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— Z A H I R —

. . .

I rejected it and I regret it now.

It has been days since she confessed her feelings to me and I, like a bastard, rejected those feelings.

Like every time, I only thought of responsibilities and all, not wishing to give our relationship a chance but after she started avoiding me, I had no other way than to realize my mistake.

Hoor does not know, or maybe she is well aware of it that she even takes advantage of it that her ignorance brings me to my knees before her.

I have felt it.

Hoor makes me feel like I have admitted it to myself. Hoor has become a piece of mine, without whom, I am not whole. I am incomplete without her. I feel restless when she is away from me. When her eyes are not on me, I crave even one look at her.

I know I can't live without her and she made me see it in those days.

I thought maybe it was because we were getting used to each other so I decided to keep myself away from her.

However, my own decision made me feel restless in my heart.