*Baxter's pov*
I woke up to the news that Monica was nowhere to be found. Her personal maid was the one who had raised the alarm of her disappearance.
I had ordered a search party to go look for her and I was currently pacing around my room waiting for some information.
My blood was boiling with so much rage, I was extremely furious.
"Why did she leave? How did she even escape from here?" I asked myself but I couldn't find any answers to the questions I seek.
Yes I admit that I've been treating her so badly, more worse than anyone deserves to be treated, but this wasn't how I wanted her to leave.
A knock sounded on my door, jolting me back to reality.
"Come in." I ordered and Harry my beta walked in.
"Anything?" I asked.
"No Alpha. There's been no sign of her anywhere, if she's been long gone, then I doubt that there's any hope of finding her."
"Well then keep searching!!" I thundered. "I don't care if you have to move the heavens and the earth just find Monica! I want her back in this palace at any cost. Send some men to the neighboring packs and have them look for her everywhere!" I ordered.
"But we can't just storm their packs without permission." Harry said and I shot him a very dangerous glare.
"You should simply do as you're told Harry, never forget your place. Nobody in their right senses will dare to defy me, and if there be anyone that refuses, I want you to kill them and everything present there."
"I don't care what it is that you have to do, Just find her!"
"Yes Alpha." He bowed before taking his leave.
I ruffled my hair in frustration as I let out a loud roar.
I can't tell what's happening to me, but Monica's disappearance seems to have moved something inside of me and it's only now that I've come to realize the mistake I made.
I've always been aware of her feelings for me, but I paid no attention to it and was simply blinded by my need of getting a child.
There's something about her that always seems to entice me, her smile, her scent. But I never paid attention to any of this things and only hurt her so much, I've caused her so much pain that it shocked me that she's been able to endure all this for two good years.
"Please goddess, help me locate her, I promise to be good to her. I'll give anything to find Monica."
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Days ran into weeks and weeks into months, yet there was no sign of Monica. My beta kept on trying to talk me into giving up the search for her but there's no way that I'm going to stop searching for her.
I became so miserable with each passing day that Monica was yet to be found, all I wanted was to find her, that was the most important thing to me.
I didn't give up the search for her, I was more than determined to find her no matter what it takes.
"Alpha." I heard Harry call and I turned to face him.
"What news do you bring?"
"There's still no sign of her anywhere Alpha. We've been searching for months with no luck." He said, the frustration visible in his voice.
"And that's what we'll continue to do until we find her."
"But—"
"You may leave now Harry. I desire to be alone." I cut him off.
I heard him sigh, then he bowed and left.
Not quite long after he left, another guard walked in to announce someone's presence.
"Who is it?"
"The head maid Ruth. She insists there's something you must know.''
"Send her in."
The guard left and Ruth came in a few seconds.
"You request to see me?"
"Yes Alpha. There's something you must know." She said.
I noticed the nervousness on her face and how she was fumbling with the hem of her dress.
"Speak Ruth." I urged.
"I'll love to ask that you pardon me but whatever I did I do not regret." She said, then she raised her head to meet my gaze, all traces of nervousness or fear gone. Rather there was this fierce look on her face.
"What do you mean?"
"It's about Monica."
"Monica!" My heart skipped a beat when I heard a name. "What about her? Do you know where she is?" I asked in excitement.
"I'm afraid I do not know Alpha but eight months ago I was the one who aid her escape."
"What!!?" I said in disbelief.
"Before you carry out your judgment, I'll love for you to please hear me out first Alpha."
"And why should I do that? Give me one good reason I shouldn't slay you where you stand!" I spat.
"Because when you hear what I have to say, you will realize that everything was your fault and I did the right thing at that time." She said, staring deeply into my eyes. Something no one would dare to do.
"I'm only doing this because I've seen the change in you Alpha and I feel this is the right thing despite the fact that it might be too late already."
"We all know how badly you treated Monica. Monica loved you so much Alpha and she always hoped that a day will come when you will change and realize her love for you and reciprocate that love."
"During those hard times and times when all she wanted to do was die, I was the only present for her. To me Monica was like a sister, she was a woman with a pure heart who wanted nothing more than to be treated right for once."
"The day she left was the same day we had both discovered something great and all she wanted was to share that good news with you and hope that you will change, but that wasn't the case because that same day you also revealed your true feelings leaving her shattered and heart broken."
"I I don't understand, what news? What do you mean?" I asked in confusion as everything was becoming too much for me to take in.
"Well Monica she..." She trailed off.
"She what!? Tell me!" I half yelled.
"She was carrying your child and that was what she was going to tell you before hearing your conversation with your beta!"
"What!!"
