For a second, I felt relief this was my dad, I haven’t seen him since I was 4years old. I wanted to cry, but then I took in my appearance. I was completely paralyzed and not in fear, but from something else. Why was my legs and arms so heavy? I couldn’t move, “Daddy, I can’t move. Why can’t I move” I called out to him but he just stared at me, this isn’t the man I remembered this isn’t the man that played hide and seek wit me and Mikayla. He turned his back on me and took a seat on the edge of the bed. He stared in front of him as if he was extremely deep in thought. “You never came back” I looked at him, but I could barely see him in the position I was lying in. “I wasn’t allowed to” He turned his head slowly, “She told you didn’t she, and where’s Kayla?” I had no idea what he was talking about, who told me what? But giving him the news about Micky would be insanely difficult “I don’t know who told me what daddy? And Micky passed away in a car crash when we were 14 years old togethe
Sometimes in life we come to a crossroad, a choice. This was mine. I laid there one evening and my mind started to wander back, I never truly gave myself time to mourn the family and friends I lost. I have been running for such a long time, never standing in the moment to just embrace. To just feel, to remember and mourn the loss of my innocence or to give myself the time to process all that happened so I did. I cried, I let it all out. Every time I felt unsafe, violated, fear, anger, sadness. I just let the emotions run through me, the memories. I took time, to forgive every single person who have ever hurt me, my uncle always said that forgiveness isn’t for the person who hurt you. It's for yourself, because unforgiveness is like a cancer it feeds on you and drains you. The other person will continue on with their lives, it’s yours that doesn’t continue who comes to a complete stop. So I let my world stand still for a moment and found forgiveness that wasn’t the hard part. The hard
Keegan’s P.O.VEverything around me froze when I heard that gunshot, I swear as if everything went in slow motion. The guys started running as past me, screaming her name as they started pulling their guns. Except for me, fear gripped me. And where adrenaline would normally spike nothing did. Time stood still, until Kade grabbed me “she needs you, she needs us. Concentrate on her” And then it all knocked me in the gut and I started up. Like no one’s business, I ran and saw the body first. It wasn’t hers though it was a man, then I saw her. She didn’t have any blood on her she was safe, but then I turned. And saw the person who pulled the trigger. “You have to go, get out of here.” She turned and looked at me with tears in her eyes. “No, I know exactly what I did.” But Catalya spoke up,” give it to me, I was kidnapped. It was self-defense I would love to see them prove otherwise.” But she didn’t want to leave so Catalya stepped forward and whispered something to her, that made her hand
After a couple of weeks, our parents invited us over for dinner at the same place we always went for dinner. I dressed up, for the occasion. Keegan as always couldn’t take his eyes off of me. “You look so beautiful Kitten” I couldn’t help it. I loved him I loved the way he looked at me as if I was the only woman in the room, as if I was the only thing his entire life revolved around and he still hasn’t left. My mom told me she had to come clean and tell him everything. And he still came for me, he still looked at me as if I was the best thing in the entire world. At first, he didn’t want to make love to me so I left him no choice when I dressed up into a sexy little outfit waiting for him in bed after I left a note against the door warning him that if someone was with him, they had to turn around and go home. I loved the way how he already started undressing the moment he came into the room. He made love to me endlessly that night, I had no idea what was going on with me but I just co
We all sat there trying to process the news, Keegan never stopped calling or texting. I turned towards Alexa trying to backtrack from the fact that I was pregnant to “are you going to tell him?” She slowly turned towards me, she was extremely pale and for a second, I thought she might faint. “I don’t know, should I? I mean we had an incredible time together, but I snuck out so technically this is all my fault right.” But I didn’t feel the same way “you can’t get pregnant touching yourself Lex, it takes two to tango. He enjoyed it just as much as you did and I kind of feel like he needs to take responsibility for his actions to you know.” Kimberly our soft and kind hearted friend looked at me with wonder in her eyes. I loved her just as much as the others, her hair was pitch black and long it came in the middle of her back, her eyes always shone like two blue orbs and her skin was as pale and silky as mine. She loved animals and nature; Alexa called her a tree hugger. Which did make se
We didn’t want everyone to know that we are pregnant until we had the all clear from the gynecologist, so we went to our first appointment. The Doctor placed a clear gel on my stomach as he worked the wand from left to right, she started to smile “well there’s one, and if I move it like this you would see another one.” I froze “twins” she nodded her head so I turned towards Keegan he had a breathtaking smile on his face his eyes were lit with wonder and awe as he stood there staring at the screen. The doctor then moved the wand again “do you want to hear the heartbeats?” we both nodded enthusiastically she pressed a couple of buttons and then turned the speaker on. I felt my emotions running wild as I heard both my babies’ heartbeats. “It sounds like running horses” Keegan grabbed my hand and kissed it slowly as he wet my hand with his tears. I turned towards him “tears of joy?” he nodded but couldn’t say a word. He was choked up and I could feel my own tears to well up. The doctor as
Alexa P.O.VThe first time I took the tests with the girls it came back positive, but I still couldn't believe it so I am back.I could hear my own heart beating in my chest as I stood in the long que waiting for someone, anyone to help every single person in front and behind me. My pulse is raising and quite honestly, I am severely pissed off at the moment. All things considered I have been off kilter recently hence the reason I am here today. Standing in a really long que waiting to pay the eight small boxes I am cradling to my chest, I have never had to deal with this shit before but yet here I am. Normally I am extremely safe, I check and double check. But that fucking man, made me lose all of my senses and here I am. “Next.” The woman upfront calls for the person in front of me, oh wait that’s me I am up next. I move to the counter nearly shaking as I hand her the eight boxes that would most probably change the rest of my life. She smiles at me and I couldn’t hide my disgust, she
Months agoAlexa P.O.VWe left for the dance floor and I saw Kade he always had a way to look at me with that darn sly smile that had me weak in the knees and I hated the effect this man had on my body. I started dancing with different men, thriving on all the attention I received. Rocking my red backless dress and black stilettos, my red auburn hair flowing lose against my breasts as I grinded against my current dance partner. Owning my femineity and confidence. But when I turned around Kade was the man I was grinding up against, I couldn’t help but feel superior by the way his eyes were filled with lust. I moved closer, our lips mere inches apart. I liked his lip teasing him. His hands gripped my hips, as he was clearly trying to keep himself under control. But this was the part I loved, making them lose control, making them realize who was really in control. Me. I slid my hand gently down his chest making my way down to his cock. Leaning closer I could feel his breathing speed up a