Ever since nagtrabaho Si Lissa dito sa JD&A she was never the type of person to be so detached. She was always bubbly with a crude smile on her face, sometimes pilosopo, most days talandi---aminado naman sya at mahilig mang-asar. Masipag. Always the early bird at the office, at never ever pa syang nag-AWOL. That's one of the reasons why ang dali nyang na-promote from a business clerk, to an advertising assistant. She doesn't need to sleep her way to the top, but if she could, she would.
Until a certain someone came and disrupted the hell out of her life.
"Bes." Tawag ni Judy sa kanya. Based on the annoying smirk sa labi ng dalaga, alam na nya kung ano ang sunod nitong sasabihin. "Tawag ka ni Chrome." Then kumindat ito.
Again with the annoying code name. Tangina naman. Napamura si Lissa sabay tumayo mula sa kanyang cubicle. "Ano na naman ang gusto ni Bakla?" She asked with much disinterest.
"Aba, malay ko sa inyo." Judy answered nonchalantly. "AD assistant ka, Supervisor siya. Malamang kailangan ka niya."
Without even answering nagsimula ng lumakad papunta si Lissa sa office ng kanilang bagong Boss-to-be. Napatigil syang maglakad ng marinig nya ang nang-iinis na sinasabi ni Judy na "Pasabi sa Chrome-y mo na pahiram naman ng gel-liner!" Tsaka niya narinig ang malakas na halakhak ng kaibigan.
Peste talaga na buhay na to. Since when did her office life become this boring? No more thrill. No more hot boss to flirt and fuck around. She actually preferred their former AD-head, Miguel. He wasn't as tall as Le-Gay but boy, was he handsome. Of course, there was Christian. And dating head ng marketing department na kayang-kayang i-fulfil ang kanyang masochistic fantasy.
Ngayong ang kanyang 9-5 working hours ay nandyan lang para bigyan siya ng makakain sa araw-araw at gumimik paminsan-minsan. It keeps a roof over her head at isa ring paraan para madagdagan ang never ending collection nya ng handcuffs, blindfolds at iba pa.
Nagbuntong hininga ang dalaga ng nasa tapat na sya ng pintuan ng kaisa-isang Supervisor na sobra kung mag-kilay goals. Anthony Lee. She knocked on the door three times, abruptly opening the door afterwards.
"Tawag nyo daw po ako, Sir."
"I told you to stop calling me 'Sir', Diba?" Nakangiting bati ni Anthony sa kanya. "Call me Anthony na lang."
"Uhm, Anthony?" Nahihiya niyang tawag dito. "May kailangan po ba kayo?"
Tumayo si Anthony mula sa kanyang revolving chair sabay may kinuha syang brown-envelope muna sa pinaka-ilalim ng bunton-bunton na paperworks na nakapatong sa table nya.
Inabot niya ito kay Lissa, for a moment their hands touched and it made the lust inside her spark. Kung hindi lang talaga sya bakla.
"Please make three copies of these for me please." Nakangiting pakisuyo nito sa kanya. "I need it in an hour."
Tumango si Lissa at mabilis na tinalikuran ito. Mabilisan niyang tiningnan ang kanyang orasan. 3:41.
Perfect. May oras pa sya para bumili ng siopao.
Nang-nagmulat ang mata nya kaninang umaga, akala nya this will start like any other days since she met Anthony--- Tony pala. Everything seems perfectly normal, well, laging boring at wala naman nangyayari na out of place.
Pero ng makinig niyang nag-chichismisan ang Secretary ng supervisor nila at ng babae na halos labas masok sa canteen---ang isang lugar kung saan laging unli ang chikahan nila, dun na nagsimulang mabago ang lahat para sa kanya.
Nung una hindi muna niya pinakinggan ang pinapag-usapan ng dalawang ito, hanggang sa may narinig syang nang-akit sa kanyang tenga at napahakbang sya pabalik. It's then when she noticed na namumula ang pisngi nung secretary ng bagong Supervisor at ng kanyang ka-trabaho ng mapangiti sya. At ng marinig niya ulit itong pinapag-usapan nila, parang nagbukas ang langit at inulanan sya ng biyaya.
This is her day. Sa wakas, babalik na ang mga araw na hindi na niya ulit kailangang gamitin si Jimmy. And she thinks, she'll make this rumor the national anthem of her silly and sexually frustrated mind.
