Damien POV.
I stood shocked in place after learning Marissa, my mate, was pregnant. I never thought that her accepting the rejection would have caused her to collapse and bled out. She had so many chances to be frank with me, but she chose to be retricent about it and caused me so much pain and guilt.
What have I done? If I had just been honest with her and rejected her from the beginning, this wouldn’t have happened. This is my fault, all of it.
For that being said, I never thought she would accept the rejection. I thought she would have fought for me. She should have put up more of a fight to keep me. How could she have done this to me, her fated mate? If she truly loved me, then none of this would have happened.
I pace outside the operating room doors as I lose the battle with my mind. Perhaps the pup isn’t even mine. Why am I feeling like this? She is a selfish whore.
“Damien, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have come back. This is all my fault.” Jessica cries as she throws herself into my arms. My wolf growls at her. He doesn’t like her at all.
“It’s not your fault. This is mine. If she had told me then, this wouldn’t have happened. You’re not to blame.” I coax her, but my heart is saying something else.
“Damien, how do we even know that the pup she is carrying is yours? She was adamant that she was going to leave. If the pup is yours, then why keep it from you? Marissa was clearly having an affair with someone else.” I pull away from her and glare down at her, listening to her words. Lydia said the same thing. I clench my fists at my sides as my wolf fights with me for control. He wants to rip Jessica’s throat out for what she was saying. But Lydia does not need to lie to me. I don’t know what to believe. The idea of my mate being with another causes me to growl. The thought of her calling his name as he took what was mine caused jealousy to surge through me. I will find him and kill him for touching what is mine.
No, she wouldn’t do that to me. Marissa doesn’t have it in her, but then again, there was always that one wolf called Robert who was always around her. He was transferred from a different pack. A pack that we know nothing about because he never talked about it. He was attacked at the border and it was Marissa’s grandfather that took him in and cared for him until the day he suddenly left.
Marissa was always a wallflower before Robert arrived. I would bully her because I was always drawn to her, even at a young age. The moon Goddess gifted Marissa with sapphire blue eyes that always reminded me of the divine mother lake in the pack. Her eyes are like the water which is a source of all life. Her traits of being loving and kind indicate she would always be a healer.
I always had feelings for Marissa, but being so young, I didn’t know how to express them, so I bullied her along with Jessica and Jake so that she would notice me. Then that pup came and was always with Marissa, and it made me green with envy that he was getting all her attention and leaving nothing for me. My love has turned to hate since then, that’s why I force myself to be heartless when I am with her.
“Damien? Damien, are you ok?” I’m pulled out of the memory by Jessica as I look at her face. She isn’t my Marissa. I nod my head at her words, not trusting my voice.
“Lydia said she saw a man entering her room. Who knows who else she was sleeping with?” I take out my phone and dial Lydia’s number. I need answers now.
“Lydia, are you still at the hospital?” I pray she is. I need to see the report she took from Marissa’s bag. The thought of someone going through her personal things doesn’t sit right with me as I suppress the growl that threatens to leave my throat.
“Yes Alpha. I’m in the parking lot. Is everything ok?” she asks nervously and I know she fears the reason why I want to see her.
“Get back up here now. You said you had evidence of Marissa sleeping around, yes?” I ask as I hear her gulp on the other end. My hold tightens around the phone, waiting for her to tell me no.
“Ye-yes Alpha, I have it with me,” she stutters out and I growl. My wolf is on the surface. He knows Marissa wouldn’t do this, but I’m not so sure. She may have been my mate, but why would she want to leave me if she was innocent?
“Bring them to me, now. Oh, and Lydia, you better not be lying to me.” I snarl before I hang up. Jessica takes my hand, but I feel repulsed at her touch, so I step away from her. When Lydia arrives jogging towards me.
“Show me.” I command, with shaking hands she rummages through her bag and takes out a piece of paper and a picture.
Handing them to me, I open the paper and read the results. My eyes widen at what I’m reading. Marissa was 10 weeks pregnant.
My mind goes back to that night when she had her heat 10 weeks ago. That night was filled with desire. I will never forget it. I even told her I loved her that night because I was so obsessed with her sinfully intoxicating body tasting like a sakura flavoured soft-serve. The following morning, I can’t remember if she took the pills.
I look at the image, and it hits me. Marissa never committed adultery. The pup in her belly is mine. Oh Goddess, what have I done?
I collapse on the chair, my head in my hands as I sob; She wanted to leave to protect our pup, and I used her as a blood bank to save Jessica. It all makes sense now.
Dr Brendan said she wasn’t in the right condition to save Jessica. I forced her to do it. I did this to her and our pup, my pup. My wolf whimpers and whines, feeling my guilt.
