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CLYONE
I sighed as I placed the empty bowl infront of me. That day and night was really confusing yet terrifying for me. I don't know what to believe. I don't know what to think. I don't know what do. I'm just confused in everything that I end up not thinking anything for my own peace of mind.
Sooner, the tears I am trying to hold back end up streaming down on my cheeks. Even though I end up letting them come out of the faucet inside my eyes, you can still sense how much I want to hold them back.
I let out another sigh as I brought my hands at my face and buried it. Muffled sobs could be heard all over the four corners of the tent. A painful muffled sobs rather. What's even new? It's not like this is the first time to cry out of reminiscing. It became a routine not just every night, but every morning before I even get up from my bed. Perhaps, it's a wake up call that even though it feels like I already lost my purpose to live, it's not actually a farewe
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