All thanks to him...
Great!He has even found his way into my dreamsI sat up yawning tiredly before making my way to the bathroom..After a warm shower, I brushed my long brown hair and clasped it in the tight ponytail that I always wore, i stared at my expression in the mirror to see little dark circle under my eyes and a sigh escaped my lipsI decided to apply a little makeup today to cover it up which was totally unlike me
Walking back to my room, I snatched my glasses from my reading desk along with my books and made my way downstairs....
***********************************I heard voices discussing before I finally came into view....Mom and Ashley were discussing something, when I came to view a smile lit up her face...
"Morning mom " I said making my way to the breakfast table...
"Sweetie how was your night ?"Before I could reply Ashley decided to speak for me
"Why do you even ask mom? I'm sure it went exactly how you expect a nerd's night to go.."
"Ashley be nice!" Mom said shooting her a glare, turning back to me she said
"Honey have some breakfast before Lyn comes to pick you up"Marilyn, Clarissa and Jasper were the only friends of mine mom and dad knew, well that was because they were my only friends , since the beginning of highschool when Hayden started his torture no one wanted to be friends with me, i didn't even have a boyfriend because he had spread a rumor back then that I had the herpes...
"Is there a problem?" Mom's voice distracted my thoughts
"Um...no, I'll eat now"
I took a piece of bread and smeared it with butter and took a huge bite"Do you always have to eat like a pig?" Ashley snickered
"I'll eat how ever I want" I replied
Mom just shook her head, she was probably used to our fights by now"You even wore make up?" She said in an accusing tone
I rolled my eyes 'duh' it was just a concealer I replied in my head
"Did you wear it for someone?" She asked again , I raised up my head to meet her gaze
"What's it to you?" I asked tonelessly taking a bite of my bread
"Do you have a boyfriend?"
I choked on the bread in my mouth coughing ,I gladly accepted a glass of water from mom and drank until I emptied the entire cup"You know its not a bad idea, you are seventeen, you should go out more often and have fun like girls your age and....."
Thankfully in that moment the honk of a car sounded, Lyn was here, I wouldn't have to listen to one of mom's many lectures this morning, "Bye mom!" I yelled as i grabbed my stuffs and went outside to meet her"Why are looking all flustered?" She asked giving me a look
"You know the usual mom-boyfriend thing again" I repliedShe turned on the stereo as we drove to school
"I didn't ask yesterday , but what happened between you and Hayden? Is he back to bullying you?"A sigh escaped my lips and I just stared out the window
"You'll have to speak up sometime you know?" She said giving me the look
I just wished it was that easy...********************
Today couldn't get any worse, Hayden was in this class and he just kept digging holes into my back...then a piece of paper hit my head ,I turned to meet his smirk
"What?" I said in annoyance
"Evans are you paying attention?" Mrs Claire, our history teacher spoke....
Great , she didn't see when Hayden threw a paper at me, she only saw me speaking
It seemed like forever before the bell rang signaling the beginning of break...
I kept my book inside my locker and began to make my way to the cafeteria when I was suddenly pulled into an empty classroom , I was about to scream when I heard his voice
"Don't you dare"
I blinked for a few times to allow my eyes adjust to the darkness , I could make out his features now
"What do you think you're doing let me go" I tried to wiggle away from his grip on my arm , keyword "tried "He inclined his face to mine dangerously close "After that stunt you pulled yesterday,did you think I was just going let you off just like that?" He said with a calm demeanor but I would be fooled to think it was but."Now its just me and you here alone ,and its payback time bunny"
I felt sweat begin to build on my forehead and my palms were getting clammed up"Let g..go of me please you are hurting me" His expression turned cold and angry as he grasped my shoulders so hard that I winced in pain, I'm definitely sure that it was going to leave a markRight now i felt so weak and I hated myself for it..."Please let me go Hayden" I choked on a sob and flinched when his fist slammed into the wall just above my head
Now I couldn't control it ,I began sobbing openly, he looked so angry and intimidating, the next hit was definitely going to be me...
Then he shoved away from me with a mean expression
"You are so disgusting! Don't ever cross me again!"With that he was gone...
I sniffed aloud,once again I allowed myself to be stepped on, I couldn't speak out, maybe because I felt it wouldn't make a difference......
I took off my glasses and wiped the wetness against my sleeves before heading out the door...
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I got to the cafeteria to meet and took a sit with Lyn, Clarissa and Jasper
"What took you so long?" Clarissa said in between bites
"Um Mrs Clark called for me" I liedThey resumed their chartering and discussions but I wasn't in the mood for any of it .My eyes clashed into Hayden's and held...
