Finally I graduated from Middle School, my body was limp to see that the grades weren't what I expected, it's sad that I felt a little disappointed. My overall exam score averaged only 36.5. Failed my hopes of getting into my favorite Public High School 1. In the school that I dreamed of, the minimum score had to be around 39-40, really the best score. Hopefully you can still enter other Public High Schools in my little town.
"Don't be sad, Sin, let's try registering with other Public High Schools, ok?"
"Yes Mom, it's a shame my grades are not optimal.""Yes, the most important thing is maximum effort.""Yes Mom.""Where are you going in now?""Try first to Public Senior High School 2 and Senior High School 3 Mom."I ventured to register to the two schools. Mom accompanied me to register there. Next week there will be announcements of new admissions simultaneously. Catur and Maria enter Public High School 2, while Fina and Nicky enter Priva
A week laterEvery afternoon it's still the same, Impin still calls me often, still often sharing stories and stories at their respective schools. Still friendly and fun to call me. Looks like I can rely on her feelings and heart. Maybe he's changed, and maybe I'm just his close friend now. Because I heard that my friend Menik, her old lover, has moved out of town to study there. Hopefully our relationship will improve and get better in the future. Tomorrow I, Catur and Maria will gather at my house. Even though we no longer go to school, we will continue to meet and maintain our friendship. Now at school it is also quite comfortable, I already have dozens of new friends, even though they seem more simple, not as funny and hanging out as my junior high school friends, but I realize they are very nice and friendly. We always play, learn and eat together. Sometimes in the school canteen, but more often than not I bring my mother's lunch. Someday I want to go to medi
Oh my God, what the heck, all my friends are in one word with Febri, for the sake of a bowl of soto and silver Queen without asking what my true feelings are to Febri. Febri is a pretty good kid, but he's not really my idol type of girlfriend. I secretly fell in love with the seniors that Ms. Tri introduced to me the other day. Arjuna is handsome, sweet, tall, and kind. He is the son of the owner of the People's Credit Bank in my city, but besides that I really fascinate him, because he is kind and friendly even though he is the son of a rich person. It was really troublesome this time at home, as usual we gathered on the porch of my house, made fruit chips, snacks for various chips, made sweet tea and other snacks. Seriously, they were my friends confidently and without permission inviting Febri and other friends to come to my house. There were Dwi, Rangga, Indra who accompanied them. Sure enough, when he got off his motorbike, Febri brought a basket containing the
He really cares for me, I have been in a relationship with Febri for several months. On the 21st of every month, he always gives me greetings and gifts for our anniversary. Sometimes giving me tarts, dolls or my favorite chocolate. I realized he really, really loves me. Many things are missing from me now, which is definitely freedom, the day I feel very, very confined.Even though it's just for greeting with male friends and friends, just saying hi, Febri is always angry and jealous. It's something I'm always annoyed about, whatever he has to monitor, he has to have permission. Sometimes I think, I just became his girlfriend why do I have to be confined like this. How about getting married later, and the jealousy is getting worse every day. It really makes me tired. It's hard to break up, want to be ambiguous when it's my time to be dual, go home, come home from school or even in the evening he always plays to my house. From the first time to the whole
Febri's aspirations are very high, he wants to become a doctor or civil engineer just like me, he is smart and comes from a rich family. It's a shame if you don't study at the best university on the island of Java. Unlike the case with me, who was the son of a widow and only worked as an ordinary teacher, I could not expect to have high aspirations to leave the city and study at an expensive university. You have to think a lot about the economic situation and the abilities of your parents."Feb, do you want to study in Jogjakarta?""Yes Sin, pray for me, I hope I pass the selection to the university I want.""Yes, I will definitely pray for Febri to study in the best place""Sintia is also enthusiastic, right? Will you continue to study in Bandung or in Lampung, will you study Sin?""I will try everything Feb, Sintia will try her best first according to Sintia's goals.""Remember one thing Sintia, be faithful here for me.""Yes, I hope you can be l
I locked myself in my room, days or weeks and I will open it if Kiki and my friends knock on this room and just look for me, I'm traumatized, really traumatized by that bitter incident. The cheerful me is now suddenly pensive sad, my friends may be surprised by the change in my attitude. And the trust and love for Hery was suddenly faded and destroyed. Resign, how can God give the best way. Sintia is completely destroyed, empty and injured. On the other hand, Hery repeatedly apologized to me, but for some reason it wasn't love or love that remained, but one only feeling of disappointment, hatred and regret for knowing him all this time. I also thought I better stay away from Hery for the future and my dreams, to hell with his promise to marry me and propose to me soon. I don't want my life to be destroyed any deeper, my life is destroyed, my parents' hearts will definitely cry because of all this. If I continue my relationship with Hery tomorrow or t
"Sintia doesn't agree if Mom remarries, whatever the reason Mom, Sintia objected.""But this is Mom's life, this is Mom's decision to remarry.""But he is not like the late Daddy, his character and personality very much at odds with Daddy.""Because you don't know Sintia yet.""Whatever it is, Sintia disagrees Mom!" Mom still married with her choice, it was very difficult to forbid her even though almost all families did not give their blessing, but gradually they gave the blessing to the nominal value of the material that my stepfather gave to my uncle and aunt. Mom remains determined with her choice. My step-father candidate is like I said, he's kind, it's just stubborn, selfish and doesn't know any rules or manners. The house is like a terminal, messy and unkempt. They at will at will begin to feel uncomfortable at home and prefer to travel to the city or out of town even with weeks or months of leaving us. I was at home only with my grandmother, s
"Roby, how serious is our relationship?""Seriously, Sin, God willing, to get married.""Rob, has Sintia something to say, how important is the meaning of Virgin to you?""Sin, why talk about that, it's all taboo Sin.""Yes, Sintia just wants to hear your opinion, what if Sintia is no longer a virgin?""Are you serious Sin?""Yes, I was traumatized by a rape case before.""That's right Sin, when and who offended you.""At the beginning of college, Rob. Who and when, let it all be Sintia's secret, for almost 5 years Sintia has been quiet, Rob.""Yes Sin, brother appreciate all that, I have known you for a long time Sin, you are kind, and you sincerely love you.""Brother, accept Sintia's shortcomings?""Yes, let the past become a past, especially when we are already getting married and engaged.""Thank you Roby." Today, I admit my shortcomings, and Roby seems to know and not make a big deal out of it all. Like I said, I felt like I was
"Sin, what is the meaning of this Hery SMS message?""Hery SMS, did he say what?""So this is your behavior, this is what is said to be getting married, this is what is said to be honest!""What, Rob? may Sintia borrow the cellphone first, may Sintia read the message from Hery Rob. ""Never mind, this is your cellphone, we are not married, we are done. Sin is enough." Roby left me and our lunch place. My body was shaking as if in disbelief, many eyes were looking around me, I tried to calm down, read the contents of Hery's SMS message for me. And trying to hold back the tears that began to trickle down my cheeks. I also took the cellphone lying on the table and read the contents of Herry's message. "Thank you, Sintia, I am very satisfied with your game in bed yesterday, I really like Sin." Immediately pale, I could only remain silent after reading it, trying not to faint and panic. I returned to my office, I could not just leave my job as a Teller