He immediately moved away from me as if my skin had burned him and as much as I hate to admit it I loved him touching me and his warmth.
'Fuck' he mutters not daring to look at me.
'Don't think of this as anything Zoe it didn't mean anything I just haven't been with a woman for a while' he says with his evil smirk.
'I mean look at yourself I would never be with someone like you' he then left me standing there.Again he got to break me, again and I let him.
I sunk into my knees and within a few seconds I feel tears rolling down my face. I know I'm not pretty and all but I don't know why hearing it from him hurts more.
I don't know how long I sat at the floor but soon enough it was dark. I forced myself to stand up so I can go take a shower.
As I was heading towards the shower I see the door was not closed all the way. I change routes and I find myself openi
I still can't believe I've been here this long. Weren't the police notified that I'm missing. I literally have no tears left to cry. I've cried myself to sleep and right now my eyes have had enough.I heard the door open and I saw Rodrigo I couldn't help but squeal and run into his arms.'You came back' I say while still clinging on to him.'I told you that I would be back didn't I?' he says while chuckling.'Get the fuck off him' an angry voices booms from behind us and I already knew who it was.I immediately removed myself from Rodrigo and looked down.'Brother chill, I mean have you seen me' he says while smirking.'you can't blame her for wanting to jump into all of this' he says as he points himself up and down.I let out a giggle. It felt so weird to hear that sound coming out of my mouth.
I barely slept last night, twisting and turning thinking about that kiss I shared with Chance. Argh why am I letting this mess with my head. I mean it wasn't my first kiss but it sure was the best kiss I've ever had.'No, no, no stop' I say to myself while looking at the mirror.'I mean it was just a meaningless kiss, it didn't mean anything' I try to convince myself.That was when I heard a knock on the door. When I opened it it was non other than Lily and Chelsea.'Sup' they both say while entering inside my room. At the thought of that I find myself chuckling can't believe this is my fate I am actually considering this place my room.I close the door after them and look at them confused.'Um what are you doing here guys? Are you even allowed to be here?' I ask confused.'What you mean allowed?' Lily asks me with one brow raised.&
When I wake up my head is pounding. I really need to stop crying before bed argh. I've been trying to decide whether to go downstairs and ask for a aspirin or not. I decided to put my pride away and go and ask ahead. When I reach downstairs I think I hear blondy laughing and I'm guessing it's with Chance cause the others don't seem to like her very much. When I get to the kitchen she turns and looks at me and gives me a fake smile and I also return it with the same enthusiasm. 'Can I get some aspirin please?' I ask now looking at Chance who doesnt seem to be paying attention to me because he just completely ignores me. Without prying any further I decide to leave. Last night I decided I would not beg for anything to anyone anymore more especially Chance. I also decided that last night would be the last night I cry because of that man and if he ign
The next couple of days have been amazing I've made some pretty cool new friends, I even consider Ice my friend even if all he does is ignores me. As for Chance I haven't seen him since our last make out session and I have been so at ease.I went out of my room whenever I wanted and roam around the house freely without the fear of him catching me... I even went outside can you believe it I never thought I'd ever experience the rays of the sun shine ever me again.I even met two little doggies I love dogs and I have become quite attached to them I literally cannot last a day without at least seeing and well playing with them I guess in other words they've become my new besties heh.The best part of this all is that blondy isn't here as well no screaming, no Chance just peace I think to myself and sigh happily. I was currently outside reading a book the sun shining down on me ahh so pea-.'Zoeeee!!!' a
When I woke up my back was killing me not only that I was confused like where am I. Then it all came crushing back Chance actually locked me in here. Why Chance, Why?My sobs are back again.'Hey' someone says and I sniff and I also say 'Hey' to him.'Remember me?' he asks and his voice really sounds familiar and that was when it all rang at once it was that man who was chained to a chair, the same man I tried to save. I actually thought Chance would have killed him by now but I was very relieved.'You, it's you... You are still alive but... But how I thought he would have killed you.''well I'm here but why are you here?''He put me here because I didn't tell him who let me out of my room.''but why would he...'he stopped talking he was confused idont blame him.So I started from the beginning on how I met Chance to now well
Like he promised Rodrigo came back, his eyes seemed clouded by sadness and he couldn't look me in the eyes. 'Rodrigo you promised me to take me with you when he does something bad to me' I look at him pleasingly. 'I know Zoe' 'So will you take me with you please' 'I'm sorry but I can't, look what he did was not okay I get it bu-' 'But nothing Rodrigo he locked me up like an animal in that cell just because I didn't tell him who let me out of my fucking room, how the fuck can you just stand there and justify his actions' He just remained silent and I knew immediately knew that he would never change his mind nor turn on this brother, I mean it's his brother and I'm just a nobody, never have been anyone's first choice and I never will be I guess I had already accepted that. 'Please get out Rodrigo' unable to look at him a
When I wake up I feel myself on top of someone, then it dawned to me that Chance slept with me last night at the thought of that I felt myself blush I mean I slept in the same bed with Chance never in a million years would I have thought him and I would end up in the same bed willingly too.I try to wiggle my way of his grip but he only tightens his grip. I try harder that was until he he holsted me up by my waist and pinned me down on the bed and he was oh my God Chance Melendez was actually smiling at me.He was smiling am I delusional? God am I dreaming I pinched myself just to make sure I was not dreaming.'Ouch' I mutter so only I could hear but he heard me and that smile was turned into a frown.'Why the fuck are you pinching yourself''Erm-u...and...yah'I finish while looking at him and he just chuckle at me.'use your words''I need to go to the toilet' I decide to change the subject not wanting to chan
All I saw was red I was so angry everytime a person used that name on me it brought back some unpleasant childhood memories that I would rather not remember. I kept pulling her hair but that was until I was pushed off her and fell on my butt when I looked to see who pushed me it was Chance and he was very angry. He came closer to me and suddenly memories of what he did to me suddenly started coming back and how easily I let him sleep in my bed yesterday what is wrong with me my gosh. 'Don't you ever lay a finger on her ever again Zoe and that is a warning you don't want to fucking mess with me and you damn know what I'm capable of.' he finished and took blondy inside while I was left stunned. Everyone started to head back inside so I followed after them I wasn't aware of what was going on around me my mind was still trying to wrap around what just happened. When we got inside we found Chance on the phone very angry I actually felt sorry