Despite the pain I feel in my shoulder, in my hip, even in my knee that hit the edge of the stairs, I couldn't help but huff when I saw Travis' face wearing a teasingly smile.
He hasn't really changed since I last saw him. The scars on my knee that he left are still saying hello to him. He is carrying a suitcase, which means he will not return from the human place. Well, the Undergrove was his home after all, and he was a werewolf. The only annoying thing about the situation is, because I will see him again everyday, and I'm sure the stress will be included in my daily routine from now on.
I put my hands on the floor to try to get up but he pressed his shoe a bit on my smallest finger causing me to yelp and curse him, calling his name in a hiss way. Then I grumbled, "Can you rest first before you bother me?"
I'm not in the mood right now. He didn't know how painful it was to hear Lily's voice saying Alpha Liam's name talking about punishment. My stomach crunches every time I think about that, and my mind is really focused on that thing causing me not to notice him sitting right in front of me, and actually asked, "Is that your concern for me?"
I drop my ass on the floor and held my hand that he stepped on. I scoffed and murmurs, "Concern, my foot!"
I immediately pushed him to make sure I could stand freely. He lost his balance causing him to drop his butt to the floor but I ignored him and just get to my feet. I just fixed my clothes and quickly left him alone. As I walked out the door, I heard his voice, "Can I visit you in your place, Nalani?"
Urgh, not again. I yelled back without looking back, "I've move out! If you want to go there, then good luck! You'll meet a gay who works at the gay bar!"
I don't know but from what I notice in myself now, I can quickly come up with a rush reason even if I am anxious about the situation just to avoid it immediately. I think this is one of my talents, but really... it hurts me about what I heard. What if Lily is Alpha's mate? Should I get rid my feelings from him?
Maybe it should be, and one more thing, it's still okay, since he doesn't know how I like him. When I felt that I was far from the packhouse now, I breathed out through my lips. I didn't even waste time. Despite the resentment I have now, I can't say it's too tragic, since I was just heartbroken by my secret crush. Anyway, my life does not revolve around Alpha Liam even though in the morning, noon and afternoon it is my obligation to cook his nutritious food.
My work is still more important to me, especially since my money was reduced earlier, which was supposed to be my budget for one month. If only I hadn't seen the stranger earlier, who seemed to know me well enough, the flower bouquet I was going to deliver would not have been wasted. It's like I paid for flowers only to have them crumble in the middle of the road. So for now, I have to follow Madame Hale to the human town to do my partime job.
I live alone, but honestly, I can't really remember when I woke up and didn't remember my past. I should have remembered that, but it was as if it's automatic for me that day when I woke up and I didn't notice that I didn't remember anything. Why didn't I bother to think about my parents? It's impossible for me not to know them, I didn't get amnesia.
Right after I arrived at the mini-terminal, a taxi passed by. That's what I rode to the human town. I just had the taxi driver take me to the address Madame Hale gave me. When I got there, I have plan to rest first, but Madame Hale immediately instructed me on what to do.
The human to be married seems to be rich. This reception was really granded. And here I am again, since we were organizing the wedding reception, I remembered Alpha Liam and Lily. I took a deep breath, in through my nose, out through my lips and Siena noticed me, "Are you still thinking about that scary handsome guy?"
I know that she is referring to the handsome stranger who called me by my name. But that man is not the only thing on my mind. Actually there are three of them, Alpha Liam, Travis and then him.
Wait a minute, why is my problem are men? I don't have a boyfriend! I'm one hundred percent, single and virgin, why am I stressed with men?
I felt Siena take a flower from my hand that I was stacking neatly and spoke again, "You know, don't strain your brain too much, Nalani. You'll have a hard time remembering that especially since you said earlier, you run away from him. Instead of thinking, ang running away, what if you ask him how he know you? Maybe his answer will become familiar to you and time over you will remember something."
I looked at her eyes, and honestly she has a point, but the only thing I don't understand is why I feel afraid of that man? It was as if he had done something to me that was not good.
I licked my lips and said, "I'm not sure I'll see him again."
But she snapped, "You said you went with him in the elevator at the rowan building." She actually move closer to my face, to remind me of what I said.
I keep staring at her face, her eyes were covered with bangs, but her pure black hair was braided and hung over her shoulders. What she said made me think and yes, there is a high possibility that I will see that man again in the rowan building. What if I meet him again? What will I do?
I inhaled and as I exhaled, I faced Siena, "What if you accompany me to look for him at the rowan building?" I bit my lip for a moment and continued, "I don't know but I'm scared, I just can't really explain why. What if his wolf is a monster?"
