"When you lose every hope and have left nothing but yourself all alone.Then your heart stops expecting eventually and so I did." Happy reading..... "I am so sorry.", I mumbled trying to get up by placing my hands on the floor but the wetness beneath my palms failed as I collapsed on his chest again. This time it was a little hard and fast. I felt my chest compress against his naked chest which caused my eyes to instantly shut and lips apart in sheer embarrassment and fear. The contact made my body all conscious, introducing new sensations to my skin and fire gushed through my veins which I never felt before. I was struggling to take a normal breath as my lungs suddenly ran out of oxygen. It took me a whole minute to push myself back to normal. I looked up at him with shame and nervousness. He blinked his dark eyes as he understood our positions were totally in the wrong way. He held my waist in the attempt of pushing me aside, my body Involuntarily shivered with his mere touch there.
"This is how life is Abhi, just remember people come and go, but you can't give up." Happy reading.... "I know what's this ..", I intertwined his fingers with mine, and held onto his arm with the left one. His fingers perfectly fit against mine. He lifted his thick eye lashes at me and his coffee eyes bored into mine amusingly. I knew what he was thinking right now "I know what it is because I noticed it a while ago when you were adjusting the plaster over it to hide." He broke his contact with me while resuming his work. "Who is she ?", I asked him, wanting to know about it. "It doesn't matter because I have just found out she is in love with another man.", he replied with difficulty. His breath also fastened when he said that. So Abhi is in love with a girl but why is it bothering me to digest? "Do you still love her?", I inquired. I know what he is going to reply but still I am wishing for a no. I don't know what's wrong with my heart, why it's feeling possessive towards hi
"I supposed to stop you from coming closer to me but why am I not finding it wrong Abhi." Happy reading.... "I need you Abhi.", I looked at him expectantly. He was taken aback in shock at what he just heard. I walked towards him and he began to tense up as I watched him looking here and there. I couldn't help but smile at his amusement. "I want to sleep next to you.", I said pointing to his mattress. His coffee gaze met mine ! "Cara you can't sleep here, it would give body pains to you because you are not used to it.", he said, trying to convince me. "Yes but now I need someone's support right now, please. My peace is disturbed.", I mumbled, looking down at my feet. When I felt his warm touch on my shoulder and I looked up at him. "What happened Cara ..did you ..I mean your boyfriend told you something.", he asked me hesitantly. "We had an argument and I am upset about it.", I said again lowering my gaze. I wasn't feeling good really, I needed a hug. "Did he shout at you?",
"Abhi never goes back on his words Cara." Happy reading.... I opened my eyes with a jerk and was totally shocked. My left hand reached my heart gripping my shirt as I looked around me astonishingly. It was a dream ?? "Cara..are you okay ?", I heard Abhi's sweet voice as soon as he reached me and sat on his knees watching me worryingly. I closed my eyes taking a needed long breath as my hand patted on my heart telling it's just a dream. "What happened Cara ? Did you have any dream ?", Abhi looked at me, searching my eyes. What would I tell him that I had a wet dream of him pleasuring me. He was apparently providing shelter to me and I was having shitty seducing thoughts of him. What the hell I was imagining about him, it was all wrong. I could not even imagine such a thing with him, I had no right to dream about him. Hell, I have a boyfriend for god sake then how another man crossed my heart. But it was so good though ! Oh god kill me, just kill me already ! If it keeps cont
"Anger, sadness, anxiety, fear, jealousy, happiness and love. My heart is feeling all these emotions right now which I never knew existed inside me until I met him." Happy reading..... "Before that I want you to know what Abhiman is." "Lol what's there to know about Abhiman...I know what kind of a person he is ..an imbecile village man who doesn't even know how to put his opinion. I agree my parents and his parents forced us into this marriage, I was a little baby to say or do anything but he was five years old. He quite know how to use both his mouth and brain but still he was quiet nodding his head at every word like a stupid ox." "Your every word is correct Cara, he is imbecile to agree his elders words, he is a stupid ox for not going against his parents, he is quiet because he considered others emotions, he doesn't know how to say no to them who literally begged him to not leave their daughter's hand in any condition. He is everything you said just because your parents to
"She might not have been a part of my life, but I still have her memories. They'll be around forever." Happy reading.... Abhiman's p.o.v She is leaving. My angel is leaving.. My wife is leaving... My Mihra is leaving .... I feel like my life is freezing around me, my breath has increased, my brain stopped working and my whole existence has stopped functioning. I don't know what to do, I tried all my ways to make her stay in my life and give us a chance. But I failed and she decided to leave, she decided to leave me this time permanently. My world stopped for a second when I heard her name Mihra Kapoor. It's unbelievable, I never thought she would actually come to my village to meet me. She is beautiful! It immediately took me back to those days when she was a little baby. Yes, the same little cute baby whom I held in my hands for the first time in hospital when she was born. I used to adore her, I used to play with her feather like fingers. She has grown up to be a very eleg
"You deserve to be happy " Happy reading..... Mihra's p.o.v My soul left my body as I turned away from him. You know what's the hardest thing in life? You meet a person one day, you like that person, you realise he is your life, he is in front of your eyes but you can never have him. Right now my heart was racing like it's never raced like this before and my cry sound felt like it's competing with train speed as I crouched onto the seat with my hand on my lips. "I am sorry Abhi...I am sorry. I can't help but fall for you..fall for your beautiful nature..I am sorry sorry." I cried and cried until there were no tears left in my eyes. My heart was heavy with pain and hurt. I know, I shouldn't have kissed him in the first place but I was helpless in front of my heart. It felt like I will never see him in my life again which led me to take that step. He must be disgusted with me for breaking marriage with his best friend and upon that I made the mistake of kissing him. Mistake ???
"Why god? Why only me? When I thought everything is fine and settling down then you do something which will take my life back to square one." Happy reading.... "WHAT ?? YOU WANT DIVORCE FROM MIHRA ?", mom panicked. Her eyes widened in shock and hand was shivering over the phone. It meant Abhi talked with Abhiman about divorce and he agreed to free me from this marriage. I didn't expect that he would say yes easily and I think Abhiman wasn't a bad guy. He knew how to respect others feelings and I was happy at least this problem was solved now. It will be a good decision for our futures. He won't be happy if he got married to me. I can't give him the love which he dreamt of. It's better this way, at least he might find a girl who would love him honestly unlike mine. He will soon forget about me once he moves on. Abhiman or Abhi both deserved to be happy ! After the call mom looked so broken and devastated. I knew she was worrying about me and my future now. She dropped her head in