Chapter 30: Forgiven

Jenna/ Sr. Claire

To forget is the hardest thing to do and that is why I don't forgive anyone easily. However, to see people that I used to despise work their way for forgiveness, my heart wavers. Shawn did live up to his promise and so did everyone else.

After another month Shawn did earn my trust but not my heart. However, recently I am starting to feel it wavers for him. I have to be honest that every time I am with him I am smiling and happy. He didn't do anything to relive the unforgiveable past we had, rather he filled it with lights.

Now I am conflicted between my feelings for him and my responsibilities as a nun. A woman who is already anointed to serve God.

"Do you want more" Shawn said, pulling me out of my train of thoughts. I look up and see him wiggles his brow at the waffle on the spatula in his hand? I groan and rub my stomach.

"No thanks, I am full," I said. He shook his head and place the waffle on an empty plate.

"Morning uncle and aunty" I hear a cheerful voice