Chapter 12

The whole morning I was preoccupied with preparing the contract para sa napagkasunduan namin ni Mr. Salazar. Huling araw ko na rito sa resort at linggo na kinabukasan kaya maaga akong tutulak pauwi.

Inaliw ko ang sarili sa iba't ibang activities na ino-offer nila rito kaya kahit papaano na-relax naman ako. I haven't seen Rylle since last night matapos ang nangyari sa pool. I can't believe I let myself like that. Maybe it was the mood? Or the way he looked at me? That has always been my weakness. Or maybe it was what my heart really wants, ang hayaan ang sarili kong mapalapit sa kanya. Kahit gaano ko pigilan ang nararamdaman ko palagi akong tinatraydor ng katawan ko.

Hindi namin napag-usapan ang nangyari dahil agad akong umalis pagkatapos niyon. I wanted to reason out that we're both adults and we both have needs pero alam kong hindi iyon ang dahilan. It was something beyond that.

Magiging hipokrita ako kung sasabihin kong hindi ko ginusto ang nangyari ng nagdaan