“She is innocent. The pup is mine! The person you saw entering Marissa’s room was me! She was my mate, Lydia. What right do you have to go through her things?” I roared as anger courses through my veins. The need to punish her is strong. She disrespected my mate. I will tear her to pieces for this.
Jessica gasps, covering her mouth with her hands, shaking her head as tears leave her eyes.
“No, Damien. Tell me this isn’t true?” she sobs as I look at her, not feeling anything towards her, only my own guilt tearing away at my flesh, leaving me bare for all to see.
“It’s true. I need to make this right, Jessica. If I had made her my Luna like I promised, then this wouldn’t have happened. I’m sorry but I have to keep my word. She has bled for this pack, whereas you fled from this pack. She is their Luna.” I whisper the last part as my heart breaks. I pushed her too far. This is on me, it’s on all of us.
“No Damien. You rejected her, and she accepted it. She’s no longer yours! This is not your fault. She kept the pregnancy from you. This is her fault and no-one else’s.”
Jessica grabs me with tears streaming down her face. I see it now, Jessica only wanted to be Luna and nothing more. How could she be so heartless? She is not the person I thought she was.
“Please Damien, don’t do this to me. You love me, me. Not her. You promised to make me your Luna. You said you would always love me and only me.” I take her hand off my arm as she sobs.
“Enough. She found out today, and I forced her to save you. This is on me. Leave me.” Stepping away from her as she shakes her head before she runs away in tears. I don’t go after her. I need to be here for Marissa.
I wait, watching the light above the door, fidgeting with my fingers, praying they are both safe. My wolf paces anxiously, fighting with my human form to gain control.
“If anything happens to them, I will never forgive you and I will kill Jessica, she will never be my Luna. You fucked up and you will learn your lesson well.” My wolf snarls out and I ignore him. After some time, as I pace outside the doors, the lights turn off.
Stopping, I wait for Dr Brendan to come out. The second he does, I rush forward but stop in my tracks as I look at his dishevelled, heartbroken face.
No! No, please Selene, no.
“Dr Brendan, how, how are they?” I gulp, praying it’s not what I’m thinking.
“I’m sorry Alpha, I did everything I could. The rejection and the blood loss. I couldn’t save them. I’m sorry.” He sobs and I gasp as I blink at what he has just told me.
“No, you have to try. Please, save them.” I wail out. My chest feels tight as a hand grips my shoulder.
I ignore people’s dissuasion and upright walk into the ICU. She is lying on the bed, not breathing. Her face is so pale yet peaceful. I caress her soft cheek and smooth down her dishevelled hair. The tingling in my fingers is so vivid as if I was pricked by rose thorns. I can’t repress the growl in anguish. Marissa, my mate, the one I have always loved, is gone.
Dr. Brenden lays a hand upon my shoulder and sighs heavily: “I’m sorry Alpha, I tried my best to save them. They are with Selene now. Let them rest in peace.”
“I’ll kill you Damien, I’ll kill Jessica and your pack. You all did this to her and our pup.” My wolf howls in my head as I collapse on the floor, tears streaming down my face.
TBC…
Marissa POV. Looking in the mirror in my office, I have to say, no-one would ever suspect me not to be human. My long chestnut hair is currently up in a neat bun at the back of my head; My creamy skin gets brighter and cheeks become rosy thanks to the increased circulation of blood and hormone during the pregnancy. I look flawless. It’s been a month since I left that god awful pack. Dr. Brendan knew that if Damien thought I survived, he would have killed me because I revealed the secret. As a loyal friend to my late grandfather, Dr. Brendan couldn’t let that happen to me or my pup. With the help of his close friends in human territory, he smuggled me out to safety and secured me a job in a hospital out there. His connections go far and wide and I couldn’t be happier to live in this picturesque town. The town itself is simply beautiful. The distant mountain is sharply defined against the mid-afternoon sky, gracing the foreground decorated by sweet and fluffy clouds and carefree lar
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Marissa POV.Once Lucy and I cleaned Robert’s wounds, we stitched him up before placing a clean shirt on him. Lucy then took her leave, knowing that I needed to rest after coming off the night shift.Sitting opposite Robert as he sleeps on my sofa, I stare at him. Where has he been? How did he find me? Why did he come to me if he was mated? All these questions swirl in my mind. But do I want to know? Lost in my thoughts, a groan comes from the sofa when I see his eyebrows furrow.Standing, I move towards the sofa, placing a hand on his forehead. He suddenly grabs my wrist. I gasp at the static feeling from his touch. His beautiful silver grey eyes pierce into my very soul.“My Regina? I’m sorry, I’m so sorry for this.” A look of guilt and sadness flashes across his face. “Please don’t call me that. I’m Marissa.” I want to play it cool as if I was unaffected and he seems to be surprised by my cold and distant manner. “Marissa, I know you will have lots of questions after all these ye
