ALPHA DAMMON’S POVJenny was already in bed. We didn’t have any conversation again after she insisted that she wanted to use a crutch instead of letting me carry her like I wanted to without complaining and I had quietly dropped her off in her room before I left for my room too, wishing that we had ended the night on a good note instead.We didn’t even say goodnight to each other and I couldn’t help but wonder if the mood between us will be like this; awkward and sour by breakfast tomorrow.I just sighed to myself as I went into my room and headed straight for my closet to take my clothes off and have another shower again for the night then head to bed because I had ahead of me the next day.Soon I was done, I was already in my sleeping clothes and about to go to bed when I heard a knock on the door and I could tell that it was Rita that was behind that door. The door opened and Ritta popped her head in from behind the door first with a very excited look on her face as she also grinne
JENNY’S POVThe night was very long, considering how I had left things with Alpha Dammon and made the situation between us so awkward before we both went to bed. We didn’t even get to say goodnight to each other and I couldn’t help but feel guilty after seeing the look on his face when I told him off by insisting that I wanted to use the crutch when he was kind enough to volunteer his arms for carrying me whenever even though we just met and he was supposed to be wary of me instead. I could have told him about choosing to use the crutch and insisting on it nicely but instead, I let myself lose it and I spoke to him rudely when he was the person that saved me from the tyrant alpha that tortured me for years. Still, It didn’t make any sense that he was so sweet to me and so willing to help carry me at any time because we just met in the middle of nowhere and the only thing he knew about me was my name. I expected he was going to act coldly to me ever since the time that I was reluctant
JENNY’S POVRita finally let my hand go after I had pushed my tears back and let myself calm down. I didn’t like the fact that she had already analyzed me so much and knew all those things about me already. It felt like I was bare naked beneath her gaze and I didn’t like it. I didn’t want it because it was very uncomfortable to have someone apart from my dead family care for me without wanting anything in return. I had been alone, on my own, and trying to survive all by myself all these past years as I struggled to stay alive in my depressing life as a slave. Until I was kidnapped and I didn’t have the means or chance to kill myself when I didn’t want to leave again.Alpha Dammon was undeniably nice because it was very obvious and so was his sister too because attempting to bond with someone she just met was something that only a nice person would attempt to do. I knew all of this but deep inside me, this self-destructive voice that had lived and permanently taken its space in my head
JENNY’S POVI looked at Alpha Dammon with surprised eyes as what he said played repeatedly in my head.“You must be joking, right? Tell me that you are” I said to him but he shook his head instead.“I mean it, Jenny. I know it seems absurd to like someone that I just met and know absolutely nothing about but I’m sure of what I feel Jenny and I know that I like you” he insisted and I sighed.“I’m not even your mate Dammon so how is that possible?” I asked him and he shrugged.“I really don’t know or understand it but all I’m sure of is that I can’t ignore this thing that feels like a connection that I feel with you” he replied and I shook my head immediately.“Well I don’t feel it so I guess you’re the only one,” I said to him and he smiled.“You can deny it as much as you want Jenny, you already know that I can’t read your feelings so I guess you’re at an advantage of masking everything that you feel but I know I feel this connection for a reason and the moon goddess has a reason for
ALPHA BARON’S POVI held the pack’s tracking device tightly in my hands as I stared at the screen in disbelief after I had found my mate’s location. It was hard to believe that she had gotten that far from my pack just over the course of one day. It wasn’t even a full day yet, not up to twenty four hours yet and she was that far away? The most unnerving part of it all was the fact that she was actually in the insides of the South Valley pack from what my tracking was showing me but it made no sense if ii was think of how she got there so quickly and how she was able to find her way into the pack without raising any suspicion on herself.My mind was in shambles as I tried to make sense of what I was seeing but no reasonable explanation could be made to back up how she got to the pack so fast and was already inside the pack… in such a short time. I dropped the device on my table before I ran my hand over my head while thinking of what to do to get her back from the pack in the most sub
ALPHA DAMMON’S POVI wasn’t sure if I would be able to keep up with how closed off Jenny was to all of us because it just made me more unsure about what sort of person she was, what she went through and with whom and if she was ever going to be honest with us even after saving her.I still couldn’t sense her feelings, she seemed more and more distant than she was when we first met and I knew that I was part of the cause. When i had told her that i liked her, i had probably made her scared and caused her to be more closed off with us.I was terrified for her when I walked into her room along with Rita and saw her sobbing while she slept. I never knew that I could feel so much fear for someone until I saw her in that situation and I almost lost it when she began to speak inaudibly too but I kept hearing her say the words ‘what do you want from me?’ repeatedly and I could tell that she was having a dream about someone. Probably the person that she ran away from before she ran into me on
ALPHA DAMON’S POVWe got into the dining room and Darwin and Sylvia were both seated already. In silence, we all sat down too and I was surprised when Jenny still chose to sit beside me regardless of the fact that we almost had a fight because she would share what she dreamt about with me and rita.I looked at her as she took her seat and she glanced at me too so our eyes met for a very short moment before we both quickly looked away from each other.I knew it wouldn't work but I also knew it wouldn't kill to try again so I tried to read her feelings again but she was still shut off. There was nothing surrounding her and she still felt so distant and cold to me. Very cold.With a sigh, I gave up and the maids walked in with our lunch at that moment. They laid it all in the middle of the table and they all bowed before they exited the room, leaving me with just my sister, my subordinates and jenny.So we took turns to serve ourselves in silence and when it was time for jenny to pass me
JENNY’S POVI finally got into my room and i shut my door tight before i locked it up and slid to the floor with my back against the door. I was getting to my limit and i knew it. I couldn't keep up with pretending to be okay to these people again but I didn't know how else to try and act normal in front of them when I was actually far from normal or emotionally and mentally stable.I was still living in fear, this huge fear that the alpha baron was finally going to catch up with me in the end with the tracker that he had injected into me but I didn't know what to do. I had run as far as i could but i was pretty sure that he was still going to catch up with me and drag me back to the pack to keep on treating me like he used to, probably worse as punishment for running away from him.At first, I had thought he was going to forget about me and just let me go but after having that dream earlier, I was so scared and I felt so much chills in my bones when I saw him, even though it was just