first night.

Lights off but I could still see him. My enhanced eyesight didn't help, which meant he could see all of me too.

"Are you listening to me?" He growled from the feet of the bed.

"I am listening. I'm just mhmm.." okay, I was listening and frankly this felt a little weird to me.

"Stop being stiff. I won't hurt you, not only for your safety but mine as well. My grandma would kill me if I did." He tried to joke which actually loosened me up a bit.

"Then walk me through it. You might be an expert but I am not, okay? Make fun of me all you want." I didn't care if he knew anymore.

He didn't laugh, smirk or chuckle like I expected him to.

"Firstly, stop clutching the towel like I am going to rape you." He instructed, and I obliged even though it was not fully. Relaxing was harder to do.

Even after I left the towel to only rest on my body, now my bottom lip took the brunt.

"Now, take a deep breath and try to relax. I am not going to bite, unless you want me to." He joked, and that made me