Laura's POV

I woke up to the sun rising above the hill taking in the beauty and my mind instantly went to Kellina. I imagined how I’d find her today likely crumpled up somewhere in that large room that once shared the love of Rogan and her. Many times she’d be in the closet buried in his clothes. I could tell she had cried herself to sleep once again and had landed wherever she chose. Although her powers had grown and she was stronger than ever before her body had sunken and the weakness in her heart was something felt by the entire pack. Her emotions were capable of affecting us all and the longer there was no sign of Rogan the longer she suffered. I had tried a million different things even providing her mood stabilizers, counseling, and allowing her to go on search missions that always ended up coming up with nothing. She was just as bad as the Alpha was now both lost in their own will to try to find Rogan.  

 I was grateful that my mate killed long ago in the first Red Cresent Moon attacks died and I was able to accept there was no hope of him ever coming back. This lingering hope Kellina had only made things harder for her and the feeling of desperation sunk in deeper into her skin. I was to a point where I didn't know what else to do but hoped every day when I woke up and made the trek to the clinic that she would be alive when I went to check on her. The fear was boiling over in me but I knew Rollo who lay beside me would not allow me to stay with her every night watching over her. I turned to look at him now with his dark brown hair and burly whiskers that tickled my body as his lips traced down mine. His gigantic body bulging with muscles on his light brown skin glistened in the sun as it began to pour into our window. He had a deep snore and although he worried deeply for both Kellina and me as if we were a true family I had not even considered talking to him about a true mating ceremony because it didn’t seem fair if our daughter didn’t have her mate for us to move on. Rollo was angry with me for it and hated living the way we lived. Somehow I’d convinced him to stay with me but I don’t think either of us could live apart anymore as we were just used to the comfort of each other being there and no longer being alone.  

 I wondered if that is why we were still together but as I watched his big chest move up in down beside me I couldn't imagine him not being there. I felt so small beside him but also the safest I’d ever felt since my mate had been lost. I snuggled in beside him with his large arm wrapping my body around him. I rubbed him softly with my hand just watching as his body moved up and down then finally seeing the sun become brighter I gave him a quick kiss before heading to the out shower. I was already naked as it was comforting to both Rollo and me to be able to feel each other’s skin throughout the night. I turned the water on and allowed the shower to steam up the bathroom before I stepped in. I had just rinsed my pale white skin allowing the beads of water to drip down me when the shower door opened. “Would you like some company?” He asked looking me up and down with desire. I could not let these moments go as it was the only time I still felt close to him. I nodded with a sheepish smile.  

 He came with a very stiff ready to engulf erection I could not take my eyes off it even after so many times still trying to figure out how something so large was able to go so perfectly inside me. His arms scooped me up letting the wetness drip down over him and engulfing me in an erotic kiss. My arms moved up around his neck pulling him in harder as our bodies meshed into unison touching and feeling every last inch of each other. He was mine at this moment and I wanted it all.  

 His strong arms scooped me up grabbing my ass and causing me to squeal. As my back fell against the shower the water still poured down over both of us. His hips moved and my core opened up taking in all of him. He kissed my neck, ears, and even down to my breasts suckling them as I began to already orgasm from his touch. He now was deep inside me and all I could feel was the motion as he pumped into me. I wrapped my legs around him the best I could with his enormous body and pulled into each pump as he moved up and down. I kissed his ear and breathed into it letting him hear my groans and moans as I came all over his stiff erection. It caused him to grip my ass tighter and move harder faster, harder faster until I could feel him filling up filling the shower with his sweet dark musty scent. It should have been enough but I wanted more at that moment. I wanted to forget all the pain we were all feeling.  

 I got down on my knees testing the remnants of his taste and began suckling what I could of his large dick. He growled in delight and it encouraged me only more as my hands went to his balls touching and swirling them with my touch. My mouth took a small nibble that shot him straight back into the shower wall with pleasure. I then continued to move my mouth up and down his large shaft using one hand to tease his testicles while the other part of my hand stroked his shaft up and down using my mouth to suck up and down where my hand had just gone.  

 His hands swirled into my hair grabbing gently but still tight enough to let me know he enjoyed my mouth on his member. I continued my assault with his many groans of pleasure until he couldn’t take anymore and again filled my mouth with that sweet-salty taste. He laughed as I came up rinsing my body now finally grabbing soap slyly and smiling at him as if I had got the upper hand.  

  Finally, I started washing my hair and the soap ran down my body as I watched. I made sure to stick out my assets a little more obviously than normally I bent down washing my legs and I could feel he was behind me again. As I rose his arms wrapped around me. I was helpless against his touch as his hands began to rub down my front and he used the soap to touch my breasts and tease my nipples as he went up and down them with one hand then the other went to my core. He taunted and teased my clit and I was helpless to his touch my arms fell back grabbing his neck and he continued his motion. He continued until there was nothing left for me to do but do my best to hold on as my body moved up and down to his touch in perfect motion until I could feel the heat pooling down to my clitoris and feel myself orgasm with his magic fingers.  

 There was nothing left in either one of us as I pulled him in for one more kiss and then finished my shower. We both smiled and laughed as we worked around each other to get clean. I went out first and quickly dressed because now looking at the time I was worried I wasn’t going to have enough time to see Kellina make sure she ate something and get to my patients.  

 He came out with the towel barely wrapping around his waist. He smiled at me, “Heading out already?” He teased.  

 “I have to get to Kellina before the clinic opens,” I stated as if it wasn’t obvious and I heard him let out a sigh. I knew the thought of her condition and how she had been drug both of us down.  

 “I was thinking I could take her for a drive this weekend, what do you think? Maybe even teach her how to drive a little more?”  

 I smiled at how much he cared and appreciated it. I wrapped my arms around him hugging him and kissing him, “ I think that would be great. I have to go, love you!” With that, I was off.