Running Away

Kendra Pov...

I was overwhelmed by the cold breeze that enveloped my body. I opened my eyes and saw the traces of my stupidity last night. Alcohol does many things to other people. You are becoming brave and stupid. I don't regret doing this even though my body hurts most of all because of my femininity. It's like my vagina was operated on as the pain is unbearable! Why Kendra, have you ever had an operation in your life? I whispered to myself.

I turned to the lucky guy who got my virginity. It is not insignificant that he is more handsome than James. He is tall, has a good body, and has slender skin that suits the brusqueness of his body and handsome face. She looks like an Italian Model or the actors I only watch in dramas. James is nothing compared to this gorgeous greek.

I stood up and picked up my clothes from the floor and wore them quickly. I moved slowly so he wouldn't wake up. Before I finally went out, I looked at him again.

"Thank you handsome for taking me last night. My stupidity with a handsome man like you was worth it. I don't even remember what I did to you last night and it's good for me or I might not move on. I hope it's worth the memory you will have from a simple woman like me too." I said before slowly closing the door.

I immediately ran to the elevator when I finally closed the door. Maybe he'll wake up and chase me and that's not good for me now that I am sober. Last night I had the fucking courage now I don't have it anymore. My body is laced with embarrassment that I really went too far last night. What if someone I know walks into the hotel this morning? Oh, Kendra! That's the price of being stupid but classy.

I didn't go back to Cebu yet. I went to James' apartment to finish my affair with him. It's a waste of our four years-long relationship. I wasted my life with him coming this far. It's pitiful that I will get this kind of pain just as my grandmother passes away. Maybe this is better to understand my life will start to change!

Now that I am definitely alone. I must live my life and be someone else that he will want to have but he can't even get a piece of me. I'm already a graduate of hotel and restaurant management. I'll just find a job or open a small shop or bakery because I'm also good at cooking and that's my hobby. I'll establish something that I don't have to brag about but be brag about by onlookers.

I was standing right at the door of James' apartment but I couldn't bring myself to knock. What if the woman is still inside? All you need is courage, Kendra. You are not a coward like him. Face him with a head high. I whispered to myself giving courage.

I raised my hand to knock when it opened and spat out the girl who was with James last night for sure. She looks like a slut with a piece of clothing covering her body. I don't even want to see her as the night of them fucking is replaying in my head. I'm not a virgin anymore and I know what happens when two people are naked and moaning like hell.

"Who are you!" She asked in surprise. I smiled at her.

"Hi. I'm Kendra. Can I ask the owner of this apartment?" I asked her politely even though I am pissed. I am here to end everything not to fight with her. She can have James all by herself as I am not interested anymore.

"Me! I'm the owner of the apartment. Why do you want to talk to me?" She frowned and was confused as we didn't know each other. I was struck by lightning at her answer. Is she really the owner of the apartment? So what is James here? I'm confused but I don't need to be enlightened.

"Babe why did you take so long!" James called following her with just his boxers on showing his toned salivating body. So, he maintained his figure coming here to Manila to use it to find voluptuous and easy women. But that guy who owned me last night was more salivating and enough to imagine.

"Sorry babe, this woman stopped me as she said she needed to talk to me but I don't know her." She explained to him. James didn't falter nor surprised to see me. Did he do it on purpose to let me find him fucking someone else to slap in my face that my pussy isn't the only thing in this world?

"It's fine! she's the one I'm telling you who is chasing me." James coaxed her kissing his lips in front of me but his eyes were on me. I was speechless for a few minutes unable to retort him but what's the point of retorting his words? So, he did it on purpose leaving the door open for me to hear them fucking like an animal. He's fucking heartless and devil to do this to me! I will make sure he will pay for that and he will be the one chasing me.

"What?" The woman blurted out staring at me but I smiled. James was taken aback while I smiled. He must think I will put on a show to ruin my left dignity. That would never happen while I am alive.

"Oh! Sorry sweetheart! He must have misunderstood my gesture for chasing him. Actually, I am here to tell him I am not interested in him and my boyfriend is waiting for me at the hotel right now. Sorry dear to interrupt you. I didn't mean to darling!" I apologized sweetly and enunciated all my words with a smile. Perfectly mask my anger, regrets, and annoyance toward him. it seems the woman is unaware of his unfaithfulness. Once unfaithful will always be unfaithful no matter what especially when the opportunity strikes them.

James was stunned unable to speak staring at me confused but I leave the beautiful smile on my lips to annoy him more. Your words against yours! I sink it into my head. He will regret it one day he did this to me but no turning back! This will be the first and last a man will insult me and play my innocent heart. Payback time is not too soon!