Jiang Longwei dreamed of his life; his parents had an arranged marriage. They only married each other for their business alliance.
They never held any special feelings towards each other. He was born because of their drunken mistake, because of which they never wanted to get close to this mistake.
At first, he wanted their affection and attention very much, he tried to do every thing to get them to like him.
He was very smart since he was a child, he studied diligently and behaved like a obedient child.
But it was all for naught, he was still left alone at the big mansion in the care of the servants.
He always felt cold and extremely alone, whenever he fell ill there was no one to care for him.
Whenever he fell of the stairs there was no one to sooth his pain, he would always get up and walk again like nothing happened.
When he would go out and watch the children of his age being held by their parents and laughing like they had whole world he felt envious of them.
Gradually his world began to become dark and cold like how he felt from inside.
He thought if they don’t love him, he also doesn’t want them either. He was already isolated from the world, alone and emotionless.
He lost all the hope of ever being loved by anyone, or ever feeling the warmth and care like other children his age.
When he was seven years old his mother got pregnant again and after nine months, she gave birth to a beautiful baby girl.
But she died at the time of giving birth, he was the only one who was present at the hospital.
His father was accompanying his little lover and their daughter. He thought his mother was very pitiful, even when she died her husband was not with her.
For the first time he felt that the world was very cruel, very harsh.
He was crying on her deathbed when he heard a child crying, he looked around and saw that it was his newly born little sister that was making such loud noise.
He felt irritated for some reason, he walked towards her baby cot. He didn’t know how he should stop her, but when he finally saw her little face, he felt like flowers were blooming in front of him.
He awkwardly tried to pick her up, she was very light he thought he needed to fatten her so that she will gain some weight.
For the first time he felt hope for the future, he felt that there was some warmth in his cold and empty life.
He held his mother’s funeral with his baby sister, there were only servants accompanying him but that day he didn’t feel lonely cause she was there with him.
He was very smart he learned how to take care of babies, and took care of his sunshine himself.
He bathed her, fed her milk changed her clothes. Whenever she would cry, he will sing a lullaby for her.
Whenever she would laugh looking at him, he felt like he had the whole world. He would do anything for this little sister for her to smile.
He never felt that he was envious of others afterwards because, he also had someone who accompanied him, and made his life worth living.
Time went by slowly, she started to grow up and became more and more beautiful. He loved her more and more.
Of course, she was the most beautiful little lady for him, she also clung to him like a tail.
She would only eat when he fed her, wear the clothes he personally chose for her. She would make little mischiefs and then laugh when her stupid Gege would get caught in her play.
He knew all her plays but he still played along with her only to see her smile like blooming roses.
They were really happy together till that day, when she had her first period.
She came crying to him telling him how much her stomach hurt’s, he felt distressed for her.
After that day she began to change, from a lovely little lady to charming beautiful woman.
And that was how he began to notice her not as a sister but as a woman, he began to fantasize her as a lover.
He realized it when it was too late, the seeds of love had already sprouted and became a big tree.
A tree that destroyed their happy little family, because he knew his love for her was against the rules of this world.
He was never a kind of person who cared about world, but he cared for her.
He couldn’t become a devil and shatter her angel like innocence, how could he possibly destroy that little fairy who was his whole world?
So, he started to alienate himself from her, it hurt him to be apart from her. But he had to maintain their distance so as the beast inside him will not pounce on her and eat her.
He didn’t want to make her regret ever loving him as a brother, and he didn’t want to destroy her innocence.
She was such an innocent and pure child he couldn’t taint her with his dirty thoughts, what if she hates him? What if she feels disgusted by his love for her?
So, he hid his love for her, made a mask of himself as the world’s best gentle and caring brother. But only he knew what he was inside, he coveted the body of his own little sister every night.
He wanted to held her, kiss those pink petals and make her moan beneath him till she was exhausted. He was such a devil hell and she was the fairy of heaven.
Finally, when she was twenty-one, he personally chose a successful handsome man as her husband, he made sure that man would love her enough for the lifetime.
Only he knew how much hatred he felt towards that man who was going to get what he himself wanted the most. He felt like he must be the most unfortunate man on earth to personally wed his beloved to someone else.
She was happy when she married him, or so I thought. I thought that I was the only one who had those feelings, but he was wrong.
Marrying her to him was the biggest mistake of his life and his worst nightmare. He only wanted for her to be happy and be the most fortunate women on earth.
Marrying her to him was the biggest mistake of his life and his worst nightmare. He only wanted for her to be happy and be the most fortunate women on earth.But he himself became the one to make her unfortunate, after bidding her farewell on her wedding he never met her again.She left him forever, alone in that world where she was his only world.What he saw the next day was her cold corpse in her new wedding house, she committed suicide.He didn’t know how he went to her house after getting the news, how his feet moved but that day he felt like he must not see her.He knew if he saw her like that she would really die in his life, he was such coward and selfish person.She was on her bed, she looked like she was only sleeping very peaceful and the most beautiful.She was still wearing her wedding gown, she looked so petite and tender he feared that she would catch a cold like this.He wanted to cover her slender f
He made love to her for the whole night, despite her resistance. Because he feared that she would leave him again if he didn’t conquer her.Only when he was sure that she won’t be able to leave that he stopped himself. Only when he felt the warmth of her body was, he able to calm his unsteady heart.Her soft little body in his arms calmed his restless thoughts, he smelled the familiar sweat scent of her body and fell asleep.Lin Mei Zhen was driving her car but everything was a blur, tears were streaming down her face. It was like she was running away from everything, from him, from what happened last night, and from herself.She didn’t have the energy to face all that, not now at least. Heck, she didn’t know what was going on in the first place.How was it so different from her past life? She had checked the date, last night was their wedding night.But in last life he never came, he never even stepped i
Jiang Longwei heard Lin Mei Zhen calling him Zhou Liwei, his brain started working trying to find out what she meant. The amount of information he received made him unable to cope with it coupled with the exhaustion of the whole night and the tension of her leaving him made him dizzy.He fainted on top of Lin Mei Zhen making her stagger back till her back hit the car. Lin Mei Zhen didn’t understand what just happened.Obviously, she just asked him why he acted like his lover was running away from her, when he actually hated her. But he actually fainted on her? If someone knew this, they will say that the young master of Zhou family was being manipulated by her, uhh.She must have him checked up, she carefully took him towards her car seat and seated him in passenger seat. After putting his seatbelt on she got in the driver’s seat and started the car.
What young people enjoying their youth? What honeymoon? She just wanted to leave him, ok. But where could she say that in front of her parents, her dad had blood pressure and his heart condition was extremely fragile. Not to mention the fact that they already knew she loved him. If not for her wish to marry him, why would they marry their treasure into Zhou’s house. They only wanted her to be happy, and when she said she wanted to marry him they agreed. It was just that at this point they didn’t know that her husband didn’t love her at all. In her last life when they got the news that Zhou Liwei didn’t love her and actually hated her father Zhou had a heart attack. It
Zhou Liwei was looking at Lin Mei Zhen ignoring everyone else in the hospital ward, truthfully, he was not interested in living his life when his sister was not there with him. But now he felt that he needed to repay her for taking her innocence, besides she looked like his sister so he could tolerate it for some time. Lin Mei Zhen sensed his sight on her, she actually had no confidence to face him at this time but still she chose to remain here for the time being. “Mei Zhen come here and take care of your husband, he’s just looking at you and ignoring his father”, Father Zhou said playfully after looking at his son. “Tsk tsk young people, forgetting their parents as s
Jiang Zhongwei smelled the scent of homemade food, his stomach growled. Following the memories in his mind he unconsciously turned towards the kitchen. Lin Mei Zhen was busy making food with her back turned towards him, Jiang Zhongwei saw her working for him diligently and he felt a sense of familiarity and longing toward her. He wanted to say something to her, ask her if she knew him? He thought that may be it was not a bad thing to have her in his colorless life. The seeds of love were just sowed in his heart when she crushed them herself. “Zhou Liwei, I know you hate me and you were against this marriage. I didn’t know this, so …” Lin Mei Zhen took a deep breath an
He had a rare thought of being mischievous, with a playful smile in his eyes Jiang Zhongwei took a step forward while Lin Mei Zhen retreated a step backwards until her back hit the kitchen sink. “Why do you want to scream? Did you see a ghost?”, he asked her while pretending to be puzzled. “Why are you getting close to me?”, she asked him instead of answering. “Oh~ You are my wife and I’m your husband is it wrong of me to get close to you?”, he asked her with a smirk. He was standing in front of her now, she gulped, “You don’t do anything to me” , she said while she was thinking of stepping to the right side and run out he leaned clo
Looking at her dazed expression he felt very pleased with himself, her pink lips were rosy from constant rubbing of the lips.She slowly opened her beautiful pair of brown eyes, and looked at him. His sight was still on her lips, she felt like she was being cheated by him.She pushed him back, and this time he let her go. She raised her hand to slap him but he grasped it in his hand.He looked at her accusing eyes which were turning red and felt a sense of discomfort in his heart. Was she crying because he kissed her? He was her husband now and she still didn’t let him touch her, Why?Something was definitely wrong, in the memories of Zhou Liwei she had always looked at him with loving eyes. Even on the day of their marriage she looked so happy.Why was she like this now? Was it because it was not Zhou Liwei in the body but his soul? He needed to know the answers but it was not the time yet. He will find it out himself one day, that is when h