Ryder So, I just invited Ivy to Sirius's birthday party. I'm not entirely sure why I did it, but it's done now, and I can't take it back. Maybe it was because I had fun hanging out with her earlier today. She's funny and easy to talk to, and I feel like I can be my true self in front of her. And also kind of cute. I shake my head. No, I'm being stupid. She is more annoying than cute. But I can't stop thinking about her now. Her soft, rounded face with full lips and a cute nose with tiny freckles sprinkled on it, her wild curly hair and big green eyes... Dang it, why do I find her so attractive? "Why do you look like you swallowed a whole lemon?" Sirius pushes me to get my attention. I jump, startled, and quickly compose myself. "Uh, what? No reason. I'm fine." Sirius is the Beta wolf of our pack and my childhood best friend. We are supposed to be celebrating his birthday tomorrow night. Sirius raises an eyebrow. "You sure?" You nearly ran into me just now, not even watching wh
IvyMy mind is weird.I should be mad at Ryder for being mean to me all the time, but instead, it makes me giggle when he snaps at me. Maybe I like the way he scrunches his nose when he is annoyed at me or the way his little vein pops up on his forehead when he is mad at me. It's adorable.But then again, why do I find it adorable when someone is being mean to me? Is there something wrong with me? Maybe I have some sort of weird psychological issue that I need to address.Or maybe I just have a strange sense of humor. I mean, I laugh at my own jokes even when no one else finds them funny. Maybe finding Ryder's annoyance amusing is just another one of my quirks.Either way, I need to stop thinking about him so much. I can't get too attached because this isn't meant to be a long-lasting friendship. Guys like Ryder don't hang out with girls like me!But I really did have so much fun with him at the carnival!He had been weirdly understanding when I was scared of heights, and then he invi
RyderIvy grabs the sleeve of my shirt as I try to get out of the car. "What?" I bark."Um...maybe this is a bad idea," she chuckles nervously."What's a bad idea? Going to a party?" I arch my brows."Going as your date, I mean."I smirk at her. "What? Chickening out already?"Ivy rolls her eyes. "No, it's just...I don't know."I reach out and tug at her braid. "No need to be nervous. I promise not to be too mean to you tonight. I'll even act like I'm into you," I say, surprised by my own words. I don't know why, but I feel protective over her tonight.Maybe it's because she looks so stunning in her little red dress, or maybe it's because I don't want anyone than me to be rude to her."Really? Why are you being nice to me all of a sudden?" Ivy asks me.I shrug, trying to play it cool. "I don't know, maybe I just feel like being a good date tonight."Ivy raises an eyebrow at me, clearly not buying it. "Okay...well, I don't believe you. I think you are up to something. Maybe planning re
IvyRyder is holding me close as we dance. I can feel his grip on my waist tightens, so I look up at him, wondering what's going on.I see a flicker of something in his eyes like he's struggling with something internally. His grip loosens a little, and he clears his throat before speaking. "I wasn't accusing you of anything earlier."I look at him with surprise. "Hmm?""I'm just saying...I wasn't really jealous of you and Sirius," Ryder says.Oh, we are still harping on that?"I'm sure you weren't, Ryder. Why would you? I'm not exactly the beauty queen everyone sought after."Ryder's eyes narrow slightly. "That's not true, Ivy. You are...""I am what?" I stare at him intently."You aren't...hideous looking," Ryder mumbles.I giggle. "Gee...thanks so much for thinking I'm not hideous.""Okay, that was a stupid thing to say. What I was trying to say was that you...you...are...cute," Ryder stammers.I can't help but smile at Ryder's flustered response. Is the big bad Alpha feeling nervou
RyderI don't know what to do with myself anymore.I don't know how, but I am somehow keeping it together while I'm dancing with Ivy, even though my heart is pounding and my head is spinning. I can feel my emotions spiraling out of control as the time go by.Her scent, her soft skin against my palm, and the feel of her soft lips when I kissed her made my cock hard, and I really hoped she didn't notice.FUCK! WHY?I know it's wrong to feel this way about someone who is not my mate, especially a wolfless girl, but I can't help myself. She's just so damn cute.And despite my cringy attempts at flirting, she seems to be enjoying my company. Maybe she doesn't take me seriously, maybe she's just being polite, but it feels good to have her attention. But did I just tell her I'd give her kissing lessons? Really Ryder?I'm an idiot.I need to get away from her for a moment so I can think rationally again, so I let go of her waist. "I need to go outside and get some air," I mumble."Oh, okay, s
Ivy I received a text from Ryder this morning. Ryder: "Hey, good morning." I stare at it with confusion. Why is he texting me good morning? Is this a trap, or are we friends now? I quickly type a reply. Me: "Good morning." Ryder: "Sleep okay?" Okay, now he is being weird. What does he care about whether I slept or not? Me: "Um...yeah. You?" Ryder: "No." I stare at my phone for a moment, thinking he will send a follow-up text explaining why he didn't sleep well, but my phone stays silent. Okay...what is the point of these texts? I don't hear from him the rest of the day but my phone dings again in the evening. Ryder: "Wanna come to my game tonight?" I stare at the message for a few moments, my mind racing with questions. Why is he inviting me to his game? Is this a date or just a friendly invitation? And why is he suddenly interested in spending time with me? Despite my doubts and suspicions, I decided to take him up on his offer. Me: "Sure, what time and where?" Ryder q
Ryder Alex raises his hands in defense, "Hey, man, we were just talking. No need to get aggressive." I step forward, "I said stay away from her," I repeat, I keep my voice low and dangerous. I don't know why but seeing Alex get so close to Ivy made my blood boil. I take another step forward, feeling the anger coursing through me. Alex doesn't seem phased by me. He only stares at me and grins. Ivy is just standing frozen, looking at me with wide eyes. I know I have to keep my cool, but it is hard when Alex is testing my patience. "Come on, man," Alex says, taking a step back when I step closer to him. "I didn't mean any harm. Just talking to your little girlfriend here." I grit my teeth. "I don't care. You need to leave her alone." Alex roll his eyes. "Fine, whatever." After he walks away, I let out a deep breath. I turn to Ivy, who is still staring at me in shock. "Are you okay?" I ask, my voice softening. She nods slowly. "Yeah, but why do you look so angry?" I shrug, try
IvyI can't believe it! Ryder is on board with my stupid plan!It still doesn't solve my problem entirely, but at least I can stall Alpha Maurice now. I am so happy I could die!But then again...Being around Ryder too much doesn't feel too safe because the attraction between us is almost unbearable. When he kissed me...I feel my cheeks flush again at the memory. When he kissed me, I felt a rush of electricity and warmth spreading throughout my body. It was like my heart was beating faster than it ever had before, and I couldn't help but respond to his kiss. The kiss felt both familiar and new at the same time as if we had been waiting for this moment for a long time.This is all wrong. I shouldn't feel like this with Ryder!"What are you smiling about, moron?" someone barks at me, so I stop dreaming about the kiss.I look at the person, and my mood sours.Mindy and her little Barbie wolf pack."Leave me alone, Mindy. I'm not in the mood for your bullshit today," I snap at her, hoping