I expect too much from him. I thought that because of my situation he would never walk away from this room.
I rattled because he slammed the door."T-Theron! Theron! Please," I muttered with fear.I am afraid to be left here because of the situation I'm in. There are stains of blood in my clothes and in my palm. I still could feel the pain inside my womb. It hurts. Every part of my body hurts."T-Theron, p-please."I tried to make my knees firm but failed to do so. I heard unusual sounds inside my head. I can even Identify the tiniest sound that my heart created."H-Help," I uttered.I fall on my knees. I am like a drop of water falling to the ground. I'm slowly losing consciousness. My fingers crawled to the direction where my wicked husband walked away.I pity myself even more because of this. How could this be? How could his heart be as hard as rock when it comes to me?I couldn't even find a valid reason for the treatment I received from my husband.My vision went blurry until I saw none. My nose pushed out breaths in an unusual manner.God, if this is my end, forgive me for all my sins. Forgive my husband too if he became too much in putting me in this difficult situation.I slowly opened my eyes. I lost strength. I slowly got up when I realised that I was already on top of the bed. There was a pole standing next to me on which a bottle was hanging.I gasped as I saw how the liquid dripped into a small bag connected to the small hose that was the conduit for the liquid to my vein."What's the matter?" I asked myself.I know that I miscarried my child. But, I don't know how I ended up in bed. The last thing I remember was that I was begging my husband to stay but he just left me.The door opened and a nurse who was unfamiliar to me entered. I rolled my eyes. Theron has definitely nailed this girl. I know that man. He's a pussy-hunter."You're awake, ma'am," the nurse said and immediately took a thermometer and inserted it into my armpit."How did I end up here on top of the bed?""Honestly, I don't know, ma'am. The doctor at the hospital where I work just called me to say that you are needing a home-service here," the woman explained to me.I don't believe Theron helped me get here. It's also hard to believe that he cleaned me. I just wondered because I'm neat right now. I became curious so I made a sound to make the nurse look at me who was busy looking at the paper inside the black folder."M-Miss, when you got here, am I dressed already or not?"The nurse made sure no one heard her. She bowed near me."Ma'am, I was told that my job was to make sure that your condition improved and not to inquire about what happened around. But, ma'am, when I got here you were in bed and there was no blood on your clothing."The doorknob made a sound and signaled that someone was coming. The nurse stood up and immediately took a deep breath."I just want to tell you that your body is doing well. The Dilation and curettage procedure performed by Doctor Roicecraine was successful. All you need to do is rest and make sure that you eat properly at the designated meal time. Drink medicine. Also, you should avoid things that cause you stress," said the nurse. "Your body temperature has returned to normal," she added.I just nodded.We both looked at the man who entered. My husband came in. His forehead was furrowed and he stared at the nurse evilly.Since he must have fucked the woman, that's why he treated her so badly. It's not new about Theron. When he has used you and is tired of you, he will throw you away like trash."I have to go, ma'am. Just follow the things I told you. E-Excuse me," said the nurse.The nurse left the room immediately. Now, I stare at the ceiling. I still can't forgive myself for begging to someone who has no heart. I can't look at him because I think and feel even more useless if I saw his face. How could he left me that time?It's like he's not human. If I were in his position at that time, I would have turned away from the hatred in my heart and would have thought that there was someone who needed my help. But Theron is not like that. His heart seems to have been conceived in rock. He doesn't feel pity to anyone.Suddenly, my heart ached because of what I remembered. He left me even though he knew I needed someone to hold on to."Because of your stupidity the child is gone."I just kept quiet. How could he say that to me? Am I the only one to blame?"I know well that you want to be a nun but you let your own blood and flesh just disappear!"I just took a deep breath."No nun is a criminal, Athara!"I dare to stare at him."Theron, you didn't even ask me if I am okay. You really put the blame on me? Really, Theron?" In the first place, it's your fault that we lost our future child." I couldn't stop myself anymore. So, I spoke."Shut the fuck up, Athara! You are the reason why everything happened! If you only told me about your pregnancy, we would still have the child!"I blinked before I stared at the wall."I want to rest," I muttered in a calm way."Do recover today because we are going to attend a party tomorrow, Athara!"My eyes widened because of what I heard. The nurse said I need to rest to restore my strength. Now, he's demanding me to be fine today. Am I a magician? Is he alright?"I am tired. I need to rest." I even accentuate those words to make him understand what I want.Ge seemed to be firm in staying inside this room. He held my chin and