Roland's POV
Mira resisted the kiss at first, clutching my shirt's collar and trying to push me away. I could feel the sheer strength behind her grip; the suppressed energy. Mira was a powerful wolf in every way.
However, I felt as though releasing her lips would mean sudden death for me. In the space of a few hours, this woman felt as pivotal to my life as someone I'd known my entire life.
A whimper slipped from her lips, and I felt my wolf growl in satisfaction. Pulling her closer, I dug my fingers into her waist, pressing her against my torso. I could feel every curve and every arc that made her subliminally woman. She was beautiful in and out, and I felt myself reacting to her body against mine.
Finally, Mira let go of her restraints and collapsed against me, as supple and as boneless as ever. She surrendered herself to the pressure of my kiss, and I backed her up against the wall, pressing kisses against her lips, her neck, her face.
“Don't fight me, Mira,” I murmured. "Don't fight this bond."
I stopped kissing her and merely stood in front of her, close. So close all I had to do was lift my arms to touch her.
Goddess, I loved her scent, a soft floral something. I had little to zero experience with flowers, but I guessed at honeysuckle.
Sweet.
The scent was a contradiction from her tough exterior, a detail that ripened my assessment of her to downright delicious.
“Or?” she prodded, refusing to back away. Goddess, this woman was bold.
I kissed her, prodding her into a response. Mira started to resist again, her palms pressed against my chest, her spine stiff. But when my tongue dipped into her mouth and brushed hers, she whimpered. Her lips softened, her body warmed. She melted and gave me what I really wanted.
Her surrender.
I scooted closer, my hand going to her thigh, the calluses of my fingers skimming her bare leg, goosebumps rising in their wake. I sensed her need as she inched closer to me, pressing her chest against mine. My hand glided around her backside and squeezed, hard.
Mira moaned into my mouth, then slid her hand under my shirt. The result was a jolt of desire deep in my groin.
My lips began to trail kisses down her neck, to her shoulder and even further down. My tongue flickered seductively against her delicate skin, my hand slowly riding up her thigh as my mouth followed.
"Ah....!" She whimpered, and I felt the pressure of her fingers in my hair.
My teeth and my tongue alternated with delicate, sizzling manipulations, until I felt as though I couldn't hold back anymore. I kneeled before her, as she leaned against the wall, and pushed the dress up to reveal the crevice between her legs.
Slowly, I pulled her underwear down and licked, once. Heat pooled low in my stomach, and I could feel my groin clench with anticipation.
"Alpha.....Roland...." She whispered, and leaned forward, pushing her core into my mouth.
But I kept her waiting, a new pleasure unfolding. I slid my rock-hard body up hers again, hands caressing a path beneath her dress and over her rib cage. I kissed her. Seduced her.
Mira seemed to fade into a haze of desire that she didn’t want to ever leave. And in that haze, my hands skimmed over her breasts, feeling the fullness of those mounds of flesh.
My thumbs stroked her nipples, my tongue gliding along hers with hungry thrusts and deep, passionate demands. She wrapped her legs around me, anchoring herself to me, her strong calves digging into my back.
Mira arched her hips, wanted more of me, wanting me closer. Somehow, in the haze of desire that clouded us, I peeled her dress off her body.
I tossed the dress aside, my hand sliding up her calf and thigh, and before she knew my intention, I lifted her leg over my shoulder and dipped down again.
Suddenly, my tongue lapped at her clit, then closed down on it. Mira gasped as I drew her deep into my mouth, my tongue sliding along her sensitive flesh, two of my fingers entering her, stroking her. Mira’s hands dug into my back, her hips rocking against my mouth, my fingers.
“Roland,” she panted, and my groin pulsated with sheer need.
I found my way up again, then parted her legs to accommodate me. I used my free hand to squeeze her other breast. I wasn’t gentle, either —it was clear she didn’t want gentle by the way she desperately rocked against my hand.