Akala ko nung una nasisiraan lang ng bait yung dating secretary ni Sir Anthony, kaya siguro hindi tumagal ng isang linggo yun--- sa kapal ba naman ng lipstick at eyeshadow nya aakalaan mo yun. Nakita kong may nakaluhod na babae sa ilalim ng desk nya, yun na pala si Tessa, Diyos ko po! Sarap na sarap si Girl, kinig ko pa yung pagsipsip nya. Hindi ko na ata kayang makita si Sir ng hindi ko naiisip yung mga pinag-gagawa nila, lalo na't nakita ko na yung talong na tinatago nya!
*****
Konti lang ang may alam ng sikreto ni Lissa. Sya, ang diary nya, si Judy at si Niña; that secret is how much she's utterly and completely in lust with the man. Sawang-sawa na sya na lagi na lang si Jimmy ang nagpapaligaya sa malamig nyang gabi. At tiyak naman na konting gamit na lang eh kailangan ng mag-retire ni Jimmy, at sinong iniimagine nya? Walang iba kung hindi yung poging bakla na yun.
It's only in her wildest fantasies na nakikita nya ang mahabang binti nito, how he touches and kisses her skin in ways imaginable, and tastes the musk to fulfill her needs.
Now that she knows that Anthony isn't a hundred percent gay, she's become more desperate than before. Which is why it only took her a matter of days for her to do something... a little out of the ordinary.
In her mind, it's time to unleash her inner beast.
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The secretary let's Lissa in the office without a word, it's past six in the afternoon na rin kasi at masyado ng excited ang secretaryang umuwi at magpahinga. Ng pumasok siya sa loob ng opisina ng binata saglit na sulyap lang ang binigay nito sa kanya. Halos lahat kasi ng tao ngayon ay umalis dahil oras na para bumalik sa kani-kanilang buhay, only people like Jose Marie--- overachievers at mga janitor ang natitira. The perfect opportunity, ika-nga.
"Oh, it's late. And you're still here?" Anthony observes her, tsaka lang nagka-tagpo ang kanilang mata at nagkatinginan. Mas lumaki naman ang ngiti ni Lissa ng pinalapit sya ng binata at pinaupo ito. She leaned over the table, ang kanyang baba ay nakapatong sa kanyang braso na nakatukod sa mesa.
Then with a sneer, she said. "You know, you're really unpredictable."
"Well, yes." Sagot ni Anthony as he tries his best to indulge in the conversation. "If I wasn't, hindi ako mahihire sa company na ito."
Lissa laughed on cue then she stood up from her seat, she loves how amusing the situation is, and how vulnerable Anthony is. "I'm not talking about that."
Anthony gave her a flat and uninterested look. "Eh ano? Damit ko, pangalan ko, kasarian ko---"
"Siguro. Baka. Possible." Lissa interrupts him as she plays with her nails, again she gives him a smile. "Sabihin nga natin na related ito sa kabaklaan mo."
Kung kanina halata na nawawalan na ng gana si Anthony na kausapin si Lissa, Now his interest suddenly spiked up. Eyes and ears opened, his quick question was: "What of my Sexuality?" He tilted his head a little, a sign of arrogance. "May problema ba?"
Lissa shook her hands in front of Anthony as she swayed her head from left to right. "No. No. No." She laughed as she explained. "I'm not talking about that..." Sambit nya dito. "Just let me put it this way, no. Sabihin natin na a little birdie saw you... Like... A few days ago with our pretty secretary on her knees for you. Kaya pala nag-resign sya agad ng ikaw ang pumalit sa dating Supervisor. How scandalous is that?"
Magaling mag-patay malisya ang binata, his poker face was on but it was far from perfect. Lissa could tell that he's guilty from his slightly frowned lips, and it gave her all the confidence that she needs. Kung Siguro siya pa rin yung dating Maria Clara na kinagisnan ng mga kaibigan nya, for sure, hindi niya ito magagawa.
"Hindi ako hi-nire ng company na ito para makipag-landian at makipag-lokohan. This is a place of business, and each and every one of us know that." Malalim ang boses ng binata at halata ang pagka-seryoso nya. Mas nanginig naman ang excitement Ni Lissa. She's already imagining how Anthony will take her when he's in rage and angry. "Are you accusing me of doing vulgar things with my fellow employees, which is exclusively prohibited in this company?" Patuloy na pagtatanggol ng binata sa kanyang sarili.
