11⁰Summer cutting part two

{Primary Kingdom}

Pov: Bella

I regretted it when I married the man, who proved to be a person totally the opposite, of what he truly was in fact. Such regret totally consumes me with each and every day that passes, at his side.

How could I have been so wrong, I should have suspected from the beginning, in his looks of repulsion directed at me, and I believed to be of enchantment for my person.

The sweet manner in which we first met was a pretense, I could have kept an eye on his movements and actions. If I could go back in time the very moment I learned of the engagement I had screamed that I would not marry, and if I forced myself to, I would run away without looking back, I would do everything, but I would never climb on high to join him.

Misery is even better than, live in luxury in the same environment as him. Being cold, hungry and humiliated is easier to put up with day after day, than living in this world of royalty.

Where everything is artificial, nothing is real.

But let me