forced me to face him.We are now looking at each other."You have to pretend that you are fine in the eyes of the people at the party tomorrow, Athara. You should act like nothing happened! Did you get it?""I better stay here and rest than attend that party where I need to cover everything. Why don't you just hire a woman to be your date at that party? Isn't it you're good to hook women and use them?"I saw how he clenched his jaw."You know me, Athara. You fucking know me! If you try to act like a hard-headed shit, I will make you regret the consequences."He squeezed my cheek hard and pushed me hard.What am I going to do at that party?Even though I didn't want to and my body almost couldn't take it, Theron forced me to go with him to the mall.I found out that I slept for a month after my miscarriage.We are now inside a store where clothes were so expensive."Give my wife the most expensive dress in your store," Theron said.I just stood by his side. I feel like I'm going to fall because I'm dizzy. I just woke up this morning and he immediately took me out."Sir, we have three brands that are the most expensive—""You've heard me, haven't you? I said, the most expensive thing you can give to my wife," he said."O-Okay, s-sir," the saleslady said in fright."Theron, maybe I can wear anything. It's just a party," I calmly suggested to him."You know my friends are coming! They can't be more than me. I'm supposed to be above them and they're below me!"I was right in my suspicion that he would use me again to make his friends look like he was just above them. He will dress me in expensive clothes and glittering ornaments to show how wealthy he is."And you? What are you standing in front of me? Didn't I tell you to give my wife the most expensive cloth in this store of yours? The employees here are stupid! Fuck!"The saleslady immediately left. Theron has absolutely no respect. He owns this mall and the woman is his employee. He didn't even think that his staff was making a way just to sell the products inside his mall.I almost fell when I suddenly felt dizzy again. I held Theron's arm."Athara, what happened to you?""I'm dizzy, Theron.""Fuck! Why can't you stand properly? I'm by your side! You shouldn't entertain sickness, Athara! Get settled!"I was sweating even though it was cold inside because of the air conditioner. He let me hold his arm until we got the cloth he demanded."Theron, let's go home. I'm tired," I said."No way! We need to buy you a bag to show off for tomorrow, Athara! I don't want my friends to think I don't love you and treat you well! I don't want my name to be ruined!"I breathe sadly. He did give me things but not because they were for me. He just wants to show his friends that he's at a high level and that they can't match him.He's cruel and inconsiderate. He was aware that I am not yet totally recovered but he still forced me to fulfil the wants of his selfish mind.Somehow, I regained my strength a bit. I was exhausted yesterday from looking for expensive things to wear and use tonight. I was facing a large mirror while two make-up artists beautified me. "How lucky you are to have your husband, Ma'am Athara! Imagine, he is the richest man in the country and even abroad. Very handsome. Very stylish. And the power of his sex appeal is damn obsessive. And you have him! I wish to be you!" said the gay named Jemar while fixing my hair. I was smiling but what was in my heart was the opposite of the expression I showed them. "Keep smiling, ma'am! What Jemar said is true. Your husband is really handsome! I'm sure there are many people who like him! If gays really had a chance, I'd put Jemar first in line!"I suddenly felt jealous because of what Harsy said. I was more sensitive when it came to the topic of someone liking Theron. My mind contradicts my heart. My mind was angry at the fact that my heart was such a martyr when it came to Theron. "Mayb
The party continued. When I was young, I told myself then that I would enjoy myself while I was not in the convent. If I am only aware of my future, I wouldn't be here today. I should have been escaped from the world and stay in the convent."What do you do as Theron's wife, Athara?"Keigan's question made me nervous so I looked at my husband. What am I doing as their friend's wife? Well, I'm his wife on paper but he thinks of me as his servant. I clean up my husband's mess. When I didn't give him what he wanted, he beat me. That's me as Theron Duffins' wife. My mind returned to reality. I cleared my throat when Theron kicked my foot under the table. To be honest, I don't know what to answer his friend. "Probably, she's serving the king. He satisfies our King Theron!" says Herodotus. They laughed. "That's really the job of wives, isn't it? They ought to serve their husbands," I said. "Athara, how is Theron as a husband?" Rome asked. I swallowed. I suddenly felt weak because of
I noticed that Theron was clingy tonight. When the guests exit to get home. Theron and his friends decided to drink high alcohol contains together. They all took off their coats. They are wearing only white long sleeves. I feel sleepy. Maybe Theron noticed this so he gently shook my body. "Love, don't sleep. We'll go home later," Theron told me. I blinked hard to get rid of my sleepiness. I want to change into my pajamas because I'm getting cold in what I'm wearing now. "Theron, what time are we going home?""Follow me," Theron said. Theron never informs his friends that we'll go outside for a while. He hurried out of the house, so I followed him. He headed to the garden. We are in the corner of the garden at Herodotus' house right now. I tiptoed without hesitation when Theron choked me. I held his hand and patted it. He pushed mw without pity. I fell down and coughed because of what he did to me. He violently pulled me upright. "Didn't I tell you not to be disrespectful? Yo