"Accusing you isn't the word that I'd associate with you, Sir." Tumayo si Lissa as she leans on the desk. A gesture that implies one of them is in control and has power over the situation. And that's her. While Anthony is too helpless to deny her anything that she wants. "Hindi naman kita aakusahan kung alam ko na hindi mo ginawa, diba? I'm not that stupid. And... "
It's blackmail at its best.
"...I have solid proof of what you've done."Expert na si Lissa pagdating sa mga palusot at kasinungalingan. She even silently thanked God because when it comes to times like these, she had a better teacher when it came to poker face.Ayaw man ni Anthony magpatalo, kaso wala na rin siyang nagawa. He averts his eyes somewhere else then looked down. "Ano ba ang kailangan mo? A raise? A promotion? A wage---""You." Maiksing sagot ni Lissa. And instantly, Anthony understood what it meant.Sa sobrang sama ng tingin sa kanya ni Anthony dapat tumatakbo na sya palayo at nagtatago sa malayong lugar, but it did the exact opposite. It made her whole body tremble with anticipation. Anthony was getting worked up gamit ang isang maikling salita, and the more Lissa thinks of it, if she tries to fan the budding fire even more, she'll experience one hell of a sex that will do her good for a while."Nakakasawa na rin ba tumikim ng lalaki kaya mo siguro pinag-nasaan si Tessa? Or nagsasawa ka na na lagin
"Anthony..." Lissa moaned his name as she leaned forward to give Anthony's length a lick. "...are you ready for me?"Giving the head a little kiss, she then gradually sucks it in inch by inch, licking the head and dabbling on the slit. Her tongue gives more attention on the parts kung saan alam nyang mababaliw si Anthony sa sarap, and much to her delight, unti-unti na niyang nararamdaman ang pag-tigas at paglaki ng ari ni Anthony.Sucking noisily, she lets it slip from her mouth to give his balls a lick as her hands grab on his member and hastily jerked it wildly. She worked on it until he was hard as a rock, and boy was she delighted ng ma-confirm nya na totoo yung rumors tungkol kay Anthony.When soft, his length is in intriguing with a girth that makes you wonder if he'll be able to give you pleasure. But Anthony is a grower. At sa bawat dila at sipsip ni Lissa sa ari nito ay mas nakikita at nararamdaman niya ang potensyal ng binata.She gave the head one last lick bago nya ito tul
She still felt woozy, a little groggy. It's as if her soul left her body, Na parang ngayon lang sya nakaranas ng ganitong klaseng pagod at abuso sa katawan.Her vision was still a blur as she eyes the whole place. Hindi ito ang kwarto ko. At sigurado naman sya na kahit talandi sya ay hindi ganito karumi ang kwarto nya.Little by little, her vision begins to make sense. "Tangina." lang was all she could say. She passed out from post-sexual encounter again.And of course, the man who's haughtily standing and smirking in front of her confirms that her conquest to have a taste of Anthony was successful... Or is it?"You slept well." Anthony teased with a smile. "Ang lakas mo pa lang humilik." Mapaglarong bati ng binata sa kanya. "Ikaw pala yung tipo na nakakatulog agad After sex?"Lissa cleared her throat with a cough, napansin din nya na mejo mahapdi ang kanyang lalamunan, kasing hapdi ng kanyang... "Oo." Mahina at paos nyang sagot sa binata, making Anthony laugh a little. Ungol pa more.
