“Let me talk to him,” I said and was about to leave when Arther stop me.
“Then talk to him here, look at your wrist; how can I make sure that he won’t hurt you again?” He looks so worried, I want to laugh at him for making that face.
“He will or not, it’s none of your business,” I replied making him stunned, but I don’t have any more words to say. I walk toward Rage and pull him toward where his office is, I did not even glance back at Arther.
Because I don’t want to give a false hope inside of my chest… Not even a little, that won’t have happened again.
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I slam the door as we get inside, giving all my might to push him into the corner and pressed his chest to stop him from moving. “What do you want?” I hissed, I’m too angry to suppress it more.
“You already know what I want, Dan! You not only take him in this border but you also put him as your assistant and secretary, are you fucking thinking that I am joking about us?!” He emits more intense pheromones than earlier.
No!
If he continues to release it, it will affect me in a few more minutes and I can’t let that happen. Yes, dominant omega is not easy to seduce by pheromones but Rage and I had connections for months making my body familiar to him.
“I don’t understand you, Rage, I am not making fun of you it’s just that we don’t have anything between us in the first place. What I’m doing right now is none of your business, if I take numerous Alpha on my side; you have no right to intervene.” I said making his face darker.
“Hah! Hahaha,” he laughs sarcastically like he was going crazy, but not too long before when grabs my shirt and glares at me with his eyes full of anger. “You, are you an idiot? After what happened to us, you’ll call it nothing?”
“What do you expect from me, Rage? That I will develop feelings toward you, did you forget that I forgot how to love for how many years?” I said and smirks.
“Don’t try to fool me, Dan, I know that you wanted to erase me from your life so you can take that Alpha with you. Still trying to please him until now even though he chose the other Alpha instead of you, his predestined mate?”
“Shut up, Rage! You don’t know anything…”
“No, you are the one who should shut the fuck up, Dan!” He grabs my nape and kisses my lips torridly, I can taste the blood from my lips that got chopped because of his sharp teeth.
The papers on his table fall and are scattered on the floor, He pushed me carelessly, causing me to place my hands on the table. It gives more access to him to do whatever he wants to me, but instead of doing it he breaks the kiss and looks intensely into my eyes.
“Don’t throw me away, Dan, you can’t do that to me.” He said and kiss me again, he was like a dog who tries to please his owner. I can feel my chest beating so fast, what is this feeling?
I don’t know what has gotten to me but I can’t think anymore, I put my both arms to his nape and let the kiss become deeper. My pheromones completely emerged with his as if we forgot where we were.
Everything started to get blurry in my eyes when a loud knock outside of the room take our attention, “damn, that Alpha of yours is persistent…” He whispered and parted our bodies, I was still dazed when Arther comes inside.
His eyes are only focusing on me who was leaning on the table in a messy situation, I can’t help but feel ashamed and immediately divert my eyes. I can hear his deep loud sigh, “the sun is still up, why not wait until the break time and do whatever you guys want?”
I don’t know but I feel something inside of me that starting to build up, “what are you trying to say now, Arther? Even if we do something right now, everyone inside of this building including you has no right to question it.” I glare at him.
I hate his tone and even the way he said those words as if he was saying that I’m just a cheap omega who willingly spread my thigh without choosing the right place to do some naughty activity as if he never did it with Miller…
I gritted my teeth and was about to speak when Rage pull me beside him and tilt his head as if he was mocking Arther and started to touch me again. “you hear what Dan said? Whatever the things between us, you have no right to interfere, not because Dan let you come here and hire you; you can do whatever you want.”
Arther smirks, “so you are, not because you and Dan have something between there is no chance to change that I am the predestined mate.” He mocks him back.
I can’t help my lips twitch, what he thinks he was saying?
“Oh~ So are you trying to claim that you are his predestined mate now even though you tried to reject him how many times? Maybe you have no idea about it, but I know,” Rage caresses my nape gently while his eyes are still intensely looking at Arther, “because every time you did it, I am the one who consoles him.”
There is no lie…
He becomes my safe zone back then, so why I am acting distant from him…
No words come out again in Arther’s mouth, the same goes for to Rage. The awkward situation continues and I don’t know what should I do.
“Are you happy with him, Dan?” Arther suddenly asks, as if he was ensuring our relationship.
Am I happy with Rage? Did I feel happy in those months?
I open my mouth but I can’t find my answer, but I don’t want to make Arther feel that I am still holding on to him like in the past.
“Dan, he was asking you. Tell us, are you happy with me?” Rage once again slips his fingers to my nape making me shiver, the familiar feeling he also gave to me. “Answer the question, Dan.” He added in a whisper.