I put on a strapped dress after I showered. Fortunately, my womanhood stopped bleeding. I was nervous because I thought it would never stop. I dried my hair. I sat on the end of the bed while waiting for Theron. I knew that what he would do would be unpleasant shit later but I waited for him anyway. I saw his frustration because he doubted his cousin and me. I know that he is a bad person but I feel guilty because I feel like I hurt him. I asked myself sometimes if I love my husband. And even though I will deny it, the answer would always be I love Theron despite his evilness towards me. I heard the sound of his footsteps so I looked up at him as he entered our room.I swallowed hard when I saw him wearing no top and only white boxers covering his body. I feel excited. Yes, it's stupid if it's stupid but I'm very eager to feel the warmth of my wicked husband's body. He slowly walked towards me. He ran his fingers between my hair and my scalp and then he pulled it. I just closed
I woke up without a trace of my husband on bed. I immediately stood up and fixed the beddings. I was tired because of the things we did. I walked outside. I almost forgot to bun my hair. So I decided to do it while I'm walking downstairs. I looked around for my husband but he was not here anymore. I hurriedly prepare myself. I breathed like I was chased by a criminal when I got outside the house. "Fuck," I cursed. He would be so mad to me for not waking up early. My stomach was aiming for food but I disregarded it. This is not the time to eat anymore. I must hurry in moving.I looked out for a driver. Good thing I found one. I instructed him where to go and he drove off to company. I walked out the car and give him the amount he deserves. "Keep it all, sir. Thank you so so much!"I didn't wait for his response. I ran off to the company. I know that I look like a fool now but I don't mind it anymore. I just wanted to be as hurry as I can. "Ma'am Athara, good morning!" Everyone
I'm inside the grocery store now. I finished buying the needs at home. I got out and immediately put some cellophane where everything I bought packed into the car. I headed home earlier before I came straight here. I fumbled for my phone in my bag because it had been ringing for a while. "Why aren't you answering my calls, Athara!?" my husband asked angrily. I sighed. He's so strict. He didn't care about me before but all of a sudden he got interested in the destinations I was going to. "Athara? You must be deaf that's why you're not answering.""Theron, I already bought our needs. The only thing I didn't buy was your condom. I'll buy it at another store!""Fuck? Really?! Are you serious about that?"I laughed. "I am!""Go home because it's already late!"I looked at the top of my phone's screen. It's still 5 PM. It's not late yet."Really? What happened to you, Theron? You don't care where I go then, right?""Shut the fuck up, Athara! I told you not to question me."I rolled my
I waited until he fell asleep. We are here inside our room. I checked what time it is. Good thing because I still have two hours left before I will meet that slut. I changed my position. I am now facing my husband. I touched his forehead. "Shit!" I stood up and immediately looked for the thermometer on the desk. I returned to the bed. I inserted the thermometer in his armpit. He moved a little."What are you doing, Athara?" he asked me.I pulled out the thermometer after I heard a beep from it. That sound signifies that his temperature was reflected to the tool already. I shook my head. He really got a high fever."Theron, I will change my clothes. We will go to the hospital, okay? You need to see a doctor."He shook his head. Instead of letting me go, he pulled my hand until I was near him. "Don't go anywhere, Athara.""Theron, you are sick. I just can't stand in the corner and watch you unwell," I told him. "Just let me. Let the fever left me ont its own. Don't stress yourself
It's already been a few weeks since my husband recovered from his fever. That fever really corrupted his work and appetite.I woke up early and prepared everything for Theron. He informed me that we are going to visit Herodotus' residence. Now we are heading where his cousin lives. I am amused as we entered the house of Herodotus. I heard that Herodotus doesn't live here in New York. He just pays people to clean this house to maintain the tidiness in this place. "Herod, they are here!" informed the maid to Herodotus."Thanks, Ameline! I will head there shortly."As promised, Herodotus came shortly. He shook hands with my husband while he kissed my hand. Maybe he adapted this trait from the country where he stayed for so long.I shook my head when my husband elbowed me a little. "You are gorgeous as always, Athara! How have you been?" he asked with a smile on his face. My heart is immensely grateful for this man's attitude. He always helps my low confidence to at least level up. I