I pause as I exit my cabin. I make to take a step but instead of doing so I find that it's hard getting my feet to move. I look at the door, wanting to go back but know that I am supposed to be leaving. I close my eyes and shake my head. This already too complicated for me. Us. We are in this together. With I chuckle I enter the ether and head to Xander's office. First things first, I need him to approve my leave. If I can't spend time with her then doing the other things on my list don't matter. "You better be ready to put on a show. Make it believable. But don't go overboard" I warn him as Xander comes into view. To convince him I will have to come forward. We must convince hits beast too. Shit. I forgot about this part. I watch as Xander's back stiffens in his chair, and I know that I am out of time. "You better give me back control when it is time. I won't be pushed aside easily" I commend him. However, before I even finish my statement he jumps to the foref
I'm breathing so hard I can hardly think. It almost feels as if I am burning alive as he surrounds me. In pure panic I start to thrash as memories of someone holding me completely still flash through my mind. If I don't fight this time I know I am going to die. There is no friend to protect me this time. I got myself into another situation with one of these monsters, and now I need to get myself out.His arm moves to trap my hands so that I no longer have movement of my elbows. I hear him telling me to stop but I just know that I cant. I can't go through this again. I don't want to be the reason someone else dies. So I beg him to let me go as I feel the tears start to leak from my eyes.I just want to go home. I want to see Julia again. I want to see my mom again. I want to get married and someday have babies. I can't die here in this place where no one knows where I am. This is a mistake. I never should have come here. As he traps my legs my energy wanes. I know that I am losing thi
The trip to the cafeteria has done nothing to clear my head. More than anything I want to find a way to stop her from leaving me. I find this odd feeling in my chest is so hard to comprehend. I have haven't felt this way since Magma showed up at the clan. There I was at the age of fifteen. I was invincible and I knew that there was no way that anyone could beat me. I knew the other dragons wouldn't be able to compete with someone they couldn't see. The humans that they placed here with us had no idea how to handle us. We could always scent there fear. For weeks this place completely reeked of the scent. All of us were uprooted from our lives. Even those who had no life to speak up. All of us were alone with no family. There was no one to lead us. We were just a bunch of kids who could never find a place for us in this world. I think at the point we arrived; the government finally got tired of all of us just roaming around pretending to be normal.So, figuratively they cut our wings
I would never hurt her.I scream at my human wanting him to realize his stupidity. He may not like the measures that I take but in the end he will understand. She is mine. Since he could not get her to stay I will. Seeing that the dummy is finally quiet I exhale in relief. When my breath inhales twice in its rhythm I freeze at the scent of fear in the air."I won't cause you harm mate. I just wish to speak with you." I say to her as I watch her frozen against the counter. She jerks back at the sight of my reptilian eyes and blinks slowly. Feeling his hunger I pick up the fork awkwardly and start to eat my food. After missing my mouth twice I give up on the stupid utensils and start to eat with my hands.At her chuckle, my head flies up and I tilt my head looking at her quizzically. What does mate find funny? Needing to know I decide to ask her. "What? Is there something on my face?" I ask as I bring my hands up to check. At my actions she only seems to laugh harder. Feeling a bit sel
As I slam the bedroom door behind me I push my back against it as I try to catch my breath and stop the blood rushing to my cheeks. None of this makes sense to me. the situation has already gone so out of control, and I can't seem to grasp my sanity. I know he is a monster; I have seen it. I can't understand for the life of me why my body seems to act this way around.It's true I'm not a child. I understand what it means to be turned on. At the tender age of twenty-four I should have already gone through what I know so many my age have done several times. Yet here I am in some cabin in the woods, with a man I barely know, and at the first sign of intimacy, I run. Coward. I feel like such a coward. Would it really be so bad if I had of closed the distance and let his lips touch mine?The way he was looking at me, I was already feeling the need to feel his lips. I wanted that kiss badly, but my stupid brain just had to join in and ruin the moment. I still have so many questions. Why do
Damn. Nothing has ever felt this good. She fits my tall frame perfectly. It's like she was made to be cradled by me. Everywhere that her body touches mine has erupted in tingles. My body feels like a live wire, and I don't quite know what to do with the feeling. My fingers are wiggling, and I want to lay them on her. I just don't know where to touch. She is so small compared to me that I'm afraid that with all the energy I feel I might hurt her. She moves just the smallest wiggle and I have to bite my lip to stop the grown from leaving my lips."I don't know if this was a promising idea man" I tell my dragon.Stop being a pussy. She's touching us right. Just enjoy it. I know I am.Trying to find something to distract myself I suddenly remember that we are playing a game. I quickly remind her of it. her body shakes in laughter, and I can't help but to join her. With the way she feels against me I really don't care if we never talk again. As long as she doesn't move I think I can die ha
Damn it. It looks like this time I have really poked the beast. I was hurt when he wouldn't even answer the simple question to why he hasn't shifted in so long. I was honestly curious. I never figured that there could be something wrong with his dragon. When I felt his body jerk on the couch I was knocked to the floor. I looked at him in confusion thinking that he accidentally knocked me off. What I ended up seeing made me really hope instead that it was an accident. As his nails grew into long sharp claws I found myself scrambling to get away from him. My heart hammered in my chest as I ran to the wall on the opposite side of the cabin to escape him. He growled so loud that I could feel my bones shake. Before I could react once more his anguished cry reached my ears. "GET OUT" he screamed.For the life of me I can't understand what force would not let me leave him in this state. Everything in me screamed for me to run and save myself. As I watched him struggle patches of his choco
There are just way too many things on my plate. I've never realized how much I have come to rely on Maximus in the years since I took over as Alpha. My dragon flaps his wings harder as he nears the destination of the fairy folk. It has been years since I have had to make the journey to check on them in person myself. The other clans were as surprised by my visits as I was to see the advancements of their homes. Overtime we have grown too used to communication through technology. I found it much simpler to handle majority of my duties through emails and a well-timed phone call. If I need something gathered in person it was easier to send Maximus to gather it or to have it delivered to me. My body is tired as I circle the landing pad. It's been so long since I have flown this far that I am feeling the strain.We need to get out of the office more. The sun is good for my healthMaking a mental note to do just that I shift back into my human form. A few fae who sensed my arrival have com