Amanda Estelle
I looked at myself in the mirror and I looked like a zombie. Last night, I fell asleep with Logan beside me and I was holding him tightly completely afraid to let him go but today is the day that.. I really have to send him off.
I jumped into the shower and cried again. I sat there for a few minutes completely having a breakdown.
I love Logan.. I love him a lot and now reality hits me so hard.
I got out from the shower and put on my denim jeans and white shirt. I dried my hair real quick and put on my sneakers. I put my phone, took my paper bag, my purse into my bag and I walked out of my room. My grandfather was already waiting for me in the living room.
"I have my chauffer ready, you can go to the airport w
Logan NielsenI waved my hands to Mandy from inside the plane. Mandy waved back at me and she smiled. I felt like my heart was cut into pieces. The plane moved and Mandy was slowly fading away. Tears starting to fill up my eyes and I cried.I don't care if all my guards inside the plane saw me crying, I don't care. I wanted to stay in London so bad. I tried to stay strong in front of her when the truth is that my heart was hurting so bad. My breathing pattern got shorter that it's was hard for me to breath normally.I cried my heart out and the airplane took off at the same time.After crying for a while, I looked out the window blankly. The air stewardess asked me if I wanted anything and I immediately shook my head. I took off my seatbelt and walked into the room
Amanda EstelleFirst day without Logan.After I got home from the airport, I cried my heart out. The pain was unbearable for me. My father was so worried and my grandfather tried to cheer me up. I kept looking out the window blankly as I listened to sad songs.He called me telling me that he arrived safely and I told him to see his family first. I bet his family misses him and can't wait to see him. I want to try to be selfish but I can't, I want him to be happy."Amanda." I turned to see my grandfather sitting down beside me."Hmm?""What's your next step?" He asked and I'm a little bit confused."What do you mean?"
Logan NielsenOne week without Mandy.My parents kept me busy everyday by giving me books to read and not to mention that they starting to let me out in the public to mingle with people. I love interacting with my people and I can't wait to rule.I swore that I will be a good King and try to give all my best to my people.Not only that..I miss Mandy a lot because it gave me a hard time to sleep. I kept looking at our photos together on my phone and my heart hurt. It was painful to leave her and here I am trying my best to stay sane.We called each other everyday but it wasn't enough. Not being able to touch her, joke with her, hug her or even hangout with her really hit me so hard.
Amanda Estelle3 weeks without Logan.I'm literally shaking when the plane arrived in Copenhagen. My whole body was crazily shaking that I can't wait to see Logan. 3 weeks was a torture for me even though I get through it just fine.I miss him so much that I can't wait to see him.He told me that he will send someone to pick me up at the airport and we will see each other soon. I quickly got my luggage and walked out from the airport. I saw someone holding a card with my name written on it and I walked to him."Ms. Estelle." He greeted and he took my luggage right away. There's already a car waiting for me and I got inside the car."Good Afternoon, Ms. Estelle. How's your flight?" T
William Nielsen"You called me, father?" I turned to my son and gestured to him to come to the window. I looked at Logan with his best friend laughing and playing with Coco."What are-" My son looked out the window and he sighed."Logan clearly fell in love with that girl." I said and I turned to my son."She's going to be a businesswoman, father. I don't want my son's future wife to go back and forth to another country to work. I want her to stay by his side all the time." My son said."He's happy and there's no doubt that she loves him too. It's written all over their eyes." I said as I turned my attention back to the young ones."That's why we have to arrange a marriage for him."
Logan Nielsen"Amanda, this is my grandmother. Grandmother, this is Amanda, my best friend." I introduced Mandy to my lovely grandmother."Your Highness." Mandy bowed and my grandmother took her hand patting it as she looked at Mandy admiring her."I'm not a queen anymore, Amanda. Please call me Denada. I grew up in London just like you so let's don't be too formal." My grandmother said and she patted Mandy's hand."How's your trip? Was it fun?" Mandy asked and they sat down on the sofa in the living room. I walked towards my grandfather who was busy reading the newspaper."Why didn't you go with grandmother yesterday?""I'm old, Logan. She's 7 years younger than me." My grandfather
Amanda EstelleI looked outside the window and let out a heavy sigh. Tomorrow night, I'll go back to London and again I will leave Logan. This situation really sucks and I hate it. Suddenly I heard a knock on the door and I walked to the door.I opened it and it's Logan."What are you doing?" He asked."Just thinking.. come in." I said as I gestured to him to come into my room. He walked inside and I closed the door. I walked back to the window and Logan stood beside me."I wish I could stop time." I said and I turned to him."Everything has to fall into their place, Mandy. We both hate this but it's something we can't avoid." He said as he looked out the window seriously.
Amanda EstelleLogan said that he'll take care of some stuff before he will tuck me to bed. He insisted that he wanted to tuck me to bed and I'm not complaining. I love having him beside me, I love having all his attention for me and I always love when he smiles at me.I was walking towards my room with a cup of tea when the Queen walked out from her room. When she saw me, she gestured me to come closer to her."Your Highness." I bowed a little."May I have a word with you?" She asked."Of course." I said and she gestured me to follow her. I gulped nervously because I bet she'll talk about my relationship with Logan. We walked into a study room and she gestured me to sit down on the sofa. She sat on the seat right across me