She glared at me for a moment, and actually using the flower she was holding, she hit me a little in the face. And whispered since we are here in the area of humans, "If there is a wolf monster in Undergrove, it is an Alpha wolf. Black and Large!"
And when we moved away from each other, we were surprised by Madame Hale's white dress that first caught my eye on our side. When I looked up at him, he was holding his waist with both hands raising his brows at us. He scolded, "Stop talking, just do your work, witches!"
I wince and slowly face the flower decoration that Siena and I are currently working on, so was Siena.
Before five o'clock in the afternoon, I went back to Undergrove first and Madame Hale just gave me my part-time pay. As Ivwas just on the way to the packhouse, I was thinking about nothing but Travis. My mind is already picturing seeing him sitting on the couch in the living room with one of his legs resting on his knee looking at me mockingly.
Or, while I was cooking their food, he was behind me with his arms crossed across his chest while repeatedly convincing me to visit me on my place. Or maybe as soon as I entered the door, he was already waiting for me and ready to ruined my day completely.
But luckily, when I arrived at the packhouse, no travis greeted me until I got to the kitchen and started cooking. I didn't see Lily either. Maybe she and Alpha Liam are officially in a relationship now. That's hurt!
I shook my head to get it out of my mind and continued cooking until I was done. I cooked skillet beef and vegetables since I don't know who Alpha Liam and Travis' cousin is, but I wish he like it. Maybe he also has a high position in another pack. But I'm sure of only one thing, I know that their cousin is handsome just like Alpha Liam.
After dinner was ready on the dining table, Alpha Liam's voice suddenly dominated, "Are you done, Nalani?"
I gulped down, and for a moment, my body froze where I was standing. I'm not ready for this situation especially I'm not sure if I can face him, but I can't not to answer. So even though I turned my back to him, I nodded a little and answered, "Yes, Alpha."
"I want to invite you to have dinner with us but my cousin can't see you here. So, is it okay for you, if you leave first?"
I was curious about what he said but instead of asking, I answered, "Yes Alpha." But why can't his cousin see me? Does his cousin know me?
Since he was at the door, I was forced to face him and smile but I also quickly averted my gaze and passed in front of him. My step quickened as soon as I got away from him. I just snatched my bag from a chair near the door and ran out of the packhouse.
After I got out, I was relieved, but it's just a moment when it was replaced by a feeling as if cold water had been poured over me. The man I hit with a flower bouquet is walking towards me. His brows knitted and when he stopped in front of me he actually asked, "What are you doing here, Nalani?"
RossIt's been five years, and I've also been consumed by sadness. Actually, eight years, since my family died together. The whole thing is still clear in my memory, and the worst thing I ever went through was to witness how they died in front of me.After three years of that, I still haven't recovered from the mourning when the next who died was my mate. They can die not in front of me but the fate I have is really torture. Seeing her fell off the cliff, that was the most painful of all. I endured it for five years.No family, and no mate and all I have is my pack. But can I take the pack if I don't have Luna? I am not saying that the pack is strong when there is Luna but Nalani... I love her, and I just realized this thing too late.What I did to her is unforgivable. I just realized that day, she was all I had left, but I still let her go and die. If the loss of my family hurts me a lot, I suffered even more when she's gone.She did nothing wrong but she paid for everything that ha
NALANII maneuvered myself as I entered the door of my apartment. It created a loud thud with the force of my closing it. Panting, I held my chest and breathed out through my lips. I feel that even in the taxi, the male cousin of Alpha Liam and Travis is following me.In his eyes, I can see that he misses me a lot, but it's full of sadness and curiosity. But what I don't understand is his question about how long I've been working with Alpha Liam as if he never expected.He really knows me, and it seems like I knew him before but I just forgot. I was puzzled that I didn't know where to start to find out. The pounding of my heart ten times faster than the fear seems to be nothing new to me. In his grip, my body seemed to have felt it before.I don't understand, I feel like I'm shrinking in his presence. I'm scared. And I still feel these feelings even though I'm here in my place. He's not around me, and more he's not here with me.I picked up the bag on the floor that I dropped earlier
ROSSAfter I told her about what I noticed in her, she automatically hugged her chest. I don't know what's wrong with her why she came back to the packhouse wearing only a nightgown and no bra. Her nipple still pointed against her thin dress and that made Darth chuckle inside my head. This caused the return of his energy as if she was the truly cure for our current illness."I... I'm sorry, I... I forgot... I was in a hurry." I just watched every turn of her eyes as if she was about to drown in shame. "Ahm...Madame Hale will get mad once I couldn't give that. I-I mean, I woke up and remembered that I didn't do my..." She glanced at the gift I was holding. "...Mission," she finished her sentence.Until now, it seems to be in her system to be afraid of others as it happened to her in our pack. Even with the omegas, she became scared to the edge in their presence. I want her to go back to how she was before our painful tragedy happened.She was never afraid that time, especially in our c
