Chapter 18

KATE

It was almost six o'clock when I woke up. I took a shower and sat in front of my vanity mirror. I needed to do something with my hair. I wasn't as excited about the party as I would have liked to be. All thanks to that damn Ryan.

I wish I could forget about him for a while. Or maybe forever. No. I couldn't forget about the best moments I ever experienced. I couldn't understand what I was feeling. Was it just because of the amazing sex? Why was I so obsessed with him? Maybe because he made me feel desired. Or because of the pleasure he could give me. Maybe it's just because this is new to me. The sex.

All I wanted was to have him all to myself, for an indefinite time. Where I could do whatever I wanted. Just to satisfy the crazy urge to feel him inside me, touching me, kissing me. Even though I felt like it was insatiable.

*'I still haven't done everything I want to do with you.'*

I would love to find out what he wanted to do. Oh, my God. What was happening to me? Once again, I wa