It's been about a few days now and I still haven't seen Luciano. It does suck but, it’s teaching me some self discipline. Maybe, I should call my mom? It’s been dwelling on my mind for a few days now. I want to actually update her about what’s been happening in my life so far. She doesn’t know that much, I do contact my parents of course they’re my parents but it’s not as much as I’d like. It’s weekly but right now I really need to call her. After my parents divorce, she had to adjust to life without a person she’s known and loved for ages. Though our situations aren’t really all that similar because well I don’t ‘love’ Luciano, I wanna ask her about what I should do. These few weeks have been pretty shitty. Amara has been ignoring me and acting like I don't even exist. I mean I get that she’s mad and yes I knew that if she did ever find out she’d be of course mad at me but ugh. I wish things were different. I wish that she’d forgive me but that seems almost impossible. Whenever I see
Gabriella's POVVincent, had invited me to have lunch with him but for some reason, he chose the worst place, the place that I've been heavily avoiding. The cafeteria. I don't like going there much anymore, I usually just grab my lunch then go eat it somewhere else. This is all because of the events that happened that one time, that one small time that I went there with Luciano. But of course, I said yes because well we all have to face our fears sometimes right? Also, I need to tell him that I’m heading to visit my mom for a bit. I don’t know exactly how long I want to stay there for but hey, we’ll plan as we move on. I spotted Vincent sitting by himself on a table, when he saw me, a smile appeared on his face and he waved me over. "I saved us the whole table so that nobody could bother us." I cleared my throat."Wow is that so Vincent? Thanks, that's so thoughtful that you didn't want us to be distracted. I appreciate that a lot. I have to tell you something by the way.” Ok so I di
On The Trip - I haven't talked to Luciano since my time here. No texts, no sure as hell calls, nothing. And in the mean time what I have been doing instead is hanging out with my mom. When I came, I’d burst into tears. Happy to be back, happy to see her and annoyed and upset at Luciano. Apart of the cry was also the pain I felt from Amara. I told my mom about everything that happened when I’d left. She is not for Luciano right now but she’s currently elaborate more on why he could’ve done that. She’s very good at relationship advice though she’s divorced. We’re currently on the beach and enjoying the ocean view and the sun. “He’s a good guy deep down. I believe there’s a good person deep down in each and every person even your dad. He…when we first met I hated his guts. All he ever did was annoy me. He’d always make fun of my work and make fun of me when I failed a test, he was an absolute ass and a menace. But I knew that he wasn’t really like that. My favourite Disney movie, is bea
After Luciano had left my apartment, I started to get in my head. What is so wrong with his brother anyway? He seems like he really hates him. I don't think that Amara knows anything, like she said she thinks her brother is the best so she must be just as clueless as me here. I probably shouldn't ask Vincent either since he's apart of this mess. So you know what that means, time to take a trip through g****e.Ok, so after looking through about 30 articles, yes 30 articles, I think that I've finally got a good article that explains some stuff. It mentions something about this girl Bella and Vincent? I decided to check it out, how bad could it really be huh? Wow. Never mind what I said, this article is bad. I took a look through the article, and let's just say this I can not believe this actually happened in real life. It could be fake but I don’t think so. Apparently 'Bella' used to date Luciano however she was cheating on him with Vincent. His brother. That’s probably why he got all j
When I reached home, I went straight to my dorm and first screamed into my pillow. I screamed for a good minute and then I pulled out my phone and texted Luciano to come and meet me for that date tonight. I know it’s sudden but I need need need to distract myself. And also I didn’t even get to ask my questions about the article because the evil witch that is Bella came into the conversation with the ‘I’m his girlfriend card’ and he pulled the ‘she’s no body’ card. I’m no one to you? I’m not even mad that he may have lead me on I’m mad that he didn’t even classify me as a friend. I mean really? He saw me as lower that unimportant that he called me a nobody? Ugh if that fucker was here right now, I’d deal with him with my hands. Luciano would never do that to me. I know that. He’s better than Vincent.I stood up and went to go to the toilet but I stopped at the mirror curious to see what I look like. I look like I’ve just woken up. I checked my text messages and yes, he’s texted back. Th
Luciano had come back home with me after the date and we’d spent time talking about anything and everything. It was nice. Luciano I realised is the only guy I’ve felt this good with. In a very long time. I’d taken a break from the dating pool after high school, I’d gotten into talking stages yes but those never worked out because sooner or later I’d just grown annoyed and disappointed with the amount of men who didn’t satisfy me. Not sexually but more like after a while, everything got bad. Every bad flaw about them was exposed and what I saw? It was certainly not pretty. In the middle of our conversation we’d heard a knock on the door. Luciano got up to go answer and when he opened the door I could sense the change in his body language, he seemed really pissed. I couldn’t see who was at the door exactly but I was feeling too euphoric from the date to care. Today was already bad enough so really any more bad stuff and I’ll break. He turned back to me. “I'll be right back. Stay here.”
Gabriella's POV It's been a pretty rough couple of days, I mean of course how couldn’t it be? I’d already found out how awful Vincent is but then I find out there’s more? I find out that his brother who took me out on a date has been lying and using me like a game!? I mean who does that? I gave him a chance. I let him in my heart. I fricking gave him a second date so that he could prove that he wasn’t awful and he said things like ‘I’m willing to fight for us’ and ‘I want this’. It was everything I wanted to hear. It was all I needed to hear. I thought back to earlier in the hall. I wasn’t even going to go outside. I couldn’t hear much except for them talking, I wasn’t too interested because you know I was happy. My date with Luciano had gone amazingly and I was with the one I thought wanted me. I however got thirsty and went to grab a glass of water and as I did, I passed by the door in that exact moment, guess what I heard? Someone said the name ‘Bella’. I stopped in my tracks and
I was at the club now and fuck, I gotta say, this is pretty nice, I haven't been here in a very long time. I immediately went over to the bar to grab myself a drink. I might as well buy the whole bottle to be honest. I plan on drinking out my feelings, no sorry drowning down my feelings tonight. I can't deal with the amount of times they keep coming in to my mind. My heart feels broken. I've grown more tired and pissed off by the tiniest interactions. My mom. She has no idea about it. I would tell her but she was so sure about Luciano. She was right though, he has a wall in his heart that someone will crack down; sooner or later. That person won't be me however. And she was right I really liked him. My eyes light up when I talk about him, I force it to go away when I start reminiscing on the happy memories we'd made together. He'd made me so happy but the thing is out of anyone else, he has brought me the most pain. I sit sometimes and cry. Cry because it all changed so quickly...why c