How can we define happiness? What is real happiness?To answer their question, I should know first what is the feeling of being genuinely happy so I can respond to it correctly. But, how can I do that when I have no idea anymore? When did I last feel the warmth of happiness? I think it’s been a decade… My grandparents died long ago same goes for those warm feelings I once had."What is it for? "Answering that question won't change anything," I said as I stood, my reflection in the glass window of Rage's office allowing me to see myself and how messed up I am right now. This time, the clothes that my servant meticulously ironed looked like crumpled paper.They both look at me, but their expressions are different. One is disappointed, one is perplexed, but it really doesn't matter... I look at Rage, who shakes his head slowly and chuckles briefly, his hand now focusing on my waist and his grip tightening."You never fail to amuse me, for years we've been together, I can't help but see y
After all the words I said, I thought that my mind will be at ease. But, why do I feel shit right now? I keep glancing at where Arther is, I know that he won’t be able to see me through the glass that separates us but I still feel conscious that I might be wrong.Afraid lingered inside of me, what if he can see what I am doing? I can’t focus on my work as I just keep staring at the same line written on the paper I am holding. Even though the document on my screen is clean, I haven’t been able to write a single word for the meeting tomorrow. This is bad, this behavior of mine must stop by any means.I should not let myself affect again by the same person who makes me feel shit and miserable at that time, I shouldn’t care what he thinks about me now.Damn!I grab the phone in front of me and connect the line between us, he first glances into my office before he answers it. “Yes, Mr. Dan, what can I help you with?” He sounds more formal than earlier. I am asking him to do this, so why do
Art’s POVI want to tell him that I have nowhere to go and that we should eat together instead. However, who I am to say and do that? I almost punch myself to act like an asshole in front of another Alpha, I still ask myself why I interfere with their conversation as if I know something.Imagine that man smirking in front of me as if I deserve the answer, I receive from Dan. So, he is the reason why Dan stop clinging to the fated mate… He stops chasing me as if I am his world.“Good morning,” I greeted someone who stand beside the machine.She was shocked but immediately smile at me, “good morning, aren’t you the one who was the newly hired secretary of Mr. Dan?” She asks right away, luckily, she looks comfortable talking.“Well, yes.” I can’t help but feel shy all of sudden, maybe they also know everything…“Oh, I’m right. To be honest, everyone was shocked about the sudden change. We thought that it is only a prank or something but it was real, back then, Mr. Dan get angry whenever
Dan’s POVI lost my balance when he suddenly pushes me inside, I can feel his heavy breath on my neck. I was about to push him when his cold sharp teeth sink into the skin of my nape, “w-what are you doing, don’t bite me.” I felt a great terror.Only then did he let me go, I see how nervous and terrified he was looking at me, “did I mark you?” His voice is trembling, and so is his body is too. I want to punch him really hard right now, why does he have to let me see how he hates the idea of me, marked by him?“No, you don’t.” I shortly replied I have no reason to argue about it. Year by year I should know by now the answer but I keep ignore it, every time, whenever he’s in front me I lost everything even my sanity. “T-that’s good, that’s good.” He keeps repeating to himself as if he won’t forgive himself if he successfully marked me.I can’t help but scoff, “I will get the medicine you were talking about,” I said and stood straight. In this kind of situation, staying in a small space
Dan’s POV“Why you arrived so late? I thought you both are not busy with paper works today?” Her eyes stare at me and I immediately dodge. “And, why is look so flustered? Don’t tell me you both did something naughty before going here?”She giggles, though, she has a big issue when it comes to Arther; she always supports Rage to become my partner. I was about to speak when Rage chuckles, “you think of us like that, Cas, but your brother is always acting like a virgin woman.”I almost choke from my saliva, “w-what are you talking about?” I glare at Rage and immediately look at my sister, “and you, how can you ask something like that? We come here to eat so serve what we deserve!”Cas raises her eyebrows, “why to react so defensively?” She rolls her eyes and signs her hand to the waiter, without asking, they start putting the dishes on the table.“I’m not defensive, I just want you to stop talking about something like that in a public place.” I strongly said after the waiters left our ta
Dan’s POVBut that is only what I thought, soon I open the door of my office surprised by the strong scent lingering in every corner of the room.“W-what the fuck!” I shouts as I went inside to look for him, I’m the one who shot him the suppressant so why? “Art! Arther, where are you?” My voice trembling and even my hands felt so cold, why can’t see him in this small room!?“I-I’m here,” a weak voice said from the bathroom, he was there sitting on the cold floor with the shower on letting the water drip down to him. How looks so miserable…“Why are you there, please control your pheromones,” I said and step forward but he immediately glares at me to the point that surprises me.“Don’t come near me!” He shouts, and he looks and sounds so desperate. “I’m sorry, but please don’t come near me.” His voice trembling. I want to do what he wants, but I can’t help to be worried about him.Maybe this is the reason why Cas always tries to stop me from coming near to him, I always like this. No m
Dan’s POVEvery thrust of my hand inside of mine creates a lewd sound, it makes me feel regrets doing it in front of him. But I can’t stop now, my pride won’t let me…“Do you need help?” He asks without taking his eyes off me, staring at what I am doing. It gives a shiver down my body, this is the first time he looks at me giving all his attention.“I don’t need, just stay still!” I panic as he was about to touch me, I am not confident to keep my composure if he will help me prepare myself. I bend more my hips, trying to reach the deeper inside of me. “Ahh, damn!”Surprise, I look at him in disbelief. His finger slips inside me, “I’m sorry, but I don’t think I can wait for too long.” He shoves it with my fingers still inside, I can feel how stretched my hole is as he keeps thrusting it.“N-no, please stop for a second. Ah!” I ask him feeling embarrassed, but he acts like did not hear anything. His long finger started twirling inside, hitting the same spot.“Are you trying to break my
Rage’s POVI gracefully sat down in front of him, to be honest, I have no confidence to face him but I can’t say no when it comes to him. I put on the best smile I’ve been using whenever I do business, “how are you Alpha Duncan, it’s been a while since we last see each other.”He also smiles at me and put down the teacup he was holding, “everything is good to me, I’m glad that you accept my invitation to have lunch with me this time. I’ve heard about Cas that you and Dan have free time today, I’m sorry to disturb your time with my son.”I almost choke on my saliva, I really hate how smart the former leader of the Lotus pack is. “It’s really fine, Alpha Duncan, he has his sister to eat with him so nothing for me to worry about,” I reply shortly.“That’s good, that’s good. Well then, let’s order some food and I will start to discuss something with you.” He waves his hand to call a waiter, “please choose want you want, I don’t really have any idea want youngsters to love to eat these day