Mira wanted fast and hard.
I wanted whatever pleased her—I wanted her to come, to milk my fingers the way she was going to milk my cock. Rocking into the caresses of my hand and fingers, moaning into my mouth. She clung to my shoulders until she shattered around me in an orgasm.
I stepped back and dislodged my trousers as fast as I could manage. Then I moved forward again, finding my way into her core.
As soon as I was in place, I brought the head of my cock to Mira's glistening feminine lips. Teased them both as I caressed her down there, then barely dipped my head inside her. My breath lodged in my chest at the feel of her, and all resolve to go slowly slipped away.
I thrust into her and she clung to me, tightening her arms around my neck. It quickly became clear that the wall was not going to allow him to get deep enough; I wanted deep, I wanted more, all of her. And she knew it, too.
I used my legs and my hips to thrust as hard as I could. Now her full breasts were pressed to my chest, her face buried in my neck.
Still, I wanted more, needed more. I not only had to have this woman, I felt her, in a way I’d never felt another woman, on a level that went beyond the physical.
And by the time her orgasm shuddered around me, stealing my breath and my release in the same second, I knew I hadn’t had my fill of Mira. Not anywhere near it.
I leaned forward, bringing my mouth to her ear. "You're mine, Mira." I growled. "All that you are and will ever be. You're mine forever."
Roland's PovI enjoyed every bit of the moment I had spent with her. The feeling tends to change every moment I stare at her. I felt so giddy with happiness, a part of me wanted her all to myself. I couldn't bear the thought of losing her. What happens if she doesn't end up as my Luna? No, it's certainly not possible. I want every bit of her. Having the thought of letting her go made me feel restless, my heart raced just at the thought. Its beating rhythm flows in an irregular manner."Keep this in mind; you can't lose Mira; crown her as your Luna. Make her your Luna. She is the best Luna you will ever find." This was what my heart kept saying to me. It gives me ideas that I can't ever imagine practically, negativity was the order of my thoughts. I saw the need to make it work.Getting a touch of it every morning will be a good appetizer to keep me balanced. I can't even think of losing her to someone else.While these thoughts ran through my mind in bed, I could feel her breath from
Chapter SevenRoland's PovEliana was in for a quarrel I wasn't willing to buy. She became paranoid and was unable to get a hold of herself."Eliana,not now, please. I owe you no explanation. Not you, not the elders, not anyone! We can talk about this some other time, okay? You should leave now."I said, holding Mira's hand, trying to make her feel okay and to also put things in order maturely to avoid making a scene. Eliana was just not giving in.It seems I had spoiled her rotten, why was I just noticing this part of her? I was getting pissed already. I just hope she doesn't overstep her boundaries, I didn't want to lose my temper. "Get your hands off that filthy thing! I am going nowhere, Roland! Is this a joke or something? Of all the women you could make your Luna, it's this. I couldn't stand her harsh attitude towards Mira and had to stop her. The will to make things worse just kept coming from her,pressing my anger to the surface. I did all I could to make her stop ranting, bu
Chapter EightEliana's PovI became enraged over the whole thing, I could feel the intensity of my anger becoming extremely violent. There is just one person who is best fit for Roland; why go for a low life nobody? I couldn't believe my ears when Roland stated his words clearly to me concerning his decision being rigid. There must be a way to change it. I wouldn't take that statement of his to heart. All I could do was scream out my anger. I was hurting within. Though he is older than me, he doesn't have the right to make decisions that concern the pack without my consent!The rate at which my heart beats increased with the thought of the greatest shock of my life could compel me to do something crazy! Ronald had gone contrary to my words even after advising him on what to do,gosh! He actually stood against my words, knowing they were unacceptable. Choosing her over me,not fair.His decision got the beat of me, breaking me apart like he knows nothing about my likes. I could feel a p