Robert POV.Standing under the hot spray of the shower, I look down at the wounds on my chest to see that they have healed. My Lycan genes work faster than the average werewolf. Closing my eyes, I think back to the failed attack on my life. A low growl leaves my throat at the thought.As a rival company, Heallergy Pharmaceuticals sent the three men to kill me. They lost the acquisition of Faith Pharmaceuticals to my company, Mapex Group. So they took their revenge in such a distasteful manner. Scoffing because I know it would take more than three human men to bring me down. I’m the Lycan King after all. I would never release my Lycan in view of the humans. It would only cause nothing but death and destruction.Leaving the shower with a towel wrapped around my waist. I make my way through the bathroom when a diamond earring on the vanity next to the basin catches my attention. I sigh as I think back to what happened yesterday with Marissa. The way she looked at me with hurt and a fire
Marissa POV.Ever since Robert left, my days have gone back to be uneventful. Robert didn’t show up in front of me. Some part of me was happy about this, but a small part of me wished he would.We have a 7 day national holiday coming up and I can’t wait to relax. Walking into the staff room at the hospital, my coworkers are all talking about their plans for the upcoming holiday. Granted, we can’t close the hospital during holidays, but the senior consultants take a break during this period and I’m one of them, so I’m happy. Making a coffee, Lucy approaches me as I bring the goodness to my lips.“Hey, babe. What are you planning on doing with your holiday? Anything fun?” “No, I plan on staying home and getting some rest. How about you?” I take a sip as I wait for her reply.“I’m going back to my hometown for the holidays. You should come too. It’s beautiful where I’m from. It’s a tropical paradise. Sun, sea, sand, and shirtless hot guys.” She says excitedly.I chuckle at her antics.
Marissa POV.I watch her as she takes a step towards me, but I don’t take a step back. I hold her gaze. “Marissa, I’m sorry for bringing you here in this brutal manner. I hope our father’s men weren’t too offensive? Seeing you at the restaurant today, Robert told me that you are my big sister. I was afraid you wouldn’t want to see me again, so…” “Wait what? You have just told me you are getting married in a month’s time. Now you want to apologise for bringing me here against my will?” I watch as she fidgets with her fingers, but I won’t be fooled by her or anyone. I learnt my lesson last time.“Sister, I didn’t mean it. We all miss you.” Jennifer looks at me with her big doe eyes as her lip trembles. There is a hint of sadness and regret on her face. Something in me stares at me as my guard gradually comes down after she called me sister. Was I being too mean? Judging her before getting to know her? At the end of the day, the saying goes blood is thicker than water and she is my lit
Robert POV.I was truly disturbed by what both Jennifer and her mother Elle have said. One suggesting Marissa to be a bridesmaid, the other telling her to abort her child. This wasn’t my intention when I had Jennifer assist me to bring Marissa here. I thought it would be a lovely family reunion, but I was mistaken. Marissa insisted on leaving. She didn’t want to stay in my mansion, so I grabbed my car keys and offered to drive her home. As I lead her out to my Maybach, we hear a scream before a burst of colours lights up the night sky. The beach is holding a fireworks display. Marissa stops and looks up in delight and awe. she looks stunning under the vivid colours erupting above us. My gaze moves down to her delicate collarbone as a weird thought creeps up on me. Even though Jennifer is my mate, I wonder if Marissa would fight for me? “So, I hope you will give your blessings to me and Jennifer.” I’m eager to know the answer so I need to test the waters. I know these waters are any
Marissa POV.Driving back, my head is in a right mess. How could they ask this of me, to be my sister’s bridesmaid and to abort my child? Clearly, they are only thinking about themselves. If they think I will do either, they are mistaken. I need to call Lucy. No doubt she will be worried sick because of my abrupt disappearance. Reaching into my pocket to fish out my phone. I look at the screen, taking my eyes off the road for a second to find my phone has died, when…BANG!My vision blurs at the impact, hitting my head on the steering wheel. Shaking my head and blinking my eyes, I groan before I panic. Seconds feel like hours when my vision clears. I have rear-ended a black luxury off-road vehicle. FUCK! I’m so screwed!“Why do you hate me so much?” I say to the Moon Goddess as a formidable man gets out of the vehicle. He walks towards the driver’s side of the car. Lightheaded, I take a few breaths as I try to calm my heart rate.The imposing man knocks on the window, and I quickly r