"Don't even try to cum on my desk." Anthony growled against her ears, his husky voice sending vibrations from her head down to her spine. Their sweaty bodies are pressed tightly, mas uminit ang paligid ng laksan ng binata ang vibrator na nanunukso sa clit ng dalaga. Hindi na nya alam kung ilang beses sya nag-squirt dahil sa sarap ng kanyang nararamdaman. It feels too good, too much.And it made her feel helpless.She gasped for air ng bilisan ni Anthony ang paglabas pasok sa kanya. "Si--Sir!" Halos nagmamakaawa nyang tawag dito. "Hindi ko na po talaga kaya!" Hiyaw ng dalaga. Unti-unting tumulo ang kanyang luha ng maramdaman nya ang kakaibang pagsikip sa kanyang puson.Ni isang beses sa kanyang buhay hindi man lang sya nakaranas na umihi during sex. What makes this so different?"Parang awa nyo na po." Muling pagsusumamo nito ngunit hindi pa rin natinag ang binata sa pakiusap nito.Tila nawawala na sa kanyang sarili patuloy ang mahinang pag-iyak ng dalaga. Her soft pleads and cries for
Dinala sya ni Anthony sa isang maliit na Restaurant na malapit sa Malate. Sobrang layo man nun sa office nila but she was satisfied ng makita nya na konti lang sila na kumakain dito.They wined and dined, did the knick-knacks, ate and then sighed in satisfaction afterwards.Nag-totoothpick si Lissa ng ngipin pagkatapos at Anthony mused that it was the most un-poised thing a woman can do in front of the man."Alam mo..." Lissa Started as she finishes picking off the things off her teeth. "...kanina ka pa titig na titig sakin. Ganun na ba ako kaganda?""Mejo may kakapalan talaga mukha mo no, te?" Natatawang sagot ng binata. "Ang laki kasi ng nga-nga mo habang nag-totooothpick. Wa-poise ka eh."Hindi pinansin ni Lissa ang sinabi ng binata at patuloy nyang nililinisan ang ngipin."Lissa." Muling pagtawag ni Anthony sa dalaga. "Can I ask you a personal question?"Nagtango si Lissa sabay sagot kay Anthony ng "Ano yun, Sir?"Never minding the formalities, Anthony swallowed against his throat
Lissa remained quiet and null habang patuloy na nagkwekwento sa kanya ang binata. Absorbing and processing ang mga sinasabi nito as if she was listening to a psychiatric patient and she was the therapist.Pero, hindi naman ganun kasama ang ginawa ni Anthony for her to judge, diba?Or is it?"Ano na yung nangyari pagkatapos nun?" Lissa shrugged her shoulders, in deep thinking. Her thoughts and playful imagination was playing tricks on her, and it's either for the better or worst. "Basta mo na lang ba sya binayaran at hinayaang mag-resign? Ano na nangyari sa kanya ngayon? May balita ka ba? Magkano binayad mo sa kanya?" Walang tigil nyang tanong sa binata... But there's one more question that she's dying to ask. "Anong pinaka-malala na ginawa mo sa kanya..." Lissa looked at Anthony, studying his sobering features but still drunken mind. "...I mean, nung sex slave mo pa sya, ano yung pinaka-malala nyang ginawa para sa iyo?"Napaisip ang binata sa tanong ni Lissa at tumungo ito na may ngit
Hindi na alam ni Lissa kung anong oras sya nagising, ang alam lang nya ay wala syang katabi pag-tulog, nakadamit pa sya, at hindi sya nakakaramdam ng kahit anong pruweba na may nakapasok sa pagkababae nya.Malas.She yawned and stretched her limbs ng iangat nya ang sarili sa kama. And by checking the time in her wristwatch, tiyak na yari sya sa nanay nya. Sunday, 9:17 in the morning. Napakamot sya ng ulo sabay kamot sa kanyang likuran. Napaka-habang litanya na naman ang tiyak na haharapin nya pag-uwi. And to think ka may matamis sana syang alaala na babaunin sa kanyang pag-uwi."Naku naman..." She sighed as she scrambled to find her shoes, packing her things and arranging her bag as she goes. Agad syang lumabas ng kwarto at hinanap si Anthony.Who knew he had that much self control.Kulang na lang eh halos itapon na ni Lissa ang panty nya sa basurahan at magpagahasa dito, but the man still won't budge.Natagpuan ni Lissa na nakahiga at tulog na tulog ang binata sa sofa. Kakaiba din. S
Sobrang dami na nilang pinag-usapan at pinag-tawanan all throughout the whole drive. Dumaan rin sila ng saglit sa Maginhawa Street sa Quezon City at kumain sa Food district na ipinagmamalaki ni Lissa. And Anthony noted, na kung kakain man ulit sila dito. For sure, he'll come back to Crazy-Katsu. Pinahinto ni Lissa ang sasakyan ng makarating sila sa North Fairview. "Sige, Anthony..." Hinawakan nya ang balikat ng binata at marahang pinisil ito. "Salamat, ah. Kung hindi ka lang sa talaga bakla eh iisipin ko na nililigawan mo ako."Napatawa na lang si Anthony sa kalokohang pinag-iimik ng dalaga. "Sira ka talaga. Hindi lang talaga kita type." Nakangiting sagot sa kanya ng binata."Sige, ulit-ulitin mo pa yan at dadakmain ko yang jun-jun mo." Naiinis na sagot ni Lissa sa kanya. "Kainis ka."Agad namang natawa si Anthony ng makita nyang naiinis si Lissa. He hates to admit it, but isa sa mga guilty pleasures nya kapag naiirita ang dalaga. "Take care." He unlocked the car doors at agad naman