Baxter's pov"my what!!" I was shocked when I heard of this and was deeply traumatized.I looked at Ruth straight in the eyes and felt my wolf reacting in a very wild manner."Why didn't you inform me, you smallie?" I held her by the neck, almost choking her."Alpha. Ehh." she trailed off."I had no choice," she said as she was breathing very slightly, almost losing consciousness.I took my hands off her, and she regained herself."Did you think there would be a choice when you helped her escape?" I sat down on my chair, and I kept rolling my hands into a fist.She looked up at me and her expression changes into a sad one and she tries to stand up to her feett."I did not let her escape." "Then who let her escape!" I spat."She had no choice, you treated her with cold hands and now you also want her dead" I looked at her filled with both remorse and anger. I was getting hurt at the moment but it would be very hard for me to just get soft."Who told you that I want her dead!" I bark
Monica's pov*Exile*While I exempted the trinity pack, it was a dangerous journey across the borders of the trinity pack.I covered my face with a black robe in order to hide my identity from anyone who would try to recognize me. As it was in my recent situation. I was in exile.I had not wanted to flee the Trinity Pack.But I followed my heart, and I did not listen to my mind.I wanted to see myself as I am, and I also wanted someone to love me.As I passed the cities and the streets, I made sure to stay low.I saw vicious wolves all around me, looking at me.It was a very strange journey. One that will be able to change me forever.Any time I look up to any of the wolves, I will always see Baxter's picture in my mind. I loved him, but he decided to abandon me.He really hurt me, and I don't have any place in his heart.I would never get back to him or cross the Trinity.Since my stepfather sold me to him, I have changed ever since, always surviving on my own and living my life simp
Baxter's povAs I headed towards the bar, I was so upset that I could not concentrate. Monica's departure from the trinity pack has made me restless, which I could not imagine.I would not care if I treated her right or wrong; she is my property, and I would bring her back very soon.As I walked through the streets, I sighted my usual bar and walked straight into it. It was all full of drunken wolves and outcasts, but that is what we are."Look at them, useless set of cunts," I said to myself.I glanced at the bar; it was full of drinks and strong alcohol. I went over there and sat down on a stool. I placed my hand on my head, and it was hot."Oh my goodness, am I sick or something?""Waitress, come over here," I called out.The waitress stood in front of me; she was a very beautiful lady with a very nice body structure. Normally, there were loads of very seductive and hot women out here. And I would always want to admire them every day.The woman stood in front of me, looking drunk.
Monica's pov*Exile*"Don't worry, mama, everything is going to be okay," I said as I placed my hand on her back.It is very sad to see her heart broken. Losing someone very dear to you is not something anyone would wish for.Werewolf politics is one thing that gives everyone a setback and also makes you lose your loved ones.I am also a victim here; werewolf politics brought me to where I am today. Abandoned and lost. I was drained of everything I had just to satisfy some wicked set of wolves.I faced the woman and held her hand, "I hope the Alf pack has no hand in this".She forced the tears that were about to come out of her eyes inside and tried to bring herself together."It all started with them. It all started when their Alpha died," she said as she cleared her throat.I was taken aback when I heard this.This was definitely going to be about him."Tell me more; I could help you think over it." I tried to raise her hopes.She stopped what she was doing and closed her eyes a lit
Monica's pov*Exile*"I will be going now," I said to Mama.It has been nice staying with her, but staying with her for long would mean danger for me.I know that they are Alpha Baxter wolves looking for me out there.She looks at me and nods. "Okay, we will meet another time, Monis."I waved back at her and waved in response.I started off going through the skypack. I had almost walked halfway across the city.I felt my body reacting in a strange manner. But I did not respond to it; rather, I continued on my journey.Vomits….At once, I threw up. It was not strange at all. I was pregnant and in the first stage. I felt bad about myself, and I was not comfortable."Are you okay, ma?" someone said to me.Without looking at him, I nodded in response, "Yes, I am okay. I was just reacting after eating a very bad meal today."He tries to take a clearer view of me, but I do not allow him."Did you need help?" he added."No, I said I was fine," I spat. "I just want to be alone, please.""Alri
Baxter's povAs she followed me, I took her down to the brothel next to the bar that I was in."Now move up!" I spat.I was already burning with lust, and I was overwhelmed. I could not concentrate; I could only think of fucking her.I went over to the receptionist at the brothel and requested a room. I could get any room I wished for.As he grabbed her by the hand and dragged her upstairs,Immediately we reached the door of our supposed room, I purposely dragged her butt; it was so soft that I had already gotten myself thinking wild.Moans…!I grabbed her as she made sexy moaning sounds."Do you like that?" I spoke softly in her ears.She closed her eyes, and she was already into me. It was obvious that she did not waste any time letting me in."Yes, Alpha. Touch me everywhere," she said as she continued mourning.I moved forward as I pushed her into the room. She jammed the door and faced me. I grabbed her by the waist, and in no time, she was already on the bed, preparing for me.S
Monica's pov*Exile*As he got closer to me, I tried to resist him, but he was too strong for me; I could not hold him for long.Without second thoughts, he grabbed me so tight that I was becoming weak and running out of strength.Slash!As fast as I could, I gave him a very mighty slap across his face and immediately ran away from his grab. His men were in awe, and they chased me heavily this time around.And I could not escape again; their leader came and squatted down beside me and massaged his broken face.He looks at me as if he were going to strangle me to death in a very fast way. He takes out his hand and rubs it across his face, looking at the blood dripping from his hands.I had given him a very mighty blow, and it was the one that actually gave him a mighty wound."You little rat," he spat out, "look at what you have done."His eyes became wide, and his anger was rising on every level that I could never imagine.He could think of killing me with this type of anger again, bu
Monica's pov*Exile*."Let's tie her up, boss," another of his men said to him.I tried to resist, but it was of no use. I was already in their hands."Yes, just do that right away and do it tight so she will not try to escape," the man replied.His men bent down to tie me down. "Make sure not to try anything stupid; if you are cool, we will be cool with you," one of his men spat at me.I lay still as they tied me down with strong ropes, and they never considered my situation. They would only use me for their own gain."You are tying up a helpless and wounded woman. You guys have no shame." I sneered at them.Their leader walks towards me and looks straight at me, saying, "Well, as for the record, you don't look helpless to me. So don't try to act like one," he said."You should let me go; I owe you nothing," I replied."Hmmmm, well, that is good news. Since you owe us nothing. Then we will give you up for something," he says as he laughs uncontrollably."So you think that you will ge