NOTHING HAPPENED
“Christie, what are you doing there?”
“Oh, my God Gloria, you nearly gave me a heart attack!”
“I'm sorry my darling” she looks at me suspiciously “I was just curious about seeing you in front of the elevator so early this morning and in a bathrobe.”
“It's... it's... I couldn't sleep anymore, yes, and... and... and... and I had a walk to clear my mind, but Aww! I guess I'll go back to bed” I say, exaggerating a yawn.
“To bed? But it's after six in the morning, aren't you going to the office?”
“No! Um... I mean... I'll go later, I have a terrible headache, I'd rather go to bed.”
“Do you want me
GET OUT OF MY HEADOnce again, I turn over and pick up my cell phone to see the time 2:05 am, apparently, I won't be able to sleep. Maybe if I could relax I could sleep a few hours, I search in the app store for one of those famous relaxing apps, I download it quickly and put it to work, fluff the pillow and adjust the blanket. As the music plays, I make an effort to loosen my tense muscles, I try not to think about anything but instead let the soft melody take over my senses and lead me to a peaceful state of sleep.I have the feeling of walking down a very long and dimly lit hallway “hello, is there anyone here?” I ask, but I don't hear an answer. In the end, there is a very nice white door, I remain static for a moment, but my curiosity wins and I advance towards it. Once I'm in front it opens by itself, I can see a silhouette extending his hand and inviting me to enter, with no hesitation I take it, the door
LET’S TRYI finish getting ready to go to the office, no matter how hard I tried to figure out an excuse to stay at home, I couldn't find it. I must not be a coward, I have to go and face Stefano, I can't be avoiding him, I just have to stick to my decision and try not to fall into his nets again. I have one last glance at myself, briefly, I am tempted to recoil, but quickly I dismiss the thought and leave the room.“Good morning darling, do you want me to prepare the usual,” asked a cheerful Gloria.“Good morning Glorita, no. Actually, I am not really hungry, a toast with jam and a glass of juice is enough.” She quickly fixes everything I requested and places it in front of me.“So, why are you so crestfallen and pale?” I let out a big sigh “judging from that sigh, this situation has a name.”“I don't know exactly how, but I slept with my business associate”-she looks
SUN, BEACH AND STEFANO? “I know I should say ‘Christie, what you did is so wrong. You shouldn't have cancelled your appointments at last minute to spend a relaxing weekend in Hawaii with your best friend’ But I won't do it, I'm sorry, I suck at playing conscience,” Alena tells me while sipping her mimosa. “Don't worry Al, I won't hold anything against you.” “You'd better not because I put a lot of effort into this trip.” “I roll my eyes at her comment” “Wow! watch out for a brain swelling,” I roll my eyes at her comment. “Sometimes you are annoying Christie Swan, but you won't dampen my mood,” she says sticking her tongue out like a petulant little girl, she continues sipping her drink and flipping through her magazine. At this very moment we are at Idon'tknowhowmany thousand feet of altitude in a flight that will last approximately eleven hours, I just decided to start our weekend getaway early, I ran away
I CAN BE WHOEVER YOU WANT ME TO BE“Good morning sunshine! Birds are singing, the sun is shining, and we are in Hawaii baby!” I hear Alena's voice booming through my room followed by the sound of curtains being opened, the brightness goes straight to my eyes, I squeeze my eyelids tightly and pull up the blanket until I'm completely covered “come on my little vampire, we have a tight schedule and the time is running out, you must have breakfast at lightspeed because we have a yoga class in thirty minutes, then a long session at the spa, by the time this relaxing morning is over you won't even remember your name.”“Al, it's too early,” I snap in irritation.“Ah, ah, missy, we have an agreement,” she says as she abruptly pulls the sheets off me.“I don't remember making any agreement with you.”“You have implicitly done so by agreeing to all this, so chop cho
UNEXPECTED INVITATION“GOOD MORNING SUN...” Alena chirps out loud as she enters my room, but her words remain incomplete when she sees me coming out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel.“Good morning my dear Alena! and shut your mouth so the flies don't get in,” I say when I see her gasping like a fish out of water.“What the hell are you doing?”“It's called patting your body dry after bathing, is what I'm doing.”“Mmm... there's something weird going on here. Come closer” I do as she says and she starts circling me.“Let's see... you woke up early on a non-working day with no need to fight you, your cheeks are flushed... mmm... you're grinning too much and... Nooo! No way!”“What is it, Alena?”“Who was it?”“Who was what? Honey, is everything all right? I think you're starting to lose it.”&l
" A WARM WELCOME"After three wonderful days, it was time to say goodbye to heavenly Hawaii. This was the first time in a little over four years that I had taken some vacation days away from New York; whenever I had been "on vacation," I never really wanted to be out because I was afraid of something profound that might happen during my absence and always ended up shortening my days off to go back to work. Sadly all good things must come to an end; that's not fair.I accepted my best friend's proposal to take a few days to relax; I needed to clear my mind of all my occupations. Who am I kidding? I did it because, like the coward I am, I wanted to run away from Stefano Graziani, and for what? To see him in every man on the island, for my mind to play tricks on me and hear his voice in every place or think of him and yell his name every time I had sex with another man."Good morning, sunshine" I enter Alena's room humming as she does; it's eleven in
"ASSUMING RISKS""Aaahh, this is life," says Alena after letting out a big sigh, "I needed this so badly; the last few days have been crazy," her exaggeration makes me roll my eyes."You are so dramatic! It's only been a few weeks since our trip, three to be exact. Yes, we've had busy days, but don't exaggerate either."How selfish you are, Christie Swan! I'm your assistant; only I know how demanding you can be, not to mention grumpy, exasperating, and neurotic.""Hey!" I exclaim, offended."I'm just justifying the reason for my stress.""Thank you; you're so kind!" I mumble. I kept silent while I continued enjoying the massage. I needed to come to this place; my back was in knots, but I would never say in front of Al that would prove she was right, and it's a NO for me."So... what did you decide?""About what?" I ask, playing dumb."Don't be ridiculous. You know very well what I'm talking about.""I'm scared, Al,"
"I ONLY ASK FOR THAT"Hearing that reply from my lips makes a huge smile spreads on his lips; he lifts me and brings his mouth to mine, we melt in a passionate kiss. My arms automatically went to his neck, and my hands got tangled in his straight hair. Seconds later, we begin to move until he gently positions me in the middle of the bed."I'm going to kiss your body until there's not a single spot left that my lips have touched," he whispers in my ear, making me shudder. Without any urgency, he begins his work, leaving a path of wet kisses on my neck, descending little by little, making my excitement increase second by second.The instant he introduces one of my perky breasts into his mouth, my back arches, and I feel like I might reach my first orgasm."p-please, Stefano," my voice sounds utterly foreign to my ears."What do you want, Cara Mia?""You... inside me.""All in good time" I can't help but groan in protest; the bastard