"So what do you think? Its hilarious right Gracie?" Jasper spoke handing his tablet over to me to view a photo, I averted my gaze quickly from Hayden's but I still felt his on me
"Sure it is" I replied grinning at the pictures before handing it back to me
My gaze met Hayden's once more to find he was still staring at me
Why was he staring at me like that?he got up from his circle of friends and started in our directionHe reached our table and stood right in front of me with a mocking gaze"Look at the way you eat like a pig" he said in a voice so loud that made all eyes turn in our direction , I felt my ears reddened when the whole cafeteria erupted in laughter..But he didn't stop there, "You are already as fat as an oaf so you don't need this" he said snatching my half eaten sandwich from me and throwing it on the ground , smashing on it with his boot, Another laughter erupted and I wished the ground could just open up and swallow me..I had always been conscious of my weight but mom always told me I was perfect and healthy but right now....."What the hell do you think you're doing Hayden?" Jasper stood glaringly to my defenseHayden looked like he was just noticing Jasper for the first time, he let his gaze wander from Jasper to me then back to Jasper again"Another nerd" he muttered under his breathI stood up and placed a hand on Jasper's shoulders looking at him pleadingly, maybe if we just ignored him he would just go away I tried to ignore the way Hayden's eyes narrowed down to the hand I placed on Jasper's shoulders when he gave us his signature smirk"If you really want to eat that much then you can" with that he took the glass of milk on our table and spilled it all over my face, even my hair was dripping with milk I didn't know what exactly happened but I think Jasper just shoved Hayden..Then the fight began and the whole cafeteria stood to watch
A scream escaped my lips when Hayden delivered a punch to Jasper's face Then another....And another....He looked so enraged as he situated himself on top of Jasper who was at a great disadvantage
I looked around in panic, why was nobody trying to separate them? They all watched while cheering and whistling loudly, it was disgusting.
"Stop it!" I screamed and rushed towards them , Hayden was about to deliver a blow when I held his arm pulling him backwards
"Stop it now Hayden...please" I addedI could see his gaze flickering as if he was contemplating"Please......" I said again and to my surprise he listened
He pulled up away from Jasper much to my relief and I down to him"Are you alright? " I asked tapping him gentlyOf course he wasn't , he was bruised while Hayden looked unscratched Lyn and Clarissa joined me to help him up"Let's take him to the clinic" Lyn suggested As we escorted Jasper out, from the corner of my eyes I saw Hayden glaring right at me his chin clenched tight********* some time later****
Hayden ,Jasper and i were at the principal's office,
"So what exactly happened ? " he asked staring at us from beneath his huge reading glasses that seemed to cover majority of his face"He started it" Jasper said ooking at Hayden's direction where he'd gotten himself comfortable by the window not perturbed by the whole situation In any wayThe corners of his lips quirked up slightly "I did? But the whole cafeteria proved that I didn't do a thing" he said shrugging his shoulders nonchalantly...."If that is so ,then you Jasper Owens and G....." The principal started when I rushed out"We didn't ! Sir he spilled milk on me! Then h....." I couldn't complete my statement when Mr Hillman cuts in "Gracie I'm really disappointed in you, I expected this from everyone except from you, you were always such a good student" he said shaking his head in disappointment"But I didn't do anything! I..."Again he didn't let me finish before he cuts in"Enough Already,all of you detention" he said waving his hand dismissivelywas I hearing right,I casted my gaze to Hayden who looked like he didn't have a care in the world back to principal HillmanI felt panic kicked in, I have never gotten a detention before
I couldn't get a detention, It would affect my grades and how do I explain to my parents?Without thinking I rushed to Hayden grabbing his shirt
"Tell him what you did! That you are at fault now"He didn't reply he just shrugged my hands off him like it was merely a bug
Jasper walked over to me but not before glaring hard at Hayden
"It will be fine Gracie, let's just go" he said taking my hand, concern written all over his face"I think I'll pass Mr principal" Hayden said pushing past Jasper and I with a smirk ,did he just get away with detention like that ?He started this whole thing and he wasn't even going to get punished? Mr Hillman just waved him off and focused on the documents on his desk
"You two what are you waiting for?" He asked tilting his glasses to balance firmly on the bridge of his nose
It's only been two days since he got back and my life is already changing ...
