chapter 18

It's been a couple of days since I seen Allen in person we talk on the phone all the time, I just haven't took the initiative to see him yet. I'm still thinking on the decision to be with him plus I'm swamped with work at the moment. Got a new project coming up and this time I will have to travel out of town again for two weeks.

I haven't even told Allen yet I'm leaving for work yet hope he doesn't think I'm avoiding him. which I'm not I just want to wait before I give him my answer deep down inside I want to be with him and be his woman or wife one day, have his kids but I just haven't said those words to him yet.

Man I never met such a straightforward person other than me laugh at myself I guess I met my match my soulmate the love of my life, what did I just say that I love him my heart has butterflies just by saying that omg I love this man damn it.

I can't get enough of his scent it lingers in my mind I still feel his lips upon my mind and his taste omg just me think about it get