Chapter NineMira's PovNow, as I was leaving the court, I began to consider returning back to my room. Going with Roland to the court was something I regret more than anything else. He had chosen to make me feel uncomfortable in this way, even after I had told him it was never needed. In precisely where is his conscience? I couldn't decide exactly where to focus my attention since everything was weighing heavily on my mind. I continued thinking about it a lot, wondering whether there was a way out of the pack. It will be my joy to leave the pack if doing so will relieve all of my anxieties and concerns and keep me away from the chaos surrounding me. "Do you really have to leave before you find peace?" Inside, I pondered. I find it strange that I was at a place where I was unable to choose calm over anxiety.Nothing seems to interest me now because of the scene that occurred at the court. It destroyed my heart. I felt like I was losing my footing because of the severe expressions on
Chapter TenMira's PovAs I turned in bed for comfort, I heard what sounded like a carpenter's nail hitting a wall. I was unable to wait to get up and see what it was. The sound was so loud that I was unable to stand it any longer. I heard someone knock on the door and looked closely."Why so early in the morning?" I had woken up because it was so early."You are cordially invited to the dining room for breakfast. The maid said, "Come downstairs as soon as you can," just as I opened the door. Right now, I was shocked and couldn't believe what I was hearing. I started to wonder whether Roland was genuinely hosting a feast or something. I could not see the alpha there when I looked at the bed. We made out last night, and it didn't seem like he stayed. I think I slept through a drunken stupor. He had gotten out of bed, but I was so drowsy that I was unaware of it. I received the impression that he was up early because of a crucial matter and didn't want to wake me up. It appeared as tho
Roland's PovI went to my study room after we all had breakfast together. After enjoying a pleasant conversation with Mira, I couldn't contain my excitement. I have this strange sensation in my gut every time I spend time with her.Every posture phase we had and the gesture I received from Mira in the dining room were all I could think of. I feel that she's starting to see things from my point of view and is even willing to pardon me for making her my luna without her permission. Her eyes conveyed a sense of ease and acceptance that makes me happy to have her as my Luna. She has acknowledged that we are meant to be mates, which makes me happy.Even though we had an intimate relationship, the emotions never go away unlike others. Every day seemed like a fresh beginning since I'm still happy and deeply in love with her. Every time we touch and spend a night together, I've seen that our love grows stronger. It's an incredible sensation that I will never get over.The idea overwhelmed me
Chapter Twelve.Mira's PovAs I sat there, I thought about a few things and concluded that, since I don't have a higher rank than the others, I suppose I am in a position to benefit from everything. It seems like the perfect spot just then, compared to when I have a title. Without this higher identity, one is just like a free bird.Being a Luna, though, may also imply something different. Even though I've only lately begun to observe, I could already see that the maids around me moved in the same way as I do—they constantly pursued me. Like, what on earth is happening?Is it not possible for me to have any privacy? Staring at them as though they were some kind of undiscovered species, I wandered inside.I have to get used to the fact that there are so many servants around me which seems to me like Luna's life is a little bit different from that of royalty. It tends to be somewhat beyond royalty from what I've seen so far. The thought of having to be roused up in order to be dressed
Chapter ThirteenMira's PovAs the day progressed, everything seemed to be going well despite Eliana's visit ruining my day. I felt like she was going to figure out a way to get in opposition to me. I couldn't stop having questions about this, which made me a bit anxious."How should I go about the whole thing?" I ask myself this question. I was in a state where I was unable to decide which direction to go in. Even though I doubt it a lot, I have this intuition that keeps me moving. My heart has softened to the point that it now supports Alpha Roland.I feel like he's turned into a daily nutrient in my diet. Just finding this to be true is so difficult.Every time I find myself thinking about him, I can see how effortless it has evolved into for me. Though it appears like I will want to stay here, I don't often consider leaving this pack."What's wrong with you Mira?" As I attempted to figure out why my thoughts were usually like this, I asked, bashing my head so hard. Smiles attach t