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The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Emotions
THE PRESENT I woke up with a jolt. My heart was racing and for the first time since that horrible day I was sobbing. I felt all of the pain that I locked away. How was this even possible? I locked all these feelings away a long time ago. I stood up and walked to the window that was only a few feet from my bed. The reason I had put my bed against the wall was so I could look out the window. I needed a release. I needed to get my emotions in line. As soon as I teleported outside, some of the mixed emotions faded. I loved the outdoors. It was beautiful, It was where I went when I needed to feel one with myself and the world. I hadn't used my true power since that fateful day. Scared to show any power just in case it caught Luthers eyes. Just because I could block his memories, did not mean I could use my magic to make him not see me. He was just as powerful as me. If not more powerful because he wasnt emotionally unstable. There was a reason I never touched dark magic
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) High table
It took longer than I thought it would to get ready. I ended up settling with a cute white sundress. I wanted to look good. I don't know how I woke up with my true form but I would accept it for now. After taming my curly red hair, I was ready to go. I was naturally beautiful and I was excited. Today would be a good day, I thought before teleporting. Unfortunately As soon as I stepped foot into the board room all eyes were on me. I guess that would be a given since I was an hour late. Noone seemed happy that I was interrupting the meeting. I mean they met daily and The meeting was usually over 4 hours long. So I should be fine. "Hello everyone." I cheerfully said. I didn't get the response I was hoping for. Everyone was looking at me like I had 2 heads. I mean this was the first time I had come to a meeting, so it made sense. I decided to clear the air. "Hello everyone, as most of you know, I am Mazaya. I decided I would come to shadow my father for when I take ov
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) The love that was lost
I was officially losing my mind now. I remember the first time I saw him. I thought that noone that beautiful could be good and I was right. "Mazaya I'm going to need you to calm down" He calmly said to me. That was the first time since that day that he has actually talked to me. His voice is still thick and sexy. "Look at me now." His voice was demanding. I did what he said. He could always get me out of my head. But that was.... "Mazaya, I said look at me." I looked back up. I didn't even realize I looked away. He was closer than before. I could feel the body heat coming off of him. I didn't dare look away again. He had a serious look on his face. "Relax." He said as soft as his voice could allow. I was trying to. But there was just so much on my mind. I missed him and needed him. But he hurt me. Even if he doesn't remember. He was the same. "Mazaya, I need you to take a deep breath okay. just relax. Can you do that for me?" He asked. "I can't " I finally found my
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Abomination
Millions of failed attempts of dark and light procreating together. I was the first and last success story. My father made sure of it. He had me use my magic to make sure no baby was able to be conceived through mixed gods. It was very rare anyways but my dad wanted to make sure. He had tricked my mom into believing he was light and by the time she found out I was already born. The God of fate gave my dad the path to take, to achieve greatness. He followed that path to a tee and Now he is the ruler of Gods but my mother is nowhere to be found. She's been missing for a long time and I can't locate her. My mother told me the story when I was little but my dad was there before she could finish. He explained to me that The God of Fate seen good things in the future for all of us. I was special. Even though I was an abomination. I was meant for great things. He kept me sheltered most of my childhood and didn't let me go to school until I was a teen. That's when I touched
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Relaxed
I had nothing to worry about. I was in control. I needed to remember that. I would rewind time Everytime something went wrong. Simple. After that thought, I pulled out some paper and drew . I may not have been paying attention to the meeting but atleast everything was under control. I was so lost in drawing that I almost didnt notice it was time to go. If it wasn't for the scrapping of the chairs ,I could've stayed seated for hours. That being said I hurried up and put my stuff away and called for Luther. "Hey wait up." Luther turned around to look at me. I was pretty disoriented but that wasn't a big deal. He always had a eyebrow raised. It was a habit that he probably would never grow out of. "Yes? Did you need something?" He asked. I ended up hitting my knee while trying to catch up with him so as I was rubbing it I replied. "Yes, Just one second please." "Ugh. Umm okay so I wanted to ask what you gave me so I can get some or could you make some more for me?" I lo
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Wedding dress
Everyone was standing up to leave. I went back just in time. To my surprise as I turned to watch Luther leave, I came face to face with him whispering something in my fathers ear. My father had a serious expression on his face and after a few seconds Luther backed up. My father said something I couldn't make out just before Luther headed out. Something wasn't right and I would get to the bottom of it. I gathered my stuff and sat next to my dad. All I got was a simple glance from him before he went back to work. All he ever did was work and you could tell. He looked like a mortal right now with his untamed stubble and his shaggy hair that was growing out. Why did he look like that when it just took a snap of a finger to fix it. He always hated his shaggy hair but was too old fashion and wanted to do everything the natural way. "Is something wrong Sweetheart? You've been staring for awhile." He said glancing at me before getting right back to work. "Are you taking care
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Wedding Past memories
(Past memories) "Mazaya hurry up you've been fixing your hair for the last hour. The ceremony is about to start." The Goddess of wildlife said in a rush. I looked up to her freaking out like she always does. "Artema you worry to much. The wedding can't start without me. So how do I look?" I asked. She started to pull my arm. I wouldn't budge. I was not leaving this room until I was perfect. "You look like sunshine. Now hurry up and lets go." She said while trying to pull me with her. "Fine. I don't get why you are freaking out anyways. I should've asked Lili to help." I joked. "Yes I could see the headlines now. The beautiful Mazaya walked down the isle with a grass dress, that blew away with the first gust of wind." Artema snorted. I could only laugh because this was how it always was. They always threw harmless insults at each other. I loved them nomatter what. They were my only real friends. They never asked for anything so I knew it was genuine. "Luther is restl
The Goddess of Wisdom and creation. (A dark gods novel) Destruction
Finally gaining my bearings after having to shake away that memory, I looked at the worker, who to my surprise was still talking. I zoned in on what she was saying. Or atleast I tried. That memory was still haunting me. But I would be fine. "Okay so your father wants us to do your make up and hair." She started grabbing me and taking me away to God knows where. To my dismay I followed. As she pulled me into a room, I came face to face with multiple Goddess's getting their hair and makeup done. It was beyond hectic in here. Workers were running around like their life depended on it. There was makeup everywhere and it was really hot in here. Probably from all the hair supplies. What baffled me, was that everything was being done by hand. No magic was being used in this room besides making sure none of the heat hit any of the Goddesses. I mean we were Gods, so why did we always have to do such mundane things. I guess I could see the fun in it but when you were on a time crunch
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