I almost regretted saying the words the moment I had said them, but it was too late to take them back now and the truth was out there. Jackson knew the reason I wasn't ready to accept Blake and I am sure he was going to report that back to him when he was done here.
I could see the wheels in his head turning as he put everything together in his mind. Jackson didn't seem like an idiot, in fact he came across as someone who was highly intelligent and clearly knew what he was doing, but I am sure he was forming his own opinions on what I had told him.
In fact, he was probably waiting for the right moment to tell me that I was being childish and that it was time for me to grow the hell up. He was going to tell that Blake was nothing to do with what his father did and that I shouldn't blame him, that I should just give him a chance.
But it wasn't that simple for someone like me. I couldn't simply trust someone b
I had been in this place a week now and every singe day had been the same. I would be put in my cell at night with a decent meal as Blake had demanded and the following morning Jackson would come to speak to me for two hours each morning, before I was thrown back in the cells again.I hadn't seen or spoken to Blake again, but Jackson always told me that Blake said hello and three days after our conversation, Blake told Jackson that he understood why I couldn't accept him and that he didn't blame me for my reasons.Today was no different, other than the fact Jayson was also in the interrogation room with Jackson, only he didn't look as scary as he did when we first met a week ago. In fact, for a man who had to run an entire pack, he looked pretty relaxed today and I was sure there was something else going on."If it isn't the Big Bad Alpha. I was wondering when I would be seeing you again," I actually laughed as I sat down opposite Jayson and Jackson
If there is one thing I hate more than anything it's people who lie. I will never understand people who lie because the truth always comes out in the end and then everyone hates you for lying in the first place. I had spent an entire week with Ellie. We had actually become pretty good friends with each other in that short amount of time so to know she was lying to me actually hurt like a bitch. I told her she could trust me, but it would seem she's still struggling to understand that concept even though I have done nothing to show her otherwise. At twenty I am younger than both Jayson and Blake. They have lived for almost six years longer than I have but even they admit that I have more sense than the both of them combined. I'm the one who brings normality and stability to our friendship, Blake brings the humour and witty comments while Jayson brings the moodiness and serious amount of arrogance which goes with being an Alpha. &n
I walked out of the dungeon without making so much as a sound, I even mind linked with the guards to tell them that they needed to shut the door silently. They followed through with the instruction without question, knowing that something serious had happened. I was going through a whirlwind of emotions as I made my way to the pack house. This was too much to deal with in one day, Ellie being a traitor, only she wasn't really a traitor because she was trying to stop her past from catching up with her now. The rogue wasn't actually a rogue and was set to be the future Alpha of a pack, so the only thing actually keeping her in that cell was the fact every single bar had been coated with silver. She could transform into her wolf in the cell but she wouldn't be able to escape from the cell.
If there weren't any silver bars between the bitch next to me and myself, I definitely would have given a shot at attempting to kill her. Sure, it would have been futile because she has Alpha genes and I am rogue, but I would have given it my best shot and done as much damage as possible. I didn't want to upset Jackson or put myself back in Jayson's bad books, but I also couldn't open my mouth to tell them the truth. I would rather they died in battle, protecting their pack from my idiocy, than have them murdered for my idiocy. Either way, they were probably going to end up dead and it was going to be my fault that they were dead. It was my fault that an entire pack were going to be murdered and there was nothing I could to stop it from happening. For the last two hours I had attempted to sleep but, every single time I closed
"A rogue Alpha, huh? Never heard of that before," I heard Jackson laugh from beside me as he finally caught up with me. "My entire pack was murdered so I didn't ever have the need to really become an Alpha. I just stayed as I was and suppressed the Alpha somewhere within me," I replied. "Explains how you were able to kill all the people you did though. You unknowingly used your Alpha strength," Jackson laughed and I just shrugged at his comment. I didn't really want to think about those men because that meant I would have to think of their mates and they weren't really people I wanted to think about right now. "Don't tell anyone else. I am happy being just a normal wolf. I don't ever want to be an Alpha." I sighed and it was true. The moment someone gave me a pack, my
Today was the day that Alpha James and the six other packs were supposed to attack and to say, I was on edge would be an understatement. I was absolutely terrified of what was going to happen the moment that sun went down and another day was brought to an end. I wanted to believe that he wouldn't attack and that he would just leave off, but I knew that wasn't going to happen because it was James and he didn't back down from a fight. I did only have myself to blame for this though. I was the one who organised the entire thing and did nothing to call it off sooner, I didn't even warn Jayson when I had the chance to warn him. He had to find out the truth because Jackson overheard my conversation with Angelica; the bitch who was intent on ruining my life. If I was let anywhere near her again, her throat wouldn't be in tact when I was finished with her. I would make sure she knew just how much I hated her right now and
Link had warned me that males could be extremely possessive when it came to their mates, though I don't need him to tell me that because I had seen how he was with his mate. He hated it whenever she spoke to another male, he didn't ever want her to leave the house unless she was with someone else and she wasn't allowed any freedom. That sort of relationship wasn't going to work for me though. Blake could attempt to be like that all he wanted, but I was never going to listen to him when he told me those things. If I wanted to spend time with another male then he was going to have to trust that I wouldn't do anything, if I wanted to leave the house alone then I was going to leave the house alone and if he tried to take my freedom, well he wasn't going to like the outcome of that one.
I didn't know what the hell was happening, all I knew is that I was panicking like hell and didn't understand what I was supposed to do. One minute Ellie was fine and the next she's in tears, howling in pain, begging me to make it stop. It all started after Lex opened his big mouth though and told her what would happened if she didn't release her Alpha. The stupid dick never thinks before he opens his mouth and now, here I was, holding Ellie in my arms while shouting for someone to come and help me. I knew she was going to murder me when she woke up again and realized I had touched her, but Lex had told me it was the one thing which would calm her down. As I looked down at her unconscious form, she looked so vulnerable and weak. I hadn't really seen that side of her since I laid eye