For the worseI stared at myself in the mirror and saw a girl with brunette curls, dull gray eyes , i let out a sigh , why couldn't I just be skinny like those cheerleaders , maybe some one like Brittany? I was more on the curvy side and my boobs were a little bit fuller than others deciding to pack my hair in a loosed ponytail i inserted my ear pods , my outfit looked okay to me for a casual evening strollIt was getting dark outside but It was also quite boring alone at home, the thought just made me wished that that had more siblings the neighborhood was completely safe only my mom think otherwise...I entered into my favorite restaurant to grab some refreshment, I was halfway into my glass of orange juice when the door opened and some people entered, I didn't pay any mind to it until I heard a very familiar voiceI turned around and nearly spilled my drink, it was Brittany the head cheerleader and some other of the popular circle but they weren't at the cent
5Today was Monday, i kept wishing today wouldn't come but wishes don't always come true.....I didn't sleep well since Saturday, the vision of Hayden driving me to an orgasm kept replaying in my head , shame couldn't describe how I feel...Perhaps I should just fake an illness and ditch school today? But for how long? sometime or the other I would have to see him unless I transfer to another school which didn't sound like a bad idea right this moment....I grabbed my books and made my way down the stairs, I didn't think I could stomach it so I decided to skip breakfast"You are so quiet, are you all right?" Lyn spoke up on our drive to school"I just didn't grab enough sleep"It wasn't a lie, but I totally wasn't alright, not when the car came to a screeching halt.....My stomach was cramped with nerves right now, I took a breath to steady myself....As we walked inside I felt as if I was been stared at, I turned my
I leaned down to him, I looked down and for the first time noticing the huge tent in his trousers , i felt so disgusted and humiliatedMy hands shook badly as I opened the flyer of his zip...His free cock suddenly sprang out and slapped against my cheeks, he must have found it funny because the corners of his lips quirkedMy eyes widened in sheer horror , it was so huge, thick and very rigid ,angry veins ran from the edge to the tip, the tip was glistening with some slimy liquid...No...I couldn't do this ...I won'tHe noticed my hesitation and snapped"Now! Or i swear I'll make your life a living hell!"I slowly brought my fingers to touch it and it twitched badly against my hand taking me by complete surprise..."Now lick it like you do to an ice cream""Hayden p...please""Now!!"A sob of humiliation escaped my lips as I brought my tongue over the tip , a hissed escaped his mouth and i wondered if h
7As much as I didn't want to see him nor speak to him I still needed my phone back which was inside my backpack..It was lunch break now and I sat at our usual table along with Jasper ,Lyn and Clarissa but I was completely absent minded, I kept thinking of how to approach him for my stuff,perhaps I should just leave it with him?So far today he hasn't hasn't done anything ,I just felt his unflinching stare continually during the two classes I had with him...I probably should meet him when it was still quiet busy, I don't want to be completely alone with him ever again, I still couldn't get over what he'd done to me yesterday....The bell sounded that lunch break was over, the cafeteria started to get empty as students began to head out"Bye, see you both in class" Clarissa said gathering her stuff followed by Lyn who shot me a little smile before accompanying Clarissa"You were so quiet, are you okay?" Jasper asked"Of
"Ashley mentioned that a boy dropped you off the other day?" Mom asked breaking the silence, I almost choked on the food i was chewing, I shot Ashley an accusing look which she returned with a smirk"You don't need to look like that, you're going to turn eighteen in a few weeks, I'm just bothered that you have very little social life , you barely even hang out with your friends these days is everything okay with you?"I wanted to tell her that i wasn't, that I have a cruel ,sick manipulative bully who just wouldn't stop but I didn't, instead I replied with a slight smile"Just busy with school work that's why" I replied instead"So about the boy? What's his name ?"Why wouldn't she just drop this?"His name is Hayden McAndrew and mom we aren't friends" I say standing up from the dinner tableI thought I saw something flash across her gaze , and did her face seem to get a little paler?, I was probably mistaken
I woke up with a pounding headache, it was precisely because I didn't get enough sleep last night, he has even found his way into my dreams to torment me.....I looked like I had survived a war, dark smudges were under my eyes , my eyes looked dull and my face was awfully pale...Before yesterday my room was my safe haven where I could cry, console myself whenever he had hurt me...But he destroyed it last night when he broke in....I still remembered when I first saw him, it had been back then in middle school , I was only eleven and he'd been thirteen, he was the new boy with beautiful green eyes who had just moved to town and everyone had wanted to be friends with him.But he always stayed by himself quietly, almost all the girls in my class had a crush on him and I wasn't exemptedI had also wanted to become his friend just like everyone else, on that fateful day in the cafeteria i could still remember vividly, i hadn't been watching where I
I skipped going to school yesterday feigning an illness , Today I didn't have to fake being sick, I think I really caught the flu this time, a small part of me was glad that I actually have a solid reason for skipping school today which meant I wouldn't have to see him.....I felt like never going back to school and even move entirely a new town where I would never have to see him again"Are you sure you can stay home alone?you don't need me here with you? " mom asked looking at my form on the bed with a doubtful expression"I'll be fine mom, you can go to work and if I need anything I can just ring you up right?"She nodded with a smile"Then I'll be leaving, breakfast is downstairs, be sure to eat and take your medicines okay?"I nodded and closed my eyes as she walked out of the room....I didn't realize when I slept off but it was almost noon when i opened my eyes...I tried lifting myself from the bed but I was just too
"Now I'm going to pair you guys up for your arts field trip class project " Mrs Clarke said bringing out a list containing all our names, this project is really important to me because its the last chance I'll get to make up for the low test score I got the last time"Wendy Harper and Josh Oscar...Brittany Walters.......Jasper Adams..."A geek....spare me" she muttered under her breath but still loud enough for everyone to hear and bursted out laughing"And finally .....Gracie Evans and Clarissa parker "Clarissa shot a smile at me which I returnedA loud grumbled began amongst my classmates about not liking their partners and asking Mrs Clark for a swap"This project must be done by both parties,your partner fails means you also fail and no talks about swapping , now if there's nothing else I will be leav......""And What about me? You didn't forget me did you?" A loud voice suddenly interruptedHe strolled in