Chapter 54

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Anthony has been home for two weeks now. I have never been so tired in my life. Silvy is taking on the majority of the work. For the first week Silvy was the only one feeding Ant because she refused to pump her milk. She said it was her job to feed the baby. I sat down with her and explained that I wanted to feed him too so I could bond with my son like she gets to. Silvy started pumping the next day. Silvy still only lets me feed him during the day. She does all the night time feedings. I have woken up several times to an empty bed only to find Silvy in the nursery rocking Ant both fast asleep. I put them both back to bed. I have asked why Silvy doesn't wake me up to help for the night time. You know what she told me? She told me since I still had club business and the dispensary to worry about she wanted to make sure I got plenty of sleep. So I started getting up with her until she agreed to let me handle a shift at night. That was all she was willing to gave.

Yes, I still wor