NALANI"So... this guy you say who know you, but you don't have the slightest hint of who he is, is Alpha's cousin?" Siena asked after I told my situation and what I found out about Alpha's cousin. She was currently stacking flowers in a bouquet wrapper resting on a red ribbon. She glances at me.I nodded and she added, "And Alpha Liam ordered you to leave the packhouse right away because his cousin can't see you?" I nodded again. She squinted her eyes at me and asked for the last, "Do you know what this means?"Yeah, I have a hint but no words came out of my mouth and I only did shaking my head causing her to flick my forehead. I halted yelping rubbing my skin she'd flicked. I yelled, "What's wrong with you?"She huffed and dropped a flower stem on the table and turned to face me, crossing her arms across her chest. "Listen carefully, okay?"I frowned at her but I still wanted to hear what she had to say despite the realization that came up in my mind. "You said that man was Alpha Li
NALANI"He's Alpha Liam's cousin and he's the guy you say you don't remember?" I nodded and Madame Hale went on still exclaiming, "Why don't I know him? Mostly Alpha's cousins, I really know them. Well only two boys and a girl but—" His thoughts snapped his words and looked at me. "Wait a minute!" Fear and worry flashed in his eyes as he held his mouth.Siena also peered into his face, waiting for what he would say about whatever realization that was. My heart beat faster with the doubt that, his realization might not be good for me. After his dumbfounded moment, he shook his head with a wave of his hand over his face as if to swipe away what he was thinking.But he quickly grabbed my arm as well as Siena's. He cocked his head inside the flower shop and said, "Let's go inside. I realized something, but of course I need your opinion, thoughts, realization or whatever..." We move inside the shop. My curiosity is killing me while watching his reaction. Before he started his words, he l
ROSSDarth really hates flowers. It had a strong effect on him, and out of all the wolves, he was the only one with this kind of issue. That's why, I left the flowershop earlier even though I wanted to talk to Nalani. Honestly, I don't even know what topic I should open up, and maybe it's good that it happened for me to better prepare for the next chance.'Or you better meet her in another place next time,' Darth suggested in my thoughts. That was my plan but to the fact that I can still see the fear in her eyes, I don't know how to approach. 'Ask her when she comes here later in the packhouse.'I glanced at the wall of the room, and I just realized that it was almost noon, which meant that Nalani would be coming to cook food for Liam. I was jealous but the idea that I would see her again watered my soul—a bit. 'What if you wait for her arrival? Then don't frown, smile at her.'My brows creased at Darth's suggestion. 'How do I do that?'Because we went through the same thing, he heave
NALANIIf there's one thing I don't want to feel at all, it's fear. It weakens my system. The bones in my knees softened and almost all my muscles trembled. I know, he left, I'm just not sure if he followed Travis. But his name, my dream, his weird approaches, the information I got from Madame Hale and my dream are all connected.I also puzzled over Travis saying he was a monster. Well, I just confirmed earlier that he's the reason why Travis got mad, that's according to Alpha Liam using the word 'for sure' and 'again'. From him, I found out that they don't get along and the word that Travis said seems like he knows what kind of man his cousin is. I'm still shaking like a leaf, I can't remember my past but I had a strong hunch, what I had gone through was terrible and it seemed true that Alpha's cousin, Ross, was the one behind it. Earlier, while Travis was bursting out of anger, I saw him coming down the stairs, acting like nothing happened. I have no idea what they were fighting ab
NALANIThe flowershop closed early because Madame Hale had an emergency. Actually, this business of his is quite large but in the flowershop where we are, was his office. The main building of Hale Flowershop is actually right across from the mall. His regular employees were there. Here at our place, Siena is the only regular and I am the only part time worker. His early closing was in Siena's favor and now we were given a chance to hang around the park. I was watching at the children playing in the playground while listening to their laughter and giggles. I'm curious if they are all Werewolves, but mostly here in the Undergrove are shape-shifters. There are very few humans here and almost all of us have jobs. As they say, only brave humans can interact with them. I agree with that, since it wasn't really easy to interact with them at first.But my brows creased thinking how did I start staying here. I think I can recall that but wait. I know I graduated as a dietitian, but who suppo