Chapter 5: Don’t freak out

Lexi? I called her in a very low tune. Almost a whispering "You know the new girl?," the one in the class today sitting right in next to my desk,?"I bet Lexi can't just make a meaning from me explaining all this to her , I can see the look on her face , she was in the same class with me when all this was happening "for Christ's sake !! betty? "

She called out my name "are you okay? "because you don't sound like you are if you tell me that you are okay now ? You know I was sitting right beside you when all this was happening so...... okay fine I said in conclusion to what am really about to tell her." she's our new neighbor" I said without looking at her face which I know will have an awe expression, I don't know what she's thinking right now but the fact that I don't even wanna know know makes it worser!

"Wait a sec betty you tryna say to me now that the girl is actually coming out from same street as yours this morning? She's living opposite your house?" She asked "isn't that what you heard me say the first time", I told her trying to act like I don't know where she's getting at it maybe for her not to repeat it for the third time.

Yeah, yeah even without getting to look at her, I know she's got some wrinkles on her fore head already looking furious at me . so help me God with her

**Ok 'Lexi here's the thing', I was cut off for the second time !!! "for real!!!" Why are you hiding all this from me ?!! Lexi was literally yelling at me for no meaningful reasons. she was going on and on bluffing" that's the only thing I could call it "bluffing ". Lexi, take a break and lemme get some too,ok so listen up if you how calm,this people just moved in yesterday, yeah I'm sure you heard that from her earlier, and how am I supposed to know that she's gonna be attending same school as ours or being in same class or sitting right just in my front .. oh! come on!!!I sighed just to catch some air.,Ok so basically this morning if there's anything we've been talking about is just your Christmas adventure and your knight in a shining armor or rather" your f** boy, huh? I said that intentionally because I know that will definitely make her giggle, sure which she did..so you see I just haven't had enough time to tell you all that . But you just decided to get mad at me for no reason.

I wasn't really upset for her getting mad or yelling at me but I have to put up that "I wanna cry face" just love it when she's the one saying am sorry, "am sorry betty I didn't mean to react that way," she said leaning a little bit closer and held my checks with her both hands and patted on it .. "ok fine apologize accepted!!" I said , before she shakes my head off my body , we both laughed .

But seriously that Ann girl is hot!! ok so this about the fifth time Lexi is saying just same word earlier I was just saying how obsessed she could be with new stuffs that might just interest her for the time being,new clothes, or pencils with different colors and cartoons characters especially Disney princess drawn on them that was back in fourth elementary school, but know it's the makeups,or something which she finds intriguing,but with time just with a little space of time she will want to see something new and different..

More like the way you feel when things that have always been of great interest to you now bores you out, and you can't do anything about it .that's the case with Lexi ,yeah I bet so many people has that too in them but am not sure of me . basically I haven't seen seen anything so intriguing to keep me interested or wanting to see me slightly crave for it .. " betty do you think she's okay having lunch alone" that was question that brought me back to the fact that lunch is still on going and am already tired of having it cause Lexi here can't shut her mouth .I raised my face from the table to see who Lexi was referring to , and it was the new girl she was sitting on a table of four alone with a plate of sandwich and smoothie in her hand ... "speaking of something keeping me interested I think she can ,I don't know but I can't help the fact that am really getting interested already .

She looked out direction immediately and Lexi couldn't help to wave at her surprisingly she waved back at her with a tight smile on her face which wasn't actually looking tight if it was .. but it was cute that's all am sure about, she has a dimple at the right check , am I really taking notes of that ? I can't find an answer to my own question. 

Indeed, she's getting me interested .!! But why?

Before it came to my notice Lexi already stood up and went to her desk to invite her over to ours .. "hey mmm maybe u don't mind sharing lunch with us" I just couldn't believe she did that" No I wasn't feeling angry about it but it's just this uncanny feeling I have when ever I think she's close to me or something that I just couldn't help,she said ok and the next moment they where both sitting right same desk with me .. okays I let's start with the introduction thing Lexi said with a full smile on her face like a kid that has just been handed a candy.

Am Lexi,  and it's  now  my   turn I guess, I reached out my hand for a handshake which I don't know if that's weird to do cause Lexi didn't do that, Am betty, surprisingly to me, she took my hands , Ann.. she said with the sweetest voice I have ever heard ,was lower than earlier in the class, but this time she looked me  right  in the  eyes  oh!!! god I think am gonna freak out, we are neighbors, yesterday you remembered right? I don't know if she was being sarcastic or not but I don't care I just know that am nervous and I feel like sh**t , she knows that I am nervous cause-my hands are probably trembling under hers which she has probably noticed and let go slowly with a little comforting gaze at her face then back to my hands.

Now I really need a pillow to bury my face in .

I can't believe I actually did freak out as a chicken "what where you thinking betty!!" Now the whole world knows how weak and shy you are bravo!!!

I just wish the ground will open and swallow me right this moment because I can't stand those deep green eyes that keeps piercing through my soul, I can't help but notice that Ann keeps stealing glances at me and have this annoying but the cutest smile ever.

Yeah, she knows am very shy and nervous and she isn't helping but making it worser .

I know there's this part of me that loves it, I can't just deny it .