JadeI stepped back, disoriented by the emotions surging within me. Conan's eyes held genuine concern, and I appreciated it. The memories of that night six years ago had resurfaced unexpectedly, and they left a bitter aftertaste.I nodded shakily, my voice unsteady. "I'm sorry, Conan. It's just... those memories. I… I…just… I'm sorry… I can't." Tears sprang up in my eyes, clouding my vision as I stared at him.Conan gently touched my arm, offering support and reassurance. "Hey, it's okay. I understand, Jade. We don't have to rush into anything you're not comfortable with. You have nothing to be sorry for. You've done nothing wrong and I would never want you to feel pressured."His understanding and patience was a contrast to Brad's domineering behaviour. My rapidly beating heart began to slow down, and I wiped off the tears that had flowed.Taking a deep breath, I composed myself, not letting let my past overshadow the present. "Thank you, Conan. Let's enjoy the rest of the evening, an
Jade"Thank you for bringing me home," I said as we got to the door of my apartment.After our discussion, he had driven me home and the car had been filled with silent tension. My heart never stopped racing as I thought about what I had planned to do.Brad had taken a lot from me when he humiliated me six years ago, but he had also given me my children. Despite the circumstances, I had found myself in, I was determined that I wouldn't allow Brad to take anything more from me."You're welcome." Conan's dark, raspy voice sent shivers down my spine.I took a deep breath and turned to face him, my heart hammering in my chest. "Conan…"He looked down at me, arching his eyebrow when I said nothing else.Fuck it, I muttered to myself as I leaned and up and crashed my lips on his. He remained still, his shocked eyes looking down into mine.When he still did nothing, I removed my lips from his, my face burning in embarrassment. I stepped back, my eyes looking everywhere but at him.I cleared m
JadeBy the time Conan and I finished, I was exhausted, wrung out, and would probably wake up sore as hell the next day, but I didn’t care. Cona hadn’t held back the second time, and that was what I needed. The first time, after I had my first orgasm that was self-induced, he had fucked me long and slow, taking care of me.And when my orgasm came around again, it had nearly destroyed me, but not as much as the feeling of Conan coming apart in me had rocked me.“Aren’t you tired?” I yawned, watching Conan through half-droopy eyes. We’d gone at it fast and furious, and the slow and sweet, and I was ready to pass out, he still looked alert and awake.“If by ‘tired’ you mean you wore me out, perhaps,” he said in an uncharacteristically teasing tone. “But if you’re asking whether I’m sleepy, no.”“Why??” I mumbled..“I have insomnia. I sleep for just a few hours a night— and that's if I'm lucky.I frowned. “But that’s…” Another huge yawn. “Not good.” Humans need sleep, even werewolves. How
Jade"I don't know, Helene. I woke up this morning and he was already gone. No note, no message, nothing.""Damn…" She whistled."I don't want to jump to conclusions, but last night…"I told her about what had happened at the ball, about the fact that we almost kissed, about what he had said about redefining our relationship and about how he had slightly opened up about his past."Coupled with the fact that we had…you know last night, I thought that maybe…""Maybe, he wanted to be in a real relationship with you?" Helene asked, her voice soft."Yes…" I replied, picking at a thread in the blanket I had wrapped around myself."Oh, honey…""I know, I know. It's stupid of me to think so, especially since I have only known him for a couple of weeks. I mean, I don't know anything about him and vice-versa. I just…""I understand. I'm gonna be honest with you, I do think things happened a little too fast, but from what you've said, I'm beginning to believe that this Conan guy also has feelings
JadeI stood up from my huge leather desk and bowed my head slightly as she walked in."Good day, Your Majesty."Her gaze flickered over me like I was a piece of dirty gum that had gotten stuck on the sole of her Chanel Heels.I swallowed and injected steel into her spine, reminding myself of the reason I was even standing there in the first place."So you're her," she eventually said, her voice snotty like that of an high school mean girl.I gave her a small smile. "If you mean the new pack doctor, then yes, I am. Please have a seat, Your Majesty."She gave an unimpressed look before perching on the chair. "Why?""Pardon." I pasted a confused look on my face, but inwardly, my mind was whirling.Does she know anything? What does she mean by 'Why?'I continued to maintain my composed face, even as her snide remarks continued to test my patience."Why are you here? In my pack, strutting around as though you own the place. I remember you running out of the mating hall in shame many years
Jade"A pack festival?" I asked, incredulous."Yes," he replied, nodding absently as he reached out and nabbed a piece of my fries.It's always one thing or the other in this pack. First, a welcoming ball and now a pack festival? I'm not in the mood for all this. I hate all this and I just want to go home and have family around me again."What do you hate?"Startled, I turned my gaze to Conan who was looking at me with a brow raised, chewing on the fry he had taken from my plate."Did I say that out loud?""Not really, you were murmuring so I couldn't hear you well. Are you okay?"A day after I had made my declaration about us being just co-conspirators in my revenge plan, he came by during my lunch hours with takeout.I had ignored him, focusing on the patient records I was going through. He had tried to get me to eat with him but eventually stopped when I wouldn't stop icing him out. He remained, however, and continued eating his portion of his meal, only smirking and saying nothing
Jade"What about you Jade",Conan said as he grinned mischievously.I just stared back at him, short of words.He sighed when I remained silent and handed the box to me."What is it?"Don't tell me that it's another pair of clothes for our date tonight?""You won't know until you open it," he said.I hesitated."C'mon, it won't bite. Open it, Jade."I opened the box to check the content and to my surprise, it was a framed picture of me."How did you get my picture, Conan?" I asked as I admired the tasteful picture. The picture was from the night of the ball we had attended a few days ago. It had been taken while I was mid-smile smiling at a young wolf who had been trying to flirt with me.I don't remember taking any pictures that very day. My brows furrowed in confusion."Do you like it?" He asked softly."I do. But you still haven't told me how you got this picture.""I secretly took it on the night of the ball. I couldn't stop staring at you and had to take a picture of you, especiall
Jade"Me? What do you mean by that?" I asked him.“Isn’t it obvious that she is jealous? She doesn’t want you near her husband,” he said.I nodded absentmindedly as I thought about what Conan had said. One of the things that had bothered me about this 'mission' was that I would basically be stealing another woman's mate and causing problems in their relationship.However, seeing Trina earlier that day and the way she had spoken to and treated me had made my guilt ease off a bit.Conan led me through the shiny and gaudy palace to a formal dining room that was just as extravagant as the rest of the palace. The walls were all decked out with gold trim, and a huge chandelier hung from the ceiling, lighting up the place.The table was this long, shiny mahogany thing with fancy chairs around it. They had these cool patterns carved into them. On the table, there were fancy dishes and crystal glasses, making it clear they weren't messing around with the whole formal dinner thing.The walls wer