Kiss

Julianna’s Pov:-

My breathing was unstable and all I could feel was dizziness because of the intense kiss. I pressed my back to the closed door and leaned my head back. What's happening to me? Why am I liking it?

As I slowly got my senses back, a gasp left my lips.

Oh my god!

What have I done?

I kissed him back!

Stupid Julia! How could I kiss him back and fucking enjoy it?

Jesus Christ.

The whole day, I kept cursing myself for what I did. I didn’t have the courage to face Nikolai, I did my best to avoid him as much as possible. I always thought to save my every first until I meet my soulmate, to someone I love but I gave my first kiss to him, I don’t love him, I fucking hate him but oddly I don’t regret it as It was intense and breathtaking.

Never in my entire life, I thought I could hate someone as much as I hate him but I lost my first kiss to him and it infuriated me. I wish I controlled myself and pushed him away but I was so lost in the kiss that I couldn’t do that.

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