. I have overestimated myself, this is not the type to pray, so I like it more and more.

When we got home, Adnan was waiting for us at the door.

Adnan-As you passed, You returned quickly.

Lenor-I decided quickly, you know that whatever I wear suits me. That's why I did not need much time.

Adnan-That's right, I believe you will be the most beautiful tomorrow night. What do you think Onur?

Onur-I who understand fashion uncle.

Adnan-Onur, if you want a girlfriend, feel free to call yourself tomorrow night, to have a dancing partner.

Onur-I called my uncle, I called Layla, you know her. The girl from the boutique.

Adnan-Is there anything between you?

Onur-For now only friends, but only for now.

What this one imagines really annoys me.

Adnan-Good morning love, let's get enough sleep.

Lenor - Good morning, happy birthday love. All wishes to be your reality.

Adnan-You is my only wish. Always be by my side, that is enough for me. I have another wish that you must fulfill.

Lenor-Tell me what it is? Can I fulfill your wish?

Adnan - I want to have a child.

Lenor-Child. Where did that come from, he never mentioned to me that you want to have children. I thought that's why you don't.

Adnan-I was not ready for a child, but now I want to.

I was shocked by the idea of ​​having a child. Where does that come from, I am not at the moment when I want to have a baby.

Adnan - Let me leave you to sort yourself out, I want you to shine with your beauty next to me tonight.

Lenor-Let's see you at breakfast. I'll be back soon.

Adnan went down for breakfast, I stayed in the room, I stood in one place from the shock he gave me with the idea of ​​a baby. How I will have a baby with someone I love, it is impossible, but also this life is not left to me. I did not know what to do, how to delay this idea for a baby. On the other hand, the baby is my guarantee for a lifetime, and to leave Adnan again can not leave me without money, I thought.

The guests were coming, Adnan and I were welcoming them at the entrance of the yard. Onur was not there yet. I was standing next to Adnan in the dress we paid a fortune for. It really suited me, all eyes were on me. he appeared from somewhere when at one moment he appeared. endure only Lenor, you will give back to him, only at this moment you have to endure, do not let him see that you were hit by what is with that girl .... endure. I kept repeating as they approached.

Adnan-Onur, what a nice surprise, Lejla, you are beautiful, you answer a lot. Welcome, Enjoy this night.

Onur-Happy birthday uncle. Be my happiest. Good evening to you too. You are wonderful tonight, Many more years to celebrate together.

Lenor-Thank you.

So much, I could not add anything more. I just nodded and could not stand anymore, I needed a strong drink. I went to the waiter to get some and calm down.

The party started. Everything was luxurious and beautiful. That's how it suited Adnan. He gave all his wealth for this night. Maybe Onur would not exist and I would have been happy and happy tonight. them while they were dancing together. Adnan took me and we started dancing. I caught Onur looking at me. I knew he was feeling something towards me too. He knew that, but he did not show it. I'm doing it, maybe I'll get a divorce I thought, just to say something to me, a word, I will immediately decide about Adnan.

The night passed, All the guests are drunk and satisfied. Everyone was having fun and playing, but I was bored. I went inside the house, to rest my legs a little. I entered Adnan's study and stood at the window. the whole yard was visible, I was looking for Onur with my eyes.

Onur-Are you looking for someone?

Lenor-Scare me, What do you care what I do?

Onur- left, so I thought nothing had happened, that's why.

Lenor-Since when do you take care of me? Go do not wait for the girl.

Onur-Do not worry, I left her with my uncle. Maybe you do not care what happens to him?

Lenor-haha. I just smiled and in an instant, I was next to his lips, we were glued to each other, he was drunk. He approached me and I did not object, in an instant we were on the floor of the study.

Lenor-Onur what are you doing, this is wrong...

Onur-I surrender, I know you love this, do not act.

I wanted to be with him so much, but in the moment of his arrogance, with his bad behavior towards me, I pushed him away and ran away.

I went to my room, tidied up, and went down to the party yard. He was already there. At that moment Adnan was giving a speech, thanking the guests who were present. Onur got on the stage and took the microphone. One of them caught me panic, he is drunk, what will he say.

Onur-Dear guests, I want to take this opportunity to do something, if you will allow me.

All the guests were waiting, and I was mostly waiting for what he had to say now.

Onur-I wants to invite you to a party again, but that party depends on only one person. If she accepts, there will be another party here in this yard, only the occasion will be different.

Adnan-Onur now everyone is not interested in what it is, you talk a lot in codes.

Onur- is more beautiful and more exciting. I want an engagement to take place here in a week. Yes, you heard right. I am looking for Lejla for a wife.

I don't think I heard well. I started to feel bad. He kept repeating, people applauded, Leila jumped on stage, they started kissing, Adnan hugged them, and I stood and thought I was dreaming. And again and again, I thought I was dreaming. I could not believe what I was seeing and hearing. My heart was pierced with a knife at that moment.

I gathered strength for a short time and went back.

Lenor - Congratulations Onur and Layla. Good news. Be happy.

Adnan-Lenor my love, I am in shock, but I am also happy about this, really nice, this will be celebrated on a special day, If you want we can go tomorrow for two days somewhere on vacation so we can celebrate in pairs.

Lenor-Maybe love and it will come in handy as a second honeymoon.

Onur-Layla has not answered me yet, do you accept?

Layla-Out of excitement I did not answer, Normally, Yes, Yes, the biggest Yes.

What a drool I thought.