Weird
I woke up early today. Hindi ko alam kung bakit mas nauna pa akong nagising kaysa sa alarmclock ko. It's still 6 in the morning but I just decided to go out of my room. Mas maganda na rin siguro na maaga para hindi na ako magmamadali mamaya.
Pagkabukas ko ng pinto ay s'yang paglabas rin ni Alton sa kwarto niya. I don't know if he saw me or he just really pretended that he didn't. Nag aayos kasi ito ng buhok na parang kakagising lang bago umalis sa harapan ko.
It's been a week since the class started. Doon ko nakumpirmang sobrang bipolar nga n'ya. There are times that he's acting very concerned to me pero most of the time ay hindi ito namamansin. Hindi ko tuloy maiwasang mainis. I really hate inconsistent people!
After cooking my breakfast, pumunta na ako sa table para kumain. Dr. Alvi did the same thing. Nagtimpla lang ito ng kape bago naupo sa harapan ko.
"Is it true?" he started asking. Nag angat
FamiliarIt was already 6 pm nang maihatid ako ni Aziel sa apartment. Panay text s'ya sa akin kung nasaan yung babaeng muntik na n'yang mabangga kanina. Maski naman ako ay walang ideya. After using the washroom earlier, hindi ko na ulit s'ya nakita. Pareho naman kami nagtaka ng pinsan ko lalo na ako.That woman is really weird. I don't know if everything she said had sense or pinaglalaruan n'ya lang ako. Ga'non pa man, nagdesisyon akong hanapin yung libro na ibinigay sa akin nina mommy.It's been half an hour since I started searching pero hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko pa rin ito makita. I'm so sure that I keep that in my room. Hindi ko alam kung bakit biglang nawala.Nagdesisyon akong pumunta sa sala sa pagbabakasakaling mahahanap ko 'yong libro. Naabutan ko naman ang pagpasok ni Alton na ngayon ay kadarating lang. Kaagad nitong binuhat si Callie na nasa may paanan n'ya bago umupo sa sofa."What
Jealous"By any chance, have we met before?" I curiously asked while we're walking. He introduced himself to me earlier. He told me that he's a transfer student who also chose to study in Aestwood.Kadarating n'ya lang rin daw mula Australia. Hindi naman ako naniwala. He looks very familiar to me."No, it's my first here in your country," he asserted. Nang makarating kami rito sa mall, nagsimula na s'yang magtingin ng mga bagong models ng cellphone. Panay sulyap tuloy sa kanya yung mga sales lady ngayon dito.Vaughn is a bit taller than me. He has a tousled hair, define jaw and firm body. Mas maputi rin ito ng kaunti at halos kasing tangkad ni Alton.
DisappointedTahimik lang kaming dalawa habang nanonood ng tv.I didn't bother to speak or talk to him because I'm still annoyed. He told me a while ago that he's jealous about me and Vaughn, pero ang lakas ng loob n'yang kumain kasama si Vanessa.Nakakainis lang dahil maya't maya ko na s'yang iniisip. Hindi ko maiwasang maguluhan."Who are you texting?" pag usisa n'ya habang magkatabi kami ngayong nakaupo dito sa sofa."Si Vaughn. He's inviting me for a lunch tomorrow," pagsisinungaling ko para mas lalo s'yang mainis. The truth is, naghahanap ako ng pagkain na pwedeng ipa-deliver dahil tinatamad akong magluto."Liar," sagot n'ya na hindi ko namalayang nakasilip na pala sa ginagawa ko."You don't need to order. I already cooked something. It's enough for us," banggit n'ya bago ito tumayo para tingnan yung niluluto n'ya sa kusina.Gusto ko sanang matuwa sa sinabi n'ya pero pinigilan ko na la
DrownedI can't freakin' believe that he's asking me for a date. Kagabi ay panay text s'ya sa akin. I didn't bother myself to reply because I'm still annoyed and at the same time, surprised. Hindi ko rin magawang makatulog ng maayos kaya alas diyes na ng umaga ako nagising. Nang lumabas ako ng kwarto, nakita ko s'ya sa kusina habang pinapakain si Callie."Good morning," bati n'ya kung kaya't hindi ko maiwasang manibago. Instead of talking to him, I went to the table to eat my breakfast. There was a pancake and oatmeal there."About last night, I just want to apologize," banggit n'ya pa na nakapagpaalala sa akin sa lahat ng nangyari. I was hit by a lot of realizations last night. Bumalik sa isip ko kung anong mundo nga ba ang meron kami ngayon.I have no clock birthmarks at hindi ako sigurado kung nasa parehong sitwasyon kaming dalawa."Why do you ask me for date? Is it because of my mom's request? Or is it because you felt
InconsistentI wandered my eyes around the moment I became conscious. The first thing that I saw was the unfamiliar white ceiling. There are typical furnitures like bedside table, chair and a small painting hanging in the cream wall. There is also a window facing to the hall and one facing outside. It was late for me to realize that I'm here in the hospital."Nurse, call the doctor! My daughter is awake," I heard mom's voice as she came to my direction. Her pair of worried eyes was really visible.Out of too much curiosity, I asked."Ano pong nangyari?" nagtatakang tanong ko na ngayon ay medyo nahihirapang magsalita. Wala akong ibang maalala kundi 'yong nangyari sa loob ng kotse.Alton kissed me. I was with him because we'll have a date. Paano ako napunta dito sa hospital?Sa kalagitnaan ng pag iisip, may lumapit naman sa aking isang doctor. He immediately checked my pulse rate and heartbeat. Maya maya ay pumasok na
PatienceKahapon rin ay ibinalik n'ya sa akin si Callie. I told him that we need to talk because I wasn't able to understand what he told me during the phone call. Maybe it was just a kind of misunderstanding."Just forget about me," paglilinaw n'ya sa akin.Hindi na ako nakapagsalita at hinayaan ko na lang s'yang makaalis. That night, I was really thinking what the hell happened before I passed out. Sa tingin ko ay hindi naman magiging ganito ang treatment n'ya sa akin kung walang nangyari.I admit that the excitement inside me every time that I'll go home faded. Pakiramdam ko ay may kulang sa apartment namin dahil wala s'ya. I can't help myself but to cry because of what he did to me. Umasa ako sa kanya kahit na madalas pabago bago ang treatment n'ya sa akin. I don't know if he's doing that for a purpose para paulit ulit na guluhin ang isip ko.If that's the case, then he won. Even if I forc
PeaceKakatapos lang namin mag usap ni tita Mirae tungkol sa plano para sa birthday ni Aziel. After tita left, I heard the sound of a thunder—a sign that it will probably rain.Hindi ako pumayag na magpahatid sa driver niya. I told her that I still need to go to minimart to have a grocery. She told me that she really want to cancel her appointments right now so she can be with me the whole day only if it's not something important.Naiintindihan ko naman.Besides, I do really appreciate her effort for making time for her son's upcoming birthday despite her busy schedule.Pagkatapos kong mag-grocery, nag abang na kaagad ako ng taxi para makabalik ng apartment kung hindi lang bumuhos ang malakas na ulan. I've waited for almost thirty minutes but still, the rain didn't stop. I have no choice but to call Aziel."Just stay there. Magdadamit lang ako,"Nandito ako sa waiti
Interconnected"I'm glad you listen to the song earlier," sambit ni Vaughn na ngayon ay nakababa na ng stage at nakaupo sa harap ko ngayon. My lips are still a bit parted because I can't hide the amazement I felt right now.Who wouldn't?His voice is very spellbinding. I can't deny the fact that until the last verse of the song, my attention was all in him. I don't want to cut the stares between us simply because I don't want to miss the feeling watching him sang those beautiful melodies.Hindi ko alam kung bakit. Maski sarili ko ay hindi ko rin magawang maintindihan."That song earlier, what's the title?" I asked after sipping the pomegranate juice we ordered earlier."I don't know," my brows furrowed in confusion after hearing his answer. Bakit hindi n'ya alam?"It's my original composition so I haven't think yet of a