Damian's pov Monday 3rd May 2021*****************************I still hate talking with Orion but Marcus threatened me so I had to come. "Have you had anymore suicidal thoughts" he asks. "No," I answer."Don't lie, have you had any suicidal thoughts?""A few, but nothing bad.""Elaborate," he says as he scribbles on his notepad. "I don't know, just guilt again. I shouldn't be here," I say and Orion waits for me to keep going. "It's just so unfair that Marcus went through so much worse than me and I didn't stop it from happening. He got terrible scars while I'm totally okay. I was supposed to keep Marcus safe and I put him in danger by banning Adrian from my club.""What would you have done differently?""I'd have kept Adrian at the club, then at least I could have kept an eye on him.""But didn't Adrian want you to become his submissive? How would that have worked?""I'd have told him no but that we could stay friends.""You know Adrian would never have taken no for an answer.""
Vincent's pov Tuesday 4th May 2021*********************************"You are bad influence," I say as I rub my sore head. Damian laughs but winces when his own hangover hits him. "You suggested drinking," he grumbles as I climb off his body. We're both still fully dressed and stinking of alcohol."You should have said no," I say and he rolls his eyes but I can see him smiling a little. I follow him to the kitchen where he gets me a glass of water and headache pills. "Take these and drink all the water. It'll make you feel better," he says and I do as he says. He does the same and watches closely as some of the water drips down my chin. "What are you looking at?" I ask innocently and he pins me against the counter, his arms boxing me in as his lips connect with mine. My head throbs but I don't mind as his tongue dances with mine hungrily. His thigh pushes between my legs and I moan into his mouth. "You're so hot," Damian breathes as his lips trail down my neck. "I'm too hungover
Vincent's povTuesday 4th May 2021*****************************Everything hurts. I just want to stay in bed for the whole day but I've got things to do. Papà really damaged my chest and he's left a huge bruise across my nose which I now have to deal with today. I hold my ribs as I sit up in bed, a groan escaping my lips. Alessandra is still asleep but I must wake her as I stand up. "Do you need some help?" She asks with an amused face as I let out a shaky breath. "When I have showered, can you put the strips on my cut?" I ask and she nods. I go to the bathroom and look in the mirror, wincing at the cut on my cheek that needs new plaster strips putting on. I quickly shower, trying to be careful with my sore chest and nose. I takes a long time to get dried and dressed because I can't bend very far over without shooting pain in my ribs. "Come here," Alessandra says when I come out fully dressed. She has the first aid box and carefully changes the plasters already on my face to clea
Vincent's pov Wednesday 5th May 2021******************************He is my boyfriend. My boyfriend. I love him. I love waking up next to him. His arm is across my chest as his head is rested in my neck, his leg over my waist. I look down at his face and smile at his relaxed sleepy face. I kiss his forehead and his eyes flutter open, his blue iris' looking at me. "Good morning," he says as he yawns and stretches out. He rolls onto his back and I cuddle into his side, wincing when I hurt my sore ribs."Good morning. You're my boyfriend," I say with a grin. "I am your boyfriend." He leans and kisses me gently, his tongue probing into my mouth. I hold onto his jaw as we make out, his soft lips moving against mine. I'll never grow tired of kissing him. "I love you dolcezza," I say as we break the kiss briefly. "I love you too Vinny," he says and moves so I can feel his morning wood on my leg. "Can I give you a blowjob?" I ask and he nods, pulling the blanket down and exposing his
Vincent's pov Thursday 6th May 2021******************************Me and Alessandra are laying on my bed together naked. I asked if she could just get pregnant by her boyfriend but she laughed and said he's black so they would notice when the baby is born. She called her boyfriend and he said he's okay with me getting her pregnant because we have to so we stay safe. My papà would kill us both if we refused."So, how do you want to do this?" She asks awkwardly. We've been here for ten minutes now, my dick desperately limp because her body just isn't attractive to me. "I don't know, how do you do it?" I ask."I thought you'd had sex before?" She asks."I have," I blush and she sits up. "Are you a virgin?" "No! I've had lots of sex," I say and she looks to my soft member and back to me. "Are you gay?" She asks. "No way! Why would you think that?""You're not even slightly hard yet. It's okay if you're gay, I'm not homophobic," she says and I sigh. "I have a boyfriend," I tell her
Vincent's pov Saturday 15th May 2021********************************I'm so nervous. Me and Alessandra are waiting for the second pregnancy test to show us if she's pregnant. The first one was negative so we tried again with more viagra. Thankfully I didn't pass out that time. "What if it's negative again?" I ask as she paces the room. We left the test in the bathroom until it's finished showing us the answer and she has to keep me out until the timer goes off. "We try again if it is negative," She says and I sigh. The timer goes off and we both rush to the bathroom to see the test says negative. "Cazzo!" I swear as I throw the test in the bin. "Calm down, we can try again," she says but I storm out of the bathroom and drop onto the bed. "Why is my life like this?" I ask to no one in particular. I hear a knock on the door and my papà opens the door and walks in. I sit up quickly as he looks at the hickies on my chest from Damian yesterday. He looks at Alessandra and she looks
Damian's povSaturday 15th May 2021*******************************I've missed all of my appointments with Orion over the past two weeks because I've got Vincent and I've been feeling much better. That didn't stop Orion from contacting me to ask me to come and then telling Marcus who has made me come today. He came to my house this morning and made me get dressed before he dragged me to his car and drove me to Orion's office. I'm now sulking in the passenger seat as he tries to convince me to go inside. "You've got to go see him," he says as he turns to look at me."I'm fine, I don't need to go," I tell him but he sighs and gets out the car to walk to my side. He opens the car door and I waits for me to get out but I just glare at the floor."Damian. Get out now. You need to talk to him even if this is the last time you do. Just talk to him about why you don't want to go anymore," Marcus says. I huff and unbuckle the seatbelt so I can get out of the car. Marcus smiles as he walks me
Damian's pov Thursday 20th May 2021********************************Vin has just got off the phone with me because he's panicking. I couldn't get any coherent words from him in English so I told him to come over and we'll talk about it. He's on his way so I get dressed in a button up shirt and some black jeans so I look nice for once. The doorbell rings and I answer it to see Vincent with tears falling down his face. He dives for a hug and I pull him close as I shut the door. "It's okay, you're safe," I say as he sobs into my chest. "I am not safe," he says as his body trembles. "What happened?" I ask urgently. "Alessandra still isn't pregnant and she said I could be infertile and mio papà mi ucciderà," he rambles and slips into Italian. "Calm down. Take deep breaths," I say sternly. He still shivers as he starts breathing deeply as I hold him close. I walk him to the living room and sit on the couch with him curled up in my lap as he calms down. I